Hey guys
I'm a high schooler, and I used to be utterly socially inept. I discovered pick-up about 3 years ago, and I'm vastly changed. I still have some social skill issues, but for the most part life is good.
I've always had kind of like "mental breakdowns." For example, yesterday I was ****ing crying HARD, and I had a big knife in my hand and luckily I didn't hurt myself. The issue is, I don't want to take the risk that sometime I will kill myself. Right now though, I feel perfectly fine, maybe a little mopey, but not suicidal.
I am smart, handsome, have a well-off family. No outside problems. So wtf do I do?
When I had no friends and was fat, I used to think that taking care of the outside stuff would change the inside. It really hasn't.
Anybody got any book recommendations or anything? My family doesn't know, and I don't want to tell them, so for the time being, a therapist is out.
I'm a high schooler, and I used to be utterly socially inept. I discovered pick-up about 3 years ago, and I'm vastly changed. I still have some social skill issues, but for the most part life is good.
I've always had kind of like "mental breakdowns." For example, yesterday I was ****ing crying HARD, and I had a big knife in my hand and luckily I didn't hurt myself. The issue is, I don't want to take the risk that sometime I will kill myself. Right now though, I feel perfectly fine, maybe a little mopey, but not suicidal.
I am smart, handsome, have a well-off family. No outside problems. So wtf do I do?
When I had no friends and was fat, I used to think that taking care of the outside stuff would change the inside. It really hasn't.
Anybody got any book recommendations or anything? My family doesn't know, and I don't want to tell them, so for the time being, a therapist is out.
