This might be a wierd topic but maybe it might not be and some of you might know what Im talking about. Those whole live in large cities will maybe be able to relate to what im saying. Large cities like chicago, New York, LA, Toronto, Miami, etc...
We all know that there about 6 billion people on this planet, and that you are just one man. That your individual importance amongst so many is small. Thats the way I feel, especialy living in a large city with so many people everywhere you go, and nobody knows who you are. There so many people, each with a diffrent story, a diffrent life, diffrent circumstances.
For example I could drive out to another borough of Ny, like manhattan and see people walking the streets whom I'll never see again. You can see people sitting in the park or couples walking down the street or people inside stores or diffrent clubs at nights drinking and partying. None of them know that you exist, and you will never meet them.
There so many diffrent kinds of people in this world and Im not going to lie, it actually makes me feel bad, more specifically insignificant and unimportant,as if your life had no special meaning or purpose.
I know the world keeps moving and it waits for no one, but I guess I havent come to terms with that fact and I havent realized that each of us play a small role in this very large world.
Especially when it comes to people my age, when I see guys and girls my age in the city at night partying, or driving off or walking past me on the street when everyone is out, I tend to wonder about where there from, and I even envy them, because I dont have friends who party much. It just seems like everyone around me is having fun except me. Occasionally my friends will go to the city and we will eat something, not party, but I bet there people there who look at me and think about all the fun Im having when there sitting with their friendes ready to go home. Maybe its all about perspective.
I just feel like the world is passing me by, and that there so many people that you really dont mean much at all. Secondly everytime I go outside, I tend to envy those who look like there having alot of fun.
Anybody ever feel this way?
We all know that there about 6 billion people on this planet, and that you are just one man. That your individual importance amongst so many is small. Thats the way I feel, especialy living in a large city with so many people everywhere you go, and nobody knows who you are. There so many people, each with a diffrent story, a diffrent life, diffrent circumstances.
For example I could drive out to another borough of Ny, like manhattan and see people walking the streets whom I'll never see again. You can see people sitting in the park or couples walking down the street or people inside stores or diffrent clubs at nights drinking and partying. None of them know that you exist, and you will never meet them.
There so many diffrent kinds of people in this world and Im not going to lie, it actually makes me feel bad, more specifically insignificant and unimportant,as if your life had no special meaning or purpose.
I know the world keeps moving and it waits for no one, but I guess I havent come to terms with that fact and I havent realized that each of us play a small role in this very large world.
Especially when it comes to people my age, when I see guys and girls my age in the city at night partying, or driving off or walking past me on the street when everyone is out, I tend to wonder about where there from, and I even envy them, because I dont have friends who party much. It just seems like everyone around me is having fun except me. Occasionally my friends will go to the city and we will eat something, not party, but I bet there people there who look at me and think about all the fun Im having when there sitting with their friendes ready to go home. Maybe its all about perspective.
I just feel like the world is passing me by, and that there so many people that you really dont mean much at all. Secondly everytime I go outside, I tend to envy those who look like there having alot of fun.
Anybody ever feel this way?
