A vent.
Here I sit, begrudgingly sifting through layers upon layers of minutia of this breakup that all in all, in the grand scheme of things.. Are completely irrelevant to my happiness. I was a sobbing ***** when we broke up, first time that's ever happened to me. I ran woman with complete and utter dominance before her. I developed rapport when necessary and pulled when things were getting too cozy. I knew it all. Blessed with inner game I used to leave gorgeous woman for the literal hell of it. Left them care-free and still had the power to choose to **** them if I wanted to. That power I once held went to hell after I experienced something called "falling in love". I stopped playing. I stopped having fun. And I started taking her way to seriously. I fell in love. And once the woman you "loved" no longer wants to be with you, your bravado, confidence id and ego are blitzkrieged by such indifference and that Poland would feel bad for your *****ass. She left you seemingly carefree. She was in a state of glee. You left broken, hurt, bewildered that this has even happened to you. How could she do this ? The girl you're ****ing now seems to pale in comparison. Was I too mean? Too controlling?Aren't I an amazing man? All of this feminine introspection you NEVER had now plagues your mind. She was obsessed with you, you've never seen a girl in such love. You ran her **** ! She will always be there you thought. You thought wrong. After this breakup I've learned that even in the perpetual state of "love" you need to game and to uphold challenge. For there isn't a woman on this planet that wouldn't leave you if you don't play your cards right. Look at all I'm doing, look at my ambition and admiration I get from friends and family alike. Is she retarded? You think things through, then you think some more. Then you say why think ? What's the point.
Let Go. How will constantly worrying over something so ridiculously insignificant benefit you ? See relationships are funny. You think you're so happy. You think your a big man and are going through life with clarity and finesse. Your pride and ego go from coming from within to deriving from your "love". Little did you know that once your relationship goes to hell, and your left there hopeless, confused and hurt, that you realize what little is left of the man you once were. You were stuck in a cloud. You see that you were miserable during that relationship. This beautiful woman sucked the very life out of you and you slowly became a shell of the man you used to be. You forgot your player and Alpha mentality you naturally had. Even though you matured into an intelligent, witty, and hilarious individual, she could careless. Some woman just don't get it, so **** em. The woman's mind fixates on spontaneity and excitement, and while you may be have a degree in biochemistry and own your own startup company she sees none of it. She sees only the greener lawn on the other side of the fence and the crack headed thirst for drama. The best part is. Your now on the path of enlightenment, to becoming the happy, fun, easygoing dude you once were. Not the ball licking pansy typing up a vent thread. I've realized happiness will only derive from within oneself. No one will give it to you. Not her. Not your parents, sisters, or friends. You. Keep your happiness and nothing will hold you back. Keep your head up and do act in a manner that you can be proud of.
Here I sit, begrudgingly sifting through layers upon layers of minutia of this breakup that all in all, in the grand scheme of things.. Are completely irrelevant to my happiness. I was a sobbing ***** when we broke up, first time that's ever happened to me. I ran woman with complete and utter dominance before her. I developed rapport when necessary and pulled when things were getting too cozy. I knew it all. Blessed with inner game I used to leave gorgeous woman for the literal hell of it. Left them care-free and still had the power to choose to **** them if I wanted to. That power I once held went to hell after I experienced something called "falling in love". I stopped playing. I stopped having fun. And I started taking her way to seriously. I fell in love. And once the woman you "loved" no longer wants to be with you, your bravado, confidence id and ego are blitzkrieged by such indifference and that Poland would feel bad for your *****ass. She left you seemingly carefree. She was in a state of glee. You left broken, hurt, bewildered that this has even happened to you. How could she do this ? The girl you're ****ing now seems to pale in comparison. Was I too mean? Too controlling?Aren't I an amazing man? All of this feminine introspection you NEVER had now plagues your mind. She was obsessed with you, you've never seen a girl in such love. You ran her **** ! She will always be there you thought. You thought wrong. After this breakup I've learned that even in the perpetual state of "love" you need to game and to uphold challenge. For there isn't a woman on this planet that wouldn't leave you if you don't play your cards right. Look at all I'm doing, look at my ambition and admiration I get from friends and family alike. Is she retarded? You think things through, then you think some more. Then you say why think ? What's the point.
Let Go. How will constantly worrying over something so ridiculously insignificant benefit you ? See relationships are funny. You think you're so happy. You think your a big man and are going through life with clarity and finesse. Your pride and ego go from coming from within to deriving from your "love". Little did you know that once your relationship goes to hell, and your left there hopeless, confused and hurt, that you realize what little is left of the man you once were. You were stuck in a cloud. You see that you were miserable during that relationship. This beautiful woman sucked the very life out of you and you slowly became a shell of the man you used to be. You forgot your player and Alpha mentality you naturally had. Even though you matured into an intelligent, witty, and hilarious individual, she could careless. Some woman just don't get it, so **** em. The woman's mind fixates on spontaneity and excitement, and while you may be have a degree in biochemistry and own your own startup company she sees none of it. She sees only the greener lawn on the other side of the fence and the crack headed thirst for drama. The best part is. Your now on the path of enlightenment, to becoming the happy, fun, easygoing dude you once were. Not the ball licking pansy typing up a vent thread. I've realized happiness will only derive from within oneself. No one will give it to you. Not her. Not your parents, sisters, or friends. You. Keep your happiness and nothing will hold you back. Keep your head up and do act in a manner that you can be proud of.