DonJuanit0
Master Don Juan
I don't really need to ask anything from you guys, what I need is someone, to tell my thoughts... So, if you are not able of just reading something, or don't want to, just don't, press the back button! If you do read this and want to say something, please do!
My story goes back, 4 years ago, I knew this girl, a woman now, we had a fine LTR, my life was great, i just didn't know! I was too young too know! So, I broke up with her... We kept talking from times to times, catching up, remember things from our past and had great conversations! She even told me that she knows that we two will end up married together!
I've seen her twice since we broke up, we mostly talked via internet cause she always had an excuse not to meet me...
Now, It's been two weeks since we last met each other, and I just can't take her out of mind.. I have her on the pedestal? I don't know... I just want to be with her... Not in a LTR, I don't want to ruin all that thing I have in my mind about her (I think it won't last, I'm still young to have one and only woman in my life). So, after not answering one of my messages, I sent her a message saying, "it's not very polite not to answer to someone, anyway I want to quit from this" And I had this answer the day after "My George I wanted us to go out but I wanted to be good! Obviously there is a problem that I can't explain from here, I just need time so when we go out it will be done correctly" (it's difficult to translate Greek to English). We only talked once since then, when she asked what I was doing...
I know it's obvious that she wants someone to make her feel nice and tell her nice staff but that's all! That's what most people want... So, I decided that I won't just stand there doing nothin, since she doesn't want to meet me I'll just go to her place ask her to come out and have a talk... It sounds distructive I know... Anyway, I'll ask her if she meant what she said to me everytime we talked before (she has even said that she still loves me etc) and if she wants me not to bother her again... I'll say that if she wants me around she has to be real and stop lying to me , I don't care if she is with someone, I don't care if she doesn't want to be with me, I just want to have her in my life (I won't say this exactly, I'll think of another way). I intend on keeping my word and remove my self out of her life if that is what she wants me to...
I intend on doing this cause it's the only way I'll have her out of my f*cking head...
Anyway, thanks.. I just wanted to express my self somewhere...
My story goes back, 4 years ago, I knew this girl, a woman now, we had a fine LTR, my life was great, i just didn't know! I was too young too know! So, I broke up with her... We kept talking from times to times, catching up, remember things from our past and had great conversations! She even told me that she knows that we two will end up married together!
I've seen her twice since we broke up, we mostly talked via internet cause she always had an excuse not to meet me...Now, It's been two weeks since we last met each other, and I just can't take her out of mind.. I have her on the pedestal? I don't know... I just want to be with her... Not in a LTR, I don't want to ruin all that thing I have in my mind about her (I think it won't last, I'm still young to have one and only woman in my life). So, after not answering one of my messages, I sent her a message saying, "it's not very polite not to answer to someone, anyway I want to quit from this" And I had this answer the day after "My George I wanted us to go out but I wanted to be good! Obviously there is a problem that I can't explain from here, I just need time so when we go out it will be done correctly" (it's difficult to translate Greek to English). We only talked once since then, when she asked what I was doing...
I know it's obvious that she wants someone to make her feel nice and tell her nice staff but that's all! That's what most people want... So, I decided that I won't just stand there doing nothin, since she doesn't want to meet me I'll just go to her place ask her to come out and have a talk... It sounds distructive I know... Anyway, I'll ask her if she meant what she said to me everytime we talked before (she has even said that she still loves me etc) and if she wants me not to bother her again... I'll say that if she wants me around she has to be real and stop lying to me , I don't care if she is with someone, I don't care if she doesn't want to be with me, I just want to have her in my life (I won't say this exactly, I'll think of another way). I intend on keeping my word and remove my self out of her life if that is what she wants me to...
I intend on doing this cause it's the only way I'll have her out of my f*cking head...
Anyway, thanks.. I just wanted to express my self somewhere...