Went out last night...

[RichardTheFrog]

Thoughts that occurred to me as I was out...

Humans are social creatures. I'm not. I seem to lack a natural instinct to socialize. I even decline invitations to family gatherings. Yet I am still drawn to go out, but I don't talk when I do. Perhaps I don't like people enough (possibly hate them?) and don't know what to say.

But when I went out last night... I at first thought that everything was stupid. The music, any potential fake conversation I might have, relationships, etc. Is it all a fake game?

Even if I did know how to enter others social groups, what would make me the highest value guy there? Being rich? Maybe. I always go out alone.

I hate seeing girls dance to stupid hip-hop songs. It just reminds me how stupid society has gotten.

In any event, going out is probably more fun than sitting at home. But I do live 30 minutes from down town, so it's not always convenient to drive there.

I didn't drink when I went out this time. There is not much difference between jerking off and having sex. I should go out after ****ing a prostitute. It would kill all neediness.

Towards the end of the night... I was actually feeling kind of good. Despite all the stupid feminist stuff... they're not necessarily bad people. But they have so many options, I don't know how to make them pick me. And even if they did "pick me" I don't know how to get them to have the kind of sex that I could have with a prostitute. Just because a girl is attracted to you doesn't mean she wants to deep throat your c oc k every time you ask. Lol.

 

[jboyd5]

Thoughts that occurred to me as I was out...

Humans are social creatures. I'm not. I seem to lack a natural instinct to socialize. I even decline invitations to family gatherings. Yet I am still drawn to go out, but I don't talk when I do. Perhaps I don't like people enough (possibly hate them?) and don't know what to say.

But when I went out last night... I at first thought that everything was stupid. The music, any potential fake conversation I might have, relationships, etc. Is it all a fake game?

Even if I did know how to enter others social groups, what would make me the highest value guy there? Being rich? Maybe. I always go out alone.

I hate seeing girls dance to stupid hip-hop songs. It just reminds me how stupid society has gotten.

In any event, going out is probably more fun than sitting at home. But I do live 30 minutes from down town, so it's not always convenient to drive there.

I didn't drink when I went out this time. There is not much difference between jerking off and having sex. I should go out after ****ing a prostitute. It would kill all neediness.

Towards the end of the night... I was actually feeling kind of good. Despite all the stupid feminist stuff... they're not necessarily bad people. But they have so many options, I don't know how to make them pick me. And even if they did "pick me" I don't know how to get them to have the kind of sex that I could have with a prostitute. Just because a girl is attracted to you doesn't mean she wants to deep throat your c oc k every time you ask. Lol.

Even if the people do pose or seem to be fake, the only thing everyone there has in common is that they want to have fun. The majority of the people you talk to will be welcoming and friendly, at least in my experiences. The women won't choose you in this situation and are usually waiting to be approached by a group of hot guys to dance or ****.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

Even if the people do pose or seem to be fake, the only thing everyone there has in common is that they want to have fun. The majority of the people you talk to will be welcoming and friendly, at least in my experiences. The women won't choose you in this situation and are usually waiting to be approached by a group of hot guys to dance or ****.

Are you saying I'm not hot enough?

From what I saw, most people hung out with people they came with.

 

[Mike32ct]

You don't always have to talk to people when you go out.

There is nothing wrong with just enjoying your drink, watching the tv screens, listening to a band/DJ, etc.

 

[RichardTheFrog]

You don't always have to talk to people when you go out.

There is nothing wrong with just enjoying your drink, watching the tv screens, listening to a band/DJ, etc.

But that doesn't result in my d ick in a vagina for free.

 

[martinman980]

But that doesn't result in my d ick in a vagina for free.

ahahah ))) yep you're correct, than talk to girls mate and yea for the most part if you want just sex, it can be a fake game. You have to realize that most people are idiots, and most women even more, and they judge you by appearance including how they perceive your personality, that counts more than clothing. I think many people in the seduction community and men in general are assuming women can read minds or are very good at reading emotions, that is fu***cking bul****, they can only do that if you let them to, and or you are really unable to control or hide your emotions. It's all in appearance we judge a women by her physical appearance , they judge us by how our behavior appears to them , pretty simple.

And also they don't pick you, you pick them, have you ever watched other animals going with this sex ritual, like cats for instance, the male is doing als the chaseing and the females are doin all the kity stuff like playing hard to get, testing, running around in circles and so on.

Women don't pick, don't chase, men chose their women and seduce them.

 

[zekko]

Humans are social creatures. I'm not. I seem to lack a natural instinct to socialize. I even decline invitations to family gatherings. Yet I am still drawn to go out, but I don't talk when I do. Perhaps I don't like people enough (possibly hate them?) and don't know what to say.

If you are having problems with basic socializing, do you have any hobbies, sports, or activities that interest you? Or even any that you are mildly curious about, and could maybe get into? This would at least give you a reason for spending time with certain people, as opposed to going to a club and despising how stupid everything is that is going on around you (and I'm not disagreeing with you there, I find most of that stuff stupid also).

I believe you said you used to sell acid. When you were involved in the drug community, I'm sure there were people you hung out with because you all had the same interest.