TonyBaloney
Senior Don Juan
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- Jan 9, 2012
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Ok guys; this ones a bit hard to explain, but bear with me.....
Been very down on myself and introspected since my BPD ex fooked me over...again......
Hooked up with a few almost immediately, but for one reason or the other (see posts for full story) namely one being unable to speak English well, and the other being a STRAIGHT 10, BUT still with a V card at 31.... traditional family structure, waiting for proposal and marriage... so all of these factors were like a baseball bat to the confidence, knocked the s hit outta me.
But a rainbow has occurred out of the blue, bringing the old ways and sensations flooding back.
Basically, I hasd the old `head buzz` back. It goes as straight forward as this. You see a girl, and your inner Alphas determination to get poon kicks into overdrive, and you kinda fix all of your mind energy into closing on the girl, it creates within an actual physical sensation, almost like an inner adrenalin rush that I MUST speak to/get with/date/get the girls number, and that inner determination, if you truly experience must be transmuted somehow, cos I never fail when I feel it!
For illustration purposes - On Friday night, I went out with a couple of buds - Saw a girl with GIANT breasts and just got the head buzz. Long story short, got her number, text her sat afternoon, organized a `drive` out for today, picked her up and it was raining (I live in England, so its like 99% of the time anyway
..) so i said, "Lets get a pizza and watch DVD's at mine instead... Within an hour of walking through the door I was wallowing in her vag and massive mammory gland - ha!
Here's to the head buzz
Been very down on myself and introspected since my BPD ex fooked me over...again......
Hooked up with a few almost immediately, but for one reason or the other (see posts for full story) namely one being unable to speak English well, and the other being a STRAIGHT 10, BUT still with a V card at 31.... traditional family structure, waiting for proposal and marriage... so all of these factors were like a baseball bat to the confidence, knocked the s hit outta me.
But a rainbow has occurred out of the blue, bringing the old ways and sensations flooding back.
Basically, I hasd the old `head buzz` back. It goes as straight forward as this. You see a girl, and your inner Alphas determination to get poon kicks into overdrive, and you kinda fix all of your mind energy into closing on the girl, it creates within an actual physical sensation, almost like an inner adrenalin rush that I MUST speak to/get with/date/get the girls number, and that inner determination, if you truly experience must be transmuted somehow, cos I never fail when I feel it!
For illustration purposes - On Friday night, I went out with a couple of buds - Saw a girl with GIANT breasts and just got the head buzz. Long story short, got her number, text her sat afternoon, organized a `drive` out for today, picked her up and it was raining (I live in England, so its like 99% of the time anyway
..) so i said, "Lets get a pizza and watch DVD's at mine instead... Within an hour of walking through the door I was wallowing in her vag and massive mammory gland - ha!Here's to the head buzz