What's up guys. I have been registered on sosuave for a while but have yet to post. I understand the basics of being a DJ/PUA, but am obviously not even close to being the real deal yet..
I feel that my faults with women, and in life in general have been that I have this information and the ability to apply it, yet I don't do it. I say "Well, I'll start next week, or I'll start next school year, or when I am given a sign that I should start. I put of actually going after my goals until a later date because it is more convenient that way. In my mind I couldn't fail if I hadn't started, and I could always believe in the back of my mind that eventually I will start working hard and obtaining my goals. When I actually would start with a plan to give myself a better life, I would give up the moment something went wrong in any facet of my life. I mean literally, if I would stutter talking to a girl, get a bad grade on a test, or miss one day of my workout, I would give up and figure the next time I tried would be different. However, they never were.
Despite my previous description of myself which makes me sound like a complete loser, I have done better for myself than you would imagine. When I was younger(up until about 9th grade) I wasn't very popular, I was unathletic, and was actually a pretty poor student(that lasted throughout high school actually.) But gradually, I turned it around, I was and am pretty well-liked in my town, in pretty good shape, and am attending college where I made the honor roll my freshman year. But having said that, it frustrates me to think how much better my life could be if I would have actually gave my all for the past 2..3..4 years.
But, I won't deal with that regret anymore. I don't want to be sitting here another 4 years from now and thinking "What If." Now I am going to start changing my life for the better day-by-day. I know not everything will go perfect but I can still try my hardest to make it as good as it can be. I will be working out harder, being even more sociable, and applying what I know, and the knowledge that I will gain from sosuave on women and all areas of my life.
Now...on to what you actually care about my success(or lack there of) with women, and how I will specifically turn that area of my life around.
I am 19 years old and have never even made out with a girl. None of my friends, or anyone in my life really, knows this. Not because I lie but because they assume that I have had sex with at least a few girls(Much less made out with.) If I would have applied my knowledge from this site from the beginning I am sure I would have also. But, even when I knew girls were attracted to me, I couldn't get myself to do anything about it. I look back on it now and am frustrated but there's nothing I can do to change the past.
I will start posting a journal of my approaches and also various interactions with women I already know. I will become more outgoing, and finally live my life the way I want to live it.
Sorry for the long post, but if you have come this far I thank you for reading and look forward to any comments/input/advice you may have for me now, and as I continuously update my journal.
It has been a year since I graduated high school and over four since I first started trying to make the master plans to lead me down the path to my goals and dreams....and I am tired of putting off my dreams until tomorrow.
I feel that my faults with women, and in life in general have been that I have this information and the ability to apply it, yet I don't do it. I say "Well, I'll start next week, or I'll start next school year, or when I am given a sign that I should start. I put of actually going after my goals until a later date because it is more convenient that way. In my mind I couldn't fail if I hadn't started, and I could always believe in the back of my mind that eventually I will start working hard and obtaining my goals. When I actually would start with a plan to give myself a better life, I would give up the moment something went wrong in any facet of my life. I mean literally, if I would stutter talking to a girl, get a bad grade on a test, or miss one day of my workout, I would give up and figure the next time I tried would be different. However, they never were.
Despite my previous description of myself which makes me sound like a complete loser, I have done better for myself than you would imagine. When I was younger(up until about 9th grade) I wasn't very popular, I was unathletic, and was actually a pretty poor student(that lasted throughout high school actually.) But gradually, I turned it around, I was and am pretty well-liked in my town, in pretty good shape, and am attending college where I made the honor roll my freshman year. But having said that, it frustrates me to think how much better my life could be if I would have actually gave my all for the past 2..3..4 years.
But, I won't deal with that regret anymore. I don't want to be sitting here another 4 years from now and thinking "What If." Now I am going to start changing my life for the better day-by-day. I know not everything will go perfect but I can still try my hardest to make it as good as it can be. I will be working out harder, being even more sociable, and applying what I know, and the knowledge that I will gain from sosuave on women and all areas of my life.
Now...on to what you actually care about my success(or lack there of) with women, and how I will specifically turn that area of my life around.
I am 19 years old and have never even made out with a girl. None of my friends, or anyone in my life really, knows this. Not because I lie but because they assume that I have had sex with at least a few girls(Much less made out with.) If I would have applied my knowledge from this site from the beginning I am sure I would have also. But, even when I knew girls were attracted to me, I couldn't get myself to do anything about it. I look back on it now and am frustrated but there's nothing I can do to change the past.
I will start posting a journal of my approaches and also various interactions with women I already know. I will become more outgoing, and finally live my life the way I want to live it.
Sorry for the long post, but if you have come this far I thank you for reading and look forward to any comments/input/advice you may have for me now, and as I continuously update my journal.
It has been a year since I graduated high school and over four since I first started trying to make the master plans to lead me down the path to my goals and dreams....and I am tired of putting off my dreams until tomorrow.
