Week #1 - Developing / Conveying Confidence
OK I went out for 45 minutes in my mall, which is fawking long time. After a while it seems like there wasn't enough people and I was almost trying to make people look at me so I could greet them. I was starving so I left, but I made some notes before I finished.
36 out of 50 - 45 min
At first I was really stressed out and I had this somewhat nervous feeling.
It also seemed that I couldn't look at couples because I felt gay if I'd try and greet the guy but I'd feel like I was saying, "hey girl fawk this prick" if I looked at the girl, which would end up in a negative response. What can be done about this? Maybe I could just say, "how are y'all doin?" To not make it weird. I also can't stand to look at gay looking guys. If you're not dressed up nice, don't clean up your hairstyle with gel. How can you wear a beanie babies t-shirt with short khakis with gel in your hair and not look like Ted Bundy??
There was a point where I was laughing out loud because I felt so goofy by trying to get the people that weren't even looking at me to give me a response.
A side note... a lot of people talk to themselves? And most, about 80% of people are terrified of contact with strangers.
Afterwards I felt a rush of confidence. It felt really good. It reminds me of the old days when I got multiple girls a week. Tomorrow I'll finish up on campus.
