I decided I am not gonna care what other people think of me. i'm gonna break through and kill whats been stopping me from being me. I have always been scared of people thinking funny of me and caring too much, and lately i've been controlling that feeling a little and i've been much happier. I decided to write down my goals but I thought it would be better to post them. So here they are..
1. Not care what anyone else thinks.
2. Put my social skills through the roof and enjoy it.
3. Take time to do the things I want before I slave to the world.
4. Spend money on ME! The old me always worried about money and felt guilty when I spent money. thats what its for! So lately i've been getting whatever I feel like getting and have been a lot less stressed, I needed stuff for my face, bought it, I need clothes and shoes, i'll buy it..
I have been working on talking to strangers more, girls, guys, whoever. Talking to people at my work more too, and the more I do, the more I care less about having to impress someone, the less worrying the happier I am. I've been noticing that sincei 've been mroe ME and doing what i please., rather then being scared and not talking, the more people find me funny, and the more respect I get. a lot more. its sad that the last week i've been happier than i have in a long time. a lot more worry-free and such.. so i want to start doing the bootcamp to measure up some progress and help me break through. I will give ya guys updates.
1. Not care what anyone else thinks.
2. Put my social skills through the roof and enjoy it.
3. Take time to do the things I want before I slave to the world.
4. Spend money on ME! The old me always worried about money and felt guilty when I spent money. thats what its for! So lately i've been getting whatever I feel like getting and have been a lot less stressed, I needed stuff for my face, bought it, I need clothes and shoes, i'll buy it..
I have been working on talking to strangers more, girls, guys, whoever. Talking to people at my work more too, and the more I do, the more I care less about having to impress someone, the less worrying the happier I am. I've been noticing that sincei 've been mroe ME and doing what i please., rather then being scared and not talking, the more people find me funny, and the more respect I get. a lot more. its sad that the last week i've been happier than i have in a long time. a lot more worry-free and such.. so i want to start doing the bootcamp to measure up some progress and help me break through. I will give ya guys updates.