bukowski_merit
Master Don Juan
Yesturday a situation happened between me and a girl i have regular $ex with...
On tuesday - she told me "some people are taking me out after work for my birthday tomorrow. you should come too."
to which i responded "ok cool"...
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she normally comes over my house on wednesdays for reasons that are unimportant to this post.
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yesturday morning she text me: "just a reminder that im going out after work tonight and won't be coming over"
my response: "so you're not coming back with me then?"
her response: "back with you? i didn't know you were going"
my response: "why wouldn't i be going?"
her response: "because you said you'd get back to me and you never did! don't worry about it, you go do other stuff."
my response: "that's not what i said. I said "ok cool" why would i not come out with you on your birthday?"
her response: "well you haven't even told me happy birthday on my birthday!"
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then i started getting into a logical arguement with her because i hate when people put words in my mouth i didn't say... but i had to stop myself ... this is very important! (i feel i went even too far with the little bit of logical discussion we had)
i took a step back from the discussion and cleared whatever emotions were running through me and just took some deep breaths and calmed myself.
women do not respond to logical "discussions" nearly as well as they respond to emotional ones... so i had to look at some of the emotions she was showing me... and try to connect with them... MOST guys would have continued the discussion on a logical level and ended up probably getting into an arguement and feeling that "all women are crazy"...
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so... first.. what was she showing me...
1) she was showing me she was hurt that i hadn't told her happy birthday... (this i determined was the main point that got her so b!tchy)
2) she seemed hurt that i didn't tell her i'd definitely be going (although to me "ok cool" is me saying im going - but there's no need to get into that discussion with her)...
3) she seemed to be pushing me away emotionally...
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so i concluded that she was feeling as if i didn't care about her and she was hurt by this and acting out her feelings... I HAD TO SHOW HER I CARED in order to negate her emotions that i might not.
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my next text: "listen. i have no intent to tell you through text "happy birthday". maybe you've gotten tons of texts today saying that, but i will only say it when im standing directly in front of you. I want to look into your eyes when i say it to you. I want to see your eyes light up and see your happiness through your smile; i want to feel your happiness when i wrap you in my arms. would you rather i tell you happy birthday throught text with a =) at the end? or would you prefer a happy birthday from me with a real smile followed by your lips against mine?"
her response: your lips against mine! =)
my response: so in order for us to share that experience what has to happen? =)
her: we have to see each other =)
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that's that (the rest of the conversation was more of the same)...
long story short: i ended up going to where they were... we stayed there for a hour and a half tops! all her work friends (mostly old ladies) went home... and she came back to my house.... and i gave her one heLL of a birthday present (which probably qualifies as "presents")...
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I don't think i handled this as best as it can be handled because i did venture into the logical realm before i reconized what was going on....
but i just want to demonstrate something to guys who i see getting pulled into arguements on here... you should not discuss things too long in "logical" mode, and should do your best to figure out what emotional fear she's most likely showing at the time of the arguement... and address is - IN AN EMOTIONAL WAY...
this discussion we had could have got real ugly had i let me original emotion of (this b!tch is crazy) take over... our relationship could have ended... and neither of us would have had the night we had...
On tuesday - she told me "some people are taking me out after work for my birthday tomorrow. you should come too."
to which i responded "ok cool"...
---
she normally comes over my house on wednesdays for reasons that are unimportant to this post.
---
yesturday morning she text me: "just a reminder that im going out after work tonight and won't be coming over"
my response: "so you're not coming back with me then?"
her response: "back with you? i didn't know you were going"
my response: "why wouldn't i be going?"
her response: "because you said you'd get back to me and you never did! don't worry about it, you go do other stuff."
my response: "that's not what i said. I said "ok cool" why would i not come out with you on your birthday?"
her response: "well you haven't even told me happy birthday on my birthday!"
---
then i started getting into a logical arguement with her because i hate when people put words in my mouth i didn't say... but i had to stop myself ... this is very important! (i feel i went even too far with the little bit of logical discussion we had)
i took a step back from the discussion and cleared whatever emotions were running through me and just took some deep breaths and calmed myself.
women do not respond to logical "discussions" nearly as well as they respond to emotional ones... so i had to look at some of the emotions she was showing me... and try to connect with them... MOST guys would have continued the discussion on a logical level and ended up probably getting into an arguement and feeling that "all women are crazy"...
---
so... first.. what was she showing me...
1) she was showing me she was hurt that i hadn't told her happy birthday... (this i determined was the main point that got her so b!tchy)
2) she seemed hurt that i didn't tell her i'd definitely be going (although to me "ok cool" is me saying im going - but there's no need to get into that discussion with her)...
3) she seemed to be pushing me away emotionally...
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so i concluded that she was feeling as if i didn't care about her and she was hurt by this and acting out her feelings... I HAD TO SHOW HER I CARED in order to negate her emotions that i might not.
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my next text: "listen. i have no intent to tell you through text "happy birthday". maybe you've gotten tons of texts today saying that, but i will only say it when im standing directly in front of you. I want to look into your eyes when i say it to you. I want to see your eyes light up and see your happiness through your smile; i want to feel your happiness when i wrap you in my arms. would you rather i tell you happy birthday throught text with a =) at the end? or would you prefer a happy birthday from me with a real smile followed by your lips against mine?"
her response: your lips against mine! =)
my response: so in order for us to share that experience what has to happen? =)
her: we have to see each other =)
---
that's that (the rest of the conversation was more of the same)...
long story short: i ended up going to where they were... we stayed there for a hour and a half tops! all her work friends (mostly old ladies) went home... and she came back to my house.... and i gave her one heLL of a birthday present (which probably qualifies as "presents")...
---
I don't think i handled this as best as it can be handled because i did venture into the logical realm before i reconized what was going on....
but i just want to demonstrate something to guys who i see getting pulled into arguements on here... you should not discuss things too long in "logical" mode, and should do your best to figure out what emotional fear she's most likely showing at the time of the arguement... and address is - IN AN EMOTIONAL WAY...
this discussion we had could have got real ugly had i let me original emotion of (this b!tch is crazy) take over... our relationship could have ended... and neither of us would have had the night we had...