Over the last 7 months, I've broken up with a girl I was dating for 3 years (believe me it was far beyond time and have no regrets about that one), went out with an internet girl who I banged and she briefly stalked me, went out with a party girl who was fun at first but had some real skeletons in the closet and was a total ***** ("7 dates to the inner ***** thread) and got dumped by a girl I honestly thought was the love of my life a week and a half ago.
During that time I finished a demanding masters degree and thesis and took a job in a town far away from home where I had no friends, family or contacts. The job is a new career in a demanding but prestigious instititution.
Now I have decided more than ever to focus on me. My career has always been a priority as has my health and working out (I've been working out for over 10 years and now have 2 masters degree most obtained largely while still working).
As far as women, I have no fear anymore. I got an e-mail Monday and plan on creating my own boot camp, a metric or DJ Olympics if you will. I don't care anymore. I reach the point where rejection means nothing. In fact no girl can reject me. I couldn't give a **** what a stranger thinks anymore after having the one girl I truly loved dumped me and humiliate me.
I may be bitter but no more will I take any **** or make excuses for not having what I want in my life. Before I have slowly adopted such an attitude but now it is burned into me.
I will still keep my integrity and treat others with the respect that they deserve or earn from me, but no longer will I kiss ass or trust people blindly. I will continue to work my ass off in every area of my life. A woman will have to earn her place in my life. My concept of romantic love has been destroyed forever. I won't accept gold diggers, users, or girls with troubled pasts.
I am ready to go through the rest of my life single if need be. I won't tolerate any less than I'm looking for.
Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. In fact tonight is.
I am changed forever. Part of me just wants to make women my *** rags and treat them like ****. That isn't true to my integrity. However I will no longer be intimidated by any of them because frankly I don't give a **** if they like me or not. I will seduced them as before, but it will take a hell of a lot for one of them to win my heart over.
In the meantime with women I will focus on numbers. I'll post my DJ Olympics. It isn't that I want to bang tons of them, my number would likely come up for knocking one up or getting an STD that way. Amazing it hasn't happened yet (Knock on wood)
However I will screen through a number of them to find one worth my time. I don't mean to sound arrogant but I have dated enough women now and got screwed over for the last time.
And to that last girl, you know who you are. FVCK YOU! You are missing out on the best thing you could have ever had.
During that time I finished a demanding masters degree and thesis and took a job in a town far away from home where I had no friends, family or contacts. The job is a new career in a demanding but prestigious instititution.
Now I have decided more than ever to focus on me. My career has always been a priority as has my health and working out (I've been working out for over 10 years and now have 2 masters degree most obtained largely while still working).
As far as women, I have no fear anymore. I got an e-mail Monday and plan on creating my own boot camp, a metric or DJ Olympics if you will. I don't care anymore. I reach the point where rejection means nothing. In fact no girl can reject me. I couldn't give a **** what a stranger thinks anymore after having the one girl I truly loved dumped me and humiliate me.
I may be bitter but no more will I take any **** or make excuses for not having what I want in my life. Before I have slowly adopted such an attitude but now it is burned into me.
I will still keep my integrity and treat others with the respect that they deserve or earn from me, but no longer will I kiss ass or trust people blindly. I will continue to work my ass off in every area of my life. A woman will have to earn her place in my life. My concept of romantic love has been destroyed forever. I won't accept gold diggers, users, or girls with troubled pasts.
I am ready to go through the rest of my life single if need be. I won't tolerate any less than I'm looking for.
Tomorrow is the first day of the rest of my life. In fact tonight is.
I am changed forever. Part of me just wants to make women my *** rags and treat them like ****. That isn't true to my integrity. However I will no longer be intimidated by any of them because frankly I don't give a **** if they like me or not. I will seduced them as before, but it will take a hell of a lot for one of them to win my heart over.
In the meantime with women I will focus on numbers. I'll post my DJ Olympics. It isn't that I want to bang tons of them, my number would likely come up for knocking one up or getting an STD that way. Amazing it hasn't happened yet (Knock on wood)
However I will screen through a number of them to find one worth my time. I don't mean to sound arrogant but I have dated enough women now and got screwed over for the last time.
And to that last girl, you know who you are. FVCK YOU! You are missing out on the best thing you could have ever had.
