mikephat
Don Juan
Hello guys!
I took a red pill recently, in my 47, and I am shocked! I am frustrated now because I don't know is it too late for me?
I am married for 23 yr, 3 kids, from East Europe, but I was never really satisfied with my life/marriage, being sad and depressed most of the time, watching that my wife doesn't become angry or frustrated. Everything is generally what I say, how I organize things and how I order (alpha? don't think so!), but there is a some sort of fear of her anger and her bad mood. She is emotonal, dependable, unpredictable, impulsive, possessive, jelaous and fight for all what she wants and can't get. There are a lot of crying, yelling, fighting (with kids), easy gets mad to everyone (but easy get back to normal). My parents don't like her, and I see that some of my friends are sorry for me.
When I look back at my life, there are many missed business opportunities, missing job offers abroad just to be there for her, many friend contats and socializing are gone.
I wondered all these years am I a bad husband and a father, but after the red pill, everything is clear now: I am/was a beta-omega frustrated chump in marriage with possessive and jealous wife.
Do you thing there is a chance for my happines now? I like to flirt, to talk with other women, I am fun and there are many women giving me the IOIs, but nothing more than that since I am married, and most of them know that my wife is not an easy person (small society).
I can't sleep at night thinking is it too late for my happines? I can see a way out: divorce, but that looks impossible now for me. I changed myself in some ways due to the red pill and I distanted my self from her, but I think that she is more possessive now and more into me. But I can't stand her any more.
Continuing to read manosphere...
Any words of wisdom? Thank you!
I took a red pill recently, in my 47, and I am shocked! I am frustrated now because I don't know is it too late for me?
I am married for 23 yr, 3 kids, from East Europe, but I was never really satisfied with my life/marriage, being sad and depressed most of the time, watching that my wife doesn't become angry or frustrated. Everything is generally what I say, how I organize things and how I order (alpha? don't think so!), but there is a some sort of fear of her anger and her bad mood. She is emotonal, dependable, unpredictable, impulsive, possessive, jelaous and fight for all what she wants and can't get. There are a lot of crying, yelling, fighting (with kids), easy gets mad to everyone (but easy get back to normal). My parents don't like her, and I see that some of my friends are sorry for me.
When I look back at my life, there are many missed business opportunities, missing job offers abroad just to be there for her, many friend contats and socializing are gone.
I wondered all these years am I a bad husband and a father, but after the red pill, everything is clear now: I am/was a beta-omega frustrated chump in marriage with possessive and jealous wife.
Do you thing there is a chance for my happines now? I like to flirt, to talk with other women, I am fun and there are many women giving me the IOIs, but nothing more than that since I am married, and most of them know that my wife is not an easy person (small society).
I can't sleep at night thinking is it too late for my happines? I can see a way out: divorce, but that looks impossible now for me. I changed myself in some ways due to the red pill and I distanted my self from her, but I think that she is more possessive now and more into me. But I can't stand her any more.
Continuing to read manosphere...
Any words of wisdom? Thank you!
