unique way to end a relationship

[learningguy]

i am in love with a woman, well my dream woman, this is what happened. well we both got together and attracted but then she told me she had a boyfriend..i ended it there i but she begged back and said she loves me, i was astonished i said i love her back, well anyway things were going great, it was an amazing experience..she told me she doesnt love her boyfriend no more she said " ive fallen out of love"..oh yeah we live far so we mostly email each other sometimes see each other but rarly..anyhow she stopped emailing me..then she kept saying sorry, and she loved me so much..to be truthfull i never believed the dujuan bible or any of these posts i wanted to do what i thought was best..any guy out there never do this..i started praising her more, i studied literature so im good at poetry, i flattered her everything..then a few months after on my graduation day, she told me shes pregnant, and weve not had sexual intercourse, with her boyfriend..she was saying things like "i bet your gonna leave me now" i was like "no i give all i have for you, ill support you all the way, hold me tight and never let go"..so after a while she kept telling me she loves me and one day we can make it happen..but i noticed something we stopped talking sexually the way we used to and she would ignore that..anyhow we still expressed our love and how much we missed each other

now a few weeks back things have changed she said she took advise from her family, sister friends, and they say im just a fantasy, furthermore she told me she has to get married with him..and i should live on my life..now i noticed a week 2 weeks we never said we love each other..anyway.,

 

[learningguy]

any way to continue i kept expressing my praises it wouldnt work she sent me this mail, at this point i had been praising her like mad..oh yeah i sent her texts and this was the begining of the end for me it started here
"hey keser.. my bf saw your text messages..you sent this morning... my time i think that was late evening your time... he was kind of angry but he thought that you are the only one doing it.. he doesn't know i'm communicating with you.. It's difficult for me, always lying.. this isn't me at all. I can't live always pretending. He said to me this morning that he doesn't like me that much anymore, but he doesn't understand what he really feels now. I don't know.. I'm not sure if I should talk to him about us. I would like to just travel without letting anybody know including him, but it's difficult for me because I'm pregnant. If he finds out about this, that I'm still communicating with you, he'd really be mad. He said he'll buy me a new sim so you can't text nor call me anymore .. My friends are here, they visited me." well i kept praising her i told her im dedicated even though shes pregnant with him

 

[learningguy]

but then now few weeks back she told me i should move on she sent this
My brother was playing games online when I was reading your email messages, he just gave me a few minutes to do it. I know you'll hate me for my decision, and I think I'll hate myself too. I know I'm not being fair to you, you've always loved me, it never changed. I don't deserve your love. I thought I'd be able to do everything that my heart says, but I don't think I can. It's a sacrifice for me.
I thought I'd lose you if you know I'm pregnant, but you still hold on. I didn't mean to hurt you, never in my life will I hurt someone I'm so in love with. But I feel that I'm not moving on. I can't decide anymore. If someone asks me when we will marry, I don't have an answer, because I really don't know. Everybody's expecting me to marry. If you could've taken me away, it could've been you and me forever. But as I've said, I have a situation here that needs immediate decisions, and I can't decide if I know I should expect you in the future.

No matter what happens, I will still love you. I will always care for you. Even if you don't email me anymore, I will still email you once in a while. I can't come online that often, I'm always not feeling well. I need you to go on with your life too. All the support I gave you were true. All the things I've told you, I've shared, they're all true.

Let me concentrate on one thing, let me concentrate on raising my own family, so I don't feel like stuck in one stage of my life. I'm sorry if you have to go through with this, I know I'm selfish - I didn't want you to let go of me because I wanted you to stay. I'm sorry the immaturity that I've shown. I know it's Ramadan, and I wish you the best of life. I wish you all the luck and grace a man could ever have. I wish you lifetime happiness. As you've said, we may not be together in this lifetime but we maybe in the second life.

Go on with life Keser, make everybody proud. Show everybody what you can do, including you. I know I may regret this, but if we were really meant for each other, I should've not been pregnant now. I'm sorry, really with all my heart. You might think bad of me right now, but I want you to know that never a day did I think bad of you, never. You'll always remain in my heart, there will always be space for you there. Thank you for the love you've shared. Thanks for loving me.

I love you. Take care of yourself always. Go on with your life my love. Live every moment as though it's your last.

 

[learningguy]

continue

anyhow this is what happened now i realised she stop saying she loves me..and wanted me to continue so i told her im gonna email her all night cause i love her, it was like she didnt care as much, she said she wouldnt like it but said ok, now this is late at night 1am i was tired....i was sick of praising her and nothing happening so i came up with A UNIQUE DUMB PLAN i said i was gonna kil myself.. i wanted her to always still remember me, ovously not for real, but so she keeps me in her heart and misses me i was so desperate, actually i gave up all the woman, all my friends for her,i sent her this mail with so ther many like it, i told her her boyfriend was fake..

"my love cherrie take care in your life, i guess im probably already dead, but i need you to know something, all i have done, my heart everything, it was cause i love you, you mean so much to me, never be angry with me, ill never forgive you if you are, always be happy, i thought youll miss me like you said yesterday but you didnt, well anyway, im really sleepy, i hope you really did want me if you had an open choice, its hard to believe that, but i hope you do, i hope i was your sweet dream guy, i hope all you said was true, i hope you never forget me, i dont know what to say nomore i can never convince you, you just ignore the important statements i make, its obvous how you feel, but i do always love you, even though you dont feel no more for me, i guess all this effort was for nothing, i died for you, cause i cant survive without youu, cause i cant live without your love, your beauty, if you had the choice who would you choose?, i guess ill never know, only you know in your heart, i did all this for youu, took so much risks even nif you never wanted me too, i enjoyed it, being with you is the best feeling ever, i hope you think so too, bye my love, keep me in your heart, dont forget me, ill always love youu" ive not sent her anything since

 

[learningguy]

Her Reaction

this was yesterday, ive not sent her anything since, i hope she misses me if you notice the difference she doesnt say she loves me no more

"Where are you? I hope you didn't do something wrong. I would really hate you if you did it again, i will hate you all my life. I will never believe in you again.
"

and another mail
"you're a coward Keser, you should have showed me that I really made the wrong decision. You should have become a lawyer and made everybody proud, you've always been a problem to your parents, all you think is yourself, you never for once thought about them. They won't be proud if they found out you're dead. That's so dumb of you. You should have showed me by succeeding, and making all your dreams happen. I thought I was the only one being selfish, but you are too."

remember we dont see each other much, we live far ive spoken to her, any how this is the situation now, i think she thinks im dead, i dont know why i did this i was drunk and furous, i need her, im desperate for her..she wasnt the same, anyhow any advice i wish i can have her back..p.s. she pregnant with him and was gonna get married she said before cause her parents wanted her too, ive not sent her anything since..she sent this yesterday..peace any advice.....i know its crazy..but im in deep s***t

 

[learningguy]

i have to say i feel like emailing her and praising her..my advise to anyone dont do what i do..the dujuan techniques i disregarded them

 

[70Deuce]

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[learningguy]

hmm, thanks, lol, now what do i do, just ignore and move on, what?

 

[Alle_Gory]

nvm, I've been had.

i have to say i feel like emailing her and praising her..my advise to anyone dont do what i do..the dujuan techniques i disregarded them

This dude is a troll. Can someone check his IP then ban him? And his other aliases like 70Deuce, Metaphysical... etc.

 

[learningguy]

thanks alle gory, i need some more advise, im planning on moving on, although, i dont sleep that much in nights..take care mate..im trying to apply the bible but sometimes i fall into the catagory of praising so much to the woman, and you could say dying over her..

 

[Alle_Gory]

thanks alle gory, i need some more advise, im planning on moving on, although, i dont sleep that much in nights..take care mate..im trying to apply the bible but sometimes i fall into the catagory of praising so much to the woman, and you could say dying over her..

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[learningguy]

i dont know about other guys but i realised something ive fallen in love with 5 woman this year, lol, i think every woman i meet i fall in love as soon as she shows interest, like a dream, a fantasy, like in literature, i do what the great poets chaucer, shakespeare do, i speak the way they do, i guess it doesnt get you far....they lose interest, just read her last 2 mails, youll see its totally different to the first, i think she was angry with me..i can understand her shes pregnant, i think i might tell her the truth well i dont wanna stress her shes having a baby.....but why oh why did she sleep with him instead of me, damn, ive lost all my friends, i thought she was the one, actually i still do....damn i cant help get rid of that feeling, i even fantasise about her, i was planning of how to get her to really want me..but i cant speak to her, she thinks im dead haha, and she looks angry i have to admit...i actually wanted her to say "i love you ill give him up, lets run away, i need you so much, your my dream guy, i cant stop thinking of you, i crave for you" but well she called me a coward, but i think theres hope theres always a way, she did say "im selfish like her" so maybe shes turned on and she did say i should have showed her hes not right, just read her mails again....i need advice before i make a move....ill keep you posted if she sends any more mails...she told me last week, she doesnt have a chance sat and sun cause she goes for check up, so im hoping on monday, i wish she sends another mail or phones me...