How did i ever end up being like this? Why am i so gutless and lame? Where did all my confidence and self-esteem go? SIGH I must've hit a peak in my days and now im just starting to drop. Something as simple as asking a girl to the prom could not be done. I just can't get some alone time with her. Someone who hangs out in my group is also planning to ask her but i dont know when so i want to ask her before him but he has a buddy of his whos always ****blocking for him by not allowing me to spend some alone time with her. Im just so godamn frustrated right now. I dont wanna ask her through the phone because the prom is still 4 months away and it would make me look desperate. I want to ask her out but im afraid it might be too awkward because we see each other so often (we have 3 classes together..just my luck...but i try not to pay attention to her in these 3 classes) So what do you guys think my next move should be?
Also, the guy who's planning to ask her? He's some loser, not kidding. He hangs out with me but we barely talk. He's always following that buddy of his whos helping him ****block when he isnt around. The girl whom i want to ask and that guy they hang out together and talk together a lot. If i were to make a guess i'd say hes her "girlfriend" and would definitely be rejected but i still have my doubt. Once i was talking to that girl and she told me that she thinks that guy is just a loser and hes just some ****y guys whose ego is inflated. Yet she still talks with him a lot. I really think that guy is just in her FZ. He's just one of those guys who does schoolwork and play games all day along and only go to places his ****blocking buddy go to by always sticking to him. I mean come on, if i let a guy like this beat me, that would make me a piece of ****. My biggest fear right now is since they talk with each other so much, those 2 guys might ****talk about me to her and ruin my image. Lets just hope it aint true.
A little bit more for those of you are still with me here. I know, for a fact, i have a good chance of getting her. Just by the way she would look away when we have eye contact and how when we talk shes afraid to make eye contact with me (good signs yea?). And i dont reallyy know if this means anything but when we walk to class together she always like to hang on to my backpack by grabbing it and walking with me. I was once the alpha male of my group where that girl with hang out with us occasionnally but somewhere along the line i got caught up with family matters and stress so the ****blocking buddy kinda took over. He's always grabbing attention by making stupid jokes and funny noises. He talks with the girl frequently too along with my competitor . I am going to take everything back.
So all you fellow DJ's out there, please help a once successful DJ out. I have lost my DJ'ness and would like to take it back. This right now is my biggest obstacle i ever came across in my life and i will definitely be a changed man once i cross this.
We have a 5 day break right now and my goal is to get her to be my date by the end of this break. But time is running short because the other guy might ask anytime. He has a friend from another school who is in fact a successful DJ as well. HIm and I we use to talk about tricks and stuff but i had stopped talking to him and now hes helping my competitor out. This is no walk in the park, its WAR against myself , a war that will either break me into pieces or make me a new man. Five days from now the war will end and i want to be the new man. So please, i need all the support that i can get.
My plan right now is to give her a surprise. She seems to love surprises. I called her once out of nowhere for the first time ever during new years countdown to countdown with her. But i didnt really get to have a nice convo with her after that because me and my buddies went drinking after. She seemed to enjoy the surprise when i called her. That's why right now im working on maybe getting another surprise but i still havent come up with one. I will post all the steps that I am going to take just to keep myself in check and also maybe you guys can help me out as well.
My story begins here. Here we go.
Thanks for all of you who read this. Hopefully people can read this thread and learn as well.
Also, the guy who's planning to ask her? He's some loser, not kidding. He hangs out with me but we barely talk. He's always following that buddy of his whos helping him ****block when he isnt around. The girl whom i want to ask and that guy they hang out together and talk together a lot. If i were to make a guess i'd say hes her "girlfriend" and would definitely be rejected but i still have my doubt. Once i was talking to that girl and she told me that she thinks that guy is just a loser and hes just some ****y guys whose ego is inflated. Yet she still talks with him a lot. I really think that guy is just in her FZ. He's just one of those guys who does schoolwork and play games all day along and only go to places his ****blocking buddy go to by always sticking to him. I mean come on, if i let a guy like this beat me, that would make me a piece of ****. My biggest fear right now is since they talk with each other so much, those 2 guys might ****talk about me to her and ruin my image. Lets just hope it aint true.
A little bit more for those of you are still with me here. I know, for a fact, i have a good chance of getting her. Just by the way she would look away when we have eye contact and how when we talk shes afraid to make eye contact with me (good signs yea?). And i dont reallyy know if this means anything but when we walk to class together she always like to hang on to my backpack by grabbing it and walking with me. I was once the alpha male of my group where that girl with hang out with us occasionnally but somewhere along the line i got caught up with family matters and stress so the ****blocking buddy kinda took over. He's always grabbing attention by making stupid jokes and funny noises. He talks with the girl frequently too along with my competitor . I am going to take everything back.
So all you fellow DJ's out there, please help a once successful DJ out. I have lost my DJ'ness and would like to take it back. This right now is my biggest obstacle i ever came across in my life and i will definitely be a changed man once i cross this.
We have a 5 day break right now and my goal is to get her to be my date by the end of this break. But time is running short because the other guy might ask anytime. He has a friend from another school who is in fact a successful DJ as well. HIm and I we use to talk about tricks and stuff but i had stopped talking to him and now hes helping my competitor out. This is no walk in the park, its WAR against myself , a war that will either break me into pieces or make me a new man. Five days from now the war will end and i want to be the new man. So please, i need all the support that i can get.
My plan right now is to give her a surprise. She seems to love surprises. I called her once out of nowhere for the first time ever during new years countdown to countdown with her. But i didnt really get to have a nice convo with her after that because me and my buddies went drinking after. She seemed to enjoy the surprise when i called her. That's why right now im working on maybe getting another surprise but i still havent come up with one. I will post all the steps that I am going to take just to keep myself in check and also maybe you guys can help me out as well.
My story begins here. Here we go.
Thanks for all of you who read this. Hopefully people can read this thread and learn as well.
