JimmyZ
Don Juan
i'm going to sip the intro and just dive into the issue...
girl that I know, has confessed to having feeling for me, and I have confessed to having feelings for her.
Catch is, she is leaving for two months during the summer, and I will not be here when she comes back because I have accepted a position overseas.
The last time I saw her, three days, I told her that I knew that if I kissed her, she would kiss back, but that I didn't want to because I wanted to keep a healthy friendship etc. etc.. and that I didn't want to take from her but I wanted her to give. She didn't disagree but said that whether or not, there would be no positive outcome, at which point, I said: "That's the eternal question, is it etter to have loved and lost, or to have never loved." At which time, she shut up for the better part of 10 minutes.
I did not talk to her since until I found out today that she had a had a bug car accident but that she had come away from it safe...
Naturally I would gloat internally because she refused to sieze the moment... and then dismiss her from my thoughts until she comes back again....
But I actually felt concerned, man this bona fide suffering.... when you know you are right and can do nothing about it....
and please don't give me any of this you're too good for her ****, because I know that I am and I know that in reality she is the least of my worries...
I feel I need to act because the time is so short, I.e. she is leaving in 30 days.
So guys what do you think?
P.S. Before you bash me on the fact that I told her tat Ihave feelings for her, save yourself the trouble, I know why one should never do this, but there is a complex back-story...
girl that I know, has confessed to having feeling for me, and I have confessed to having feelings for her.
Catch is, she is leaving for two months during the summer, and I will not be here when she comes back because I have accepted a position overseas.
The last time I saw her, three days, I told her that I knew that if I kissed her, she would kiss back, but that I didn't want to because I wanted to keep a healthy friendship etc. etc.. and that I didn't want to take from her but I wanted her to give. She didn't disagree but said that whether or not, there would be no positive outcome, at which point, I said: "That's the eternal question, is it etter to have loved and lost, or to have never loved." At which time, she shut up for the better part of 10 minutes.
I did not talk to her since until I found out today that she had a had a bug car accident but that she had come away from it safe...
Naturally I would gloat internally because she refused to sieze the moment... and then dismiss her from my thoughts until she comes back again....
But I actually felt concerned, man this bona fide suffering.... when you know you are right and can do nothing about it....
and please don't give me any of this you're too good for her ****, because I know that I am and I know that in reality she is the least of my worries...
I feel I need to act because the time is so short, I.e. she is leaving in 30 days.
So guys what do you think?
P.S. Before you bash me on the fact that I told her tat Ihave feelings for her, save yourself the trouble, I know why one should never do this, but there is a complex back-story...