henrytuttle
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I've been in a relationship with this wonderful girl for about 8 months now. We have many common interests, we have great times together, we have great sex and its been one of the most eye opening yet draining relationship i've ever been in. She is very intelligent but also very rebellious. We can have a good time any day of the week and we never make plans for anything. We are very spontaneous and i feel more comfortable with her than anyone else in the world. I've told her things that i've never told anyone in my life and we've shared some of the most beautiful experiences in our lives together. She is thoughtful of my needs, she always shows up when I am in need, she sees me for who I am, she is interested in my interests and hobbies, she inspires me to excel in my own life and my career. She brings out the best in me and it seems like we're a perfect match on the good days. Just remember, that she is the kind of girl that will do anything for me if I ask her to, she will bring me soup when i'm sick, she drives me around when my car is broken down, she even will give me a BJ when she knows there isn't enough time for us to have an all night ****athon before she has to go out with her girlfriends for girls only nights 
Anyway, this is the thing, she's rebellious, she doesn't like to conform to social norms, she thinks she can operate outside of the law and society and wants to be this way. She will act out in strange ways because it reinforces the way she thinks. She doesn't drink excessivley, or do hard drugs, or even sleep around, but she has done some weird ****.
First of all, the relationship started with me knowing who she was dating, my best friend. I steered clear of her for about 6 months, not really knowing she was into me, but she had been perusing me for a long time without my knowledge. I knew that their relationship had been on the rocks for a long time, and i saw how they acted together and it wasn't very respectable. I didn't want to be with a girl that treated her man like that. But after a while, i found out she had a crush on me, and she started coming over without him (my best friend) after I had invited them both over for dinner or a movie or whatever. This started becoming a regular thing, and i found out that he was ok with her having a crush on me, and didn't care if she hooked up with me. So it started happening, after a lot of talking and weirdness, we could all hang out together and go out and be seen in public together. It worked out ok for about 4 months, but eventually he ditched her and she stayed with me.
During that whole 4 months, she was always trying split her time evenly between the two of us, and of course, I would always get the upper hand, because i was new, handsome and adventurous. She was really in to me, and i knew it, i took advantage of it. We had some really great times, and i started to see a side of my friend that i had never seen, he was an *******! I encouraged her to dump him, or start ditching him. Later i felt bad about it but it eventually happened.
She's done some really weird stuff, she made some fake drugs and took them to a rave party and i blew up on her about it. She started doing live webcam shows for money. She sends private videos to her ex, who lives across the country, in exchange for her cell phone bill. She has also sent him private videos that I was in without my knowledge, when i later found out i blew up big time on her, threatened her to break her laptop etc... I lost her trust over this one. She's been doing things to try to not be this way, and i've been hoping she will never do these things again. But it seems like she always has a way of raising the bar to some new ridiculous level.
So now at this point, she says we're not "dating" but we are seeing each other on a regular basis and having lots of amazing sex still. We still do romantic things like bike rides and walks on the beach, i'll still take her out to dinner and goto the movies. She got me theme park season passes and we like to go and spend the whole day together, and get BJ's on the sky lift.
We have some of the elements of a perfect relationship, but some really dark elements that i wish i could erase. I'm having hard times dealing with it, emotional issues. I overreact during arguments and i've scared her a few times. I know too much about her, and most of my friends at this point are trying to get me to ditch her. I just want her to chill out and i want things to be normal.
Anyway, this is the thing, she's rebellious, she doesn't like to conform to social norms, she thinks she can operate outside of the law and society and wants to be this way. She will act out in strange ways because it reinforces the way she thinks. She doesn't drink excessivley, or do hard drugs, or even sleep around, but she has done some weird ****.
First of all, the relationship started with me knowing who she was dating, my best friend. I steered clear of her for about 6 months, not really knowing she was into me, but she had been perusing me for a long time without my knowledge. I knew that their relationship had been on the rocks for a long time, and i saw how they acted together and it wasn't very respectable. I didn't want to be with a girl that treated her man like that. But after a while, i found out she had a crush on me, and she started coming over without him (my best friend) after I had invited them both over for dinner or a movie or whatever. This started becoming a regular thing, and i found out that he was ok with her having a crush on me, and didn't care if she hooked up with me. So it started happening, after a lot of talking and weirdness, we could all hang out together and go out and be seen in public together. It worked out ok for about 4 months, but eventually he ditched her and she stayed with me.
During that whole 4 months, she was always trying split her time evenly between the two of us, and of course, I would always get the upper hand, because i was new, handsome and adventurous. She was really in to me, and i knew it, i took advantage of it. We had some really great times, and i started to see a side of my friend that i had never seen, he was an *******! I encouraged her to dump him, or start ditching him. Later i felt bad about it but it eventually happened.
She's done some really weird stuff, she made some fake drugs and took them to a rave party and i blew up on her about it. She started doing live webcam shows for money. She sends private videos to her ex, who lives across the country, in exchange for her cell phone bill. She has also sent him private videos that I was in without my knowledge, when i later found out i blew up big time on her, threatened her to break her laptop etc... I lost her trust over this one. She's been doing things to try to not be this way, and i've been hoping she will never do these things again. But it seems like she always has a way of raising the bar to some new ridiculous level.
So now at this point, she says we're not "dating" but we are seeing each other on a regular basis and having lots of amazing sex still. We still do romantic things like bike rides and walks on the beach, i'll still take her out to dinner and goto the movies. She got me theme park season passes and we like to go and spend the whole day together, and get BJ's on the sky lift
.We have some of the elements of a perfect relationship, but some really dark elements that i wish i could erase. I'm having hard times dealing with it, emotional issues. I overreact during arguments and i've scared her a few times. I know too much about her, and most of my friends at this point are trying to get me to ditch her. I just want her to chill out and i want things to be normal.
