I am 26 years old. I'm finding that the more I get older the more I am regressing into an immature state of mind - especially when I get drunk.
I first got into pua when I was 19, that was a long time ago, and honestly I don't feel like I'm 26. I feel like I'm not ready for society the older I get, and I just want to be free from being an adult. My skills with women, and men have decreased, especially when I drink. I tried quitting, but I love the taste of a good beer. The older I get the more I'm open, and I realize that I can't be so open with people.
Life is so short, and that is why I'm so open. I feel like I know more than a lot of others. I have experienced death so many times I feel like I just need to be a free spirit, but as I have learned it comes with a consequence.
Like recently I was played by a girl on spring break. I drove 15 minutes to where she was, at her hotel. A guy was with her, which I did'n't think was any competition. Well long story short she ended up telling me that she was glad I came, and that she is going to go back to her hotel room. The way she talked to me was like she wanted me to leave the hot tub. I said no I'm going to stay here. You guys have fun. She said a re you sure? I said yea bye falicia. She, and the guy left. I couldn't f***in believe it, cause I was just making out with her.
All of this is waiting me to get back into pua. I need to refind myself, and become a man. I don't know what that means really. Wel, I think it means, being true to yourself. Knowing what your'e passionate about, and staying true to your ideals.
I got played, and it really hurt me, cause I should know better than that.
What should I do?
I first got into pua when I was 19, that was a long time ago, and honestly I don't feel like I'm 26. I feel like I'm not ready for society the older I get, and I just want to be free from being an adult. My skills with women, and men have decreased, especially when I drink. I tried quitting, but I love the taste of a good beer. The older I get the more I'm open, and I realize that I can't be so open with people.
Life is so short, and that is why I'm so open. I feel like I know more than a lot of others. I have experienced death so many times I feel like I just need to be a free spirit, but as I have learned it comes with a consequence.
Like recently I was played by a girl on spring break. I drove 15 minutes to where she was, at her hotel. A guy was with her, which I did'n't think was any competition. Well long story short she ended up telling me that she was glad I came, and that she is going to go back to her hotel room. The way she talked to me was like she wanted me to leave the hot tub. I said no I'm going to stay here. You guys have fun. She said a re you sure? I said yea bye falicia. She, and the guy left. I couldn't f***in believe it, cause I was just making out with her.
All of this is waiting me to get back into pua. I need to refind myself, and become a man. I don't know what that means really. Wel, I think it means, being true to yourself. Knowing what your'e passionate about, and staying true to your ideals.
I got played, and it really hurt me, cause I should know better than that.
What should I do?
