Over the past 3+ months I've been fooling around with this 7 at work. After months of build up(of everyone I knew telling me that she liked me) I made a move & kissed her & spanked dat azz.
This couldn't have happened at a worse time. I literally have nothing...NOTHING of value for this chick. Beyond verbal entertainment I really have nothing to offer, money LOL...we both work at a crap job so that says it all...status...HAH!....car...her bf has one I do not. Looks? I'm just barely good looking enough(3 months ago my body was crap...she wouldn't know, only recently have I started to gain muscle & lose the fat I gained from 1 solid year of doing nothing).
I've done this before so I knew that I had to get in dat azz as quickly as possible but with no cellphone, no proper home with which to invite her to & no friend's houses...I was pretty much dead in the water. I got a cell last month but the weeks rolled on with little to no progression. I knew it was a matter of time before either she lost interest or something else happened to kill it & now that time has come.
Now I'm new here in the US so forgive my ignorance but is a female 7 really powerful enough to have free stuff thrown at her & a bf with a car rapidly protective of her? Really? Must dudes of every age group fawn over her? Really? I've seen it talked about on these forums but seeing it...WOW. In the caribbean, in my country....the females are complete mirrors of US chicks in terms of attitudes but 7s know their place(well its gotten worse now apparently).
Fast forward to now. Her bf has gone into protective overdrive. He picks her up promptly after work, he calls her whenever he gets the chance, he must know her schedule, he checks her phone, he checks her phone records(or so she says -_-), he questions her over every dude she contacts or contacts her including myself. I don't know if all this is true & neither do I care, all I know is this, if a girl wants to bang a dude, no one & not even Jesus himself can stop her. My first inclination here is that she's lost interest in banging me. Sure I still get physical intimacy but that's probably her being bored at work & using that as some kind of attention. Especially since I always have to initiate(well I always had to but now she puts up more resistance).
There's also one of my managers who seems to have an eye for her. Dude is always near her or talking to her, buys her stuff as well. I actually think he may be succeeding. Usually when she's leaving she has to go in the back room to change, she will kick everyone out including me. There's a camera there so she says(hehe) that she doesn't want to change in front of me with a camera there. Fine. Its actually a good point. Now there were some tall stacks of stock blocking the camera's view & she changed back there with that same manager present. I don't know what happened & I don't want to know. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't bothered. I'm bothered because I wanted some azz & now I have to look elsewhere.
However this is not a situation I can win. I'm up against a young dude with a car & money & an older dude with a car. I don't have the looks right now to compete with that(not for at least 6-12 months). My charisma counts for nothing since there's less & less time to interact with the damn broad.
The second I kissed her that time I knew I needed more options but I don't have the power to get them. I'm trying to get myself out there but I know there'll be no lays involved.
Strangely I'm not depressed or angry though. There's a lot of other good things in my life that I'm thankful for. Girls may not give a flying sh!te about me but there's a lot of good friends that do. I'll think of that while this manager dude manages to boink this chick.
This couldn't have happened at a worse time. I literally have nothing...NOTHING of value for this chick. Beyond verbal entertainment I really have nothing to offer, money LOL...we both work at a crap job so that says it all...status...HAH!....car...her bf has one I do not. Looks? I'm just barely good looking enough(3 months ago my body was crap...she wouldn't know, only recently have I started to gain muscle & lose the fat I gained from 1 solid year of doing nothing).
I've done this before so I knew that I had to get in dat azz as quickly as possible but with no cellphone, no proper home with which to invite her to & no friend's houses...I was pretty much dead in the water. I got a cell last month but the weeks rolled on with little to no progression. I knew it was a matter of time before either she lost interest or something else happened to kill it & now that time has come.
Now I'm new here in the US so forgive my ignorance but is a female 7 really powerful enough to have free stuff thrown at her & a bf with a car rapidly protective of her? Really? Must dudes of every age group fawn over her? Really? I've seen it talked about on these forums but seeing it...WOW. In the caribbean, in my country....the females are complete mirrors of US chicks in terms of attitudes but 7s know their place(well its gotten worse now apparently).
Fast forward to now. Her bf has gone into protective overdrive. He picks her up promptly after work, he calls her whenever he gets the chance, he must know her schedule, he checks her phone, he checks her phone records(or so she says -_-), he questions her over every dude she contacts or contacts her including myself. I don't know if all this is true & neither do I care, all I know is this, if a girl wants to bang a dude, no one & not even Jesus himself can stop her. My first inclination here is that she's lost interest in banging me. Sure I still get physical intimacy but that's probably her being bored at work & using that as some kind of attention. Especially since I always have to initiate(well I always had to but now she puts up more resistance).
There's also one of my managers who seems to have an eye for her. Dude is always near her or talking to her, buys her stuff as well. I actually think he may be succeeding. Usually when she's leaving she has to go in the back room to change, she will kick everyone out including me. There's a camera there so she says(hehe) that she doesn't want to change in front of me with a camera there. Fine. Its actually a good point. Now there were some tall stacks of stock blocking the camera's view & she changed back there with that same manager present. I don't know what happened & I don't want to know. I'd be lying if I said I wasn't bothered. I'm bothered because I wanted some azz & now I have to look elsewhere.
However this is not a situation I can win. I'm up against a young dude with a car & money & an older dude with a car. I don't have the looks right now to compete with that(not for at least 6-12 months). My charisma counts for nothing since there's less & less time to interact with the damn broad.
The second I kissed her that time I knew I needed more options but I don't have the power to get them. I'm trying to get myself out there but I know there'll be no lays involved.
Strangely I'm not depressed or angry though. There's a lot of other good things in my life that I'm thankful for. Girls may not give a flying sh!te about me but there's a lot of good friends that do. I'll think of that while this manager dude manages to boink this chick.