SeymourCake
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Ever since I got caught up in sites like this (no offense), artofmaniless.com, and etc, I've been brainwashed to reprogram myself to be someone I'm not. Aside from getting rid of my social anxiety to approach women, I did not accomplish much. I changed my hairstyle (comb it with gel), went clean shave, and started dressing appropriately for college ever since I wanted to transform my ghetto/laid back persona to a mature, eloquent and etc. I've figured if you look high class, or whatever...You would attract high class women.
Until today. I had insomnia last night, and I did not go to sleep at all. I stayed up until 6AM, jogged on the treadmill for about 30 mins, and I hit the weights in my garage to get a boost of energy. I had a one on one conversation with myself both alone and in front of the mirror to work on my swag I once had in high school.
I threw on a black and white hoody, black and white basketball shorts (which I wore inside out), black and white jordan/airforce one combo/ and a black and white NY fitted hat. I had a stubble, so no clean shave. Didn't give a damn about my hair because I was wearing a hat. I was listening to some 90s rap (Mobb Deep: Hell on Earth album) as I went to class and I felt gritty as hell with that New York, laid back, swagger walking mentality. This is how I was in high school.
After my first class was finished, I went to the library to work on my Biology Lab book. This black girl who was in my class that I was just in approaches me and sits besides me and we start chatting as I continue to work on my lab. I didn't ask for her number or anything after an hour of sitting down and chit-chatting here and there and we talked about a lot of things such as interests, past relationships. After I was done with my work, she indicated indirectly that she wanted me to walk with her to the other building to her class, but I told her no, I was gonna continue staying in the library and hop on the computer.
So it's 11AM, and I'm heading to my other class. I get looks from both women and men in the hallways. Some girls would subconsciously fix their hair when they saw me. I didn't give a fuvk. No smiles for them, no nothing. A couple of girls looked down (sign of submission). To the girls who I found attractive, I gave them a smirk, and they smiled for a bit and we continue to go our separate ways.
5AM, I get out of my Math class and this Hispanic chick from the class asked me how I did on the test, and I told her I made an 85 (I actually made a 60 :-/). She said, "Damn, I should be working with you". I told her, "Let me know when you want to study. If I'm not busy, then we can make that happen." She said alright, and headed to the vending machine with her friend as I continued to walk down the hall. I look back, and I see her peeking from the corner and she quickly went back to the room where the vending machines were.
I'm Indian, and I've been attracting black and Hispanic girls I guess, but Asians, Indians, and Whites either don't find my style, me, attractive or they could be shy. Since I'm Indian, I'm probably frowned upon for being out of the norm and being different than your typical Indian person. As far as I'm concern, Indian women are the biggest gold diggers on this planet. All they care about are degrees and a high paying job the opposite sex. I currently live in Texas so the white girls may try to stay away from a colored person like myself who has a ghetto/hood persona. And when I say ghetto/hood persona, I don't mean your typical ignorant guy from the slums of Shaolin. I'm far from ignorant and I'm well educated and aware of my surroundings. I don't currently have the resources to make money. I need a damn car, a job, and more of a social life.
Anyways, just thought I wanted to share. I don't know what to believe anymore. My natural instincts my testosterone gives off or some advice people give on the internet?
Additional information: I just turned 22, and I'm currently refrained from jacking off. I'm 3 or 4 days strong.
PS. I still haven't gone to sleep and it's 6:48PM at the moment. There may be grammatical errors in this post.
Until today. I had insomnia last night, and I did not go to sleep at all. I stayed up until 6AM, jogged on the treadmill for about 30 mins, and I hit the weights in my garage to get a boost of energy. I had a one on one conversation with myself both alone and in front of the mirror to work on my swag I once had in high school.
I threw on a black and white hoody, black and white basketball shorts (which I wore inside out), black and white jordan/airforce one combo/ and a black and white NY fitted hat. I had a stubble, so no clean shave. Didn't give a damn about my hair because I was wearing a hat. I was listening to some 90s rap (Mobb Deep: Hell on Earth album) as I went to class and I felt gritty as hell with that New York, laid back, swagger walking mentality. This is how I was in high school.
After my first class was finished, I went to the library to work on my Biology Lab book. This black girl who was in my class that I was just in approaches me and sits besides me and we start chatting as I continue to work on my lab. I didn't ask for her number or anything after an hour of sitting down and chit-chatting here and there and we talked about a lot of things such as interests, past relationships. After I was done with my work, she indicated indirectly that she wanted me to walk with her to the other building to her class, but I told her no, I was gonna continue staying in the library and hop on the computer.
So it's 11AM, and I'm heading to my other class. I get looks from both women and men in the hallways. Some girls would subconsciously fix their hair when they saw me. I didn't give a fuvk. No smiles for them, no nothing. A couple of girls looked down (sign of submission). To the girls who I found attractive, I gave them a smirk, and they smiled for a bit and we continue to go our separate ways.
5AM, I get out of my Math class and this Hispanic chick from the class asked me how I did on the test, and I told her I made an 85 (I actually made a 60 :-/). She said, "Damn, I should be working with you". I told her, "Let me know when you want to study. If I'm not busy, then we can make that happen." She said alright, and headed to the vending machine with her friend as I continued to walk down the hall. I look back, and I see her peeking from the corner and she quickly went back to the room where the vending machines were.
I'm Indian, and I've been attracting black and Hispanic girls I guess, but Asians, Indians, and Whites either don't find my style, me, attractive or they could be shy. Since I'm Indian, I'm probably frowned upon for being out of the norm and being different than your typical Indian person. As far as I'm concern, Indian women are the biggest gold diggers on this planet. All they care about are degrees and a high paying job the opposite sex. I currently live in Texas so the white girls may try to stay away from a colored person like myself who has a ghetto/hood persona. And when I say ghetto/hood persona, I don't mean your typical ignorant guy from the slums of Shaolin. I'm far from ignorant and I'm well educated and aware of my surroundings. I don't currently have the resources to make money. I need a damn car, a job, and more of a social life.
Anyways, just thought I wanted to share. I don't know what to believe anymore. My natural instincts my testosterone gives off or some advice people give on the internet?
Additional information: I just turned 22, and I'm currently refrained from jacking off. I'm 3 or 4 days strong.
PS. I still haven't gone to sleep and it's 6:48PM at the moment. There may be grammatical errors in this post.