The game is ****ed up...((rant)) Im feeling retirement soon...22 years old....

[318 Most Hated]

The game is getting to complex for a nigga like. Due to me beign a diffrent human being and the way I think about like is crazy. I know im not perfect at all but, now a dayz...the human mind is crazy and wild. I wanted to be the 1st person ever to change Nature period. Due to me try to be in touch with the "Street Life" and try to be "Da Man" and not get into "Drama" at all...people seem to like drama...but this nigga doesnt lie it at all...I want to live my life perfect and I cant stand when a nigga doesnt like me and get angry at me for **** for unknow reasons. Cause im a diffrent person and I was raised in a sheltered home and all of that ****. And I really wanted to be "Immortal Nigga"( Thug ) in real life. But I got another side that tells me, dont and tyr to be nice to everybody. Cause I know that I dont like getting angry....cause when i do.....I will start my killing spree quick and wont hesitate to give a damn bout **** at all and drunk at that....thats some real tall right there cuzz...but i feel like the game is still ****ed up to us Males period, girls want this and that...and on top of that im diffrent from any male period. I try to become a "Ladies Man" but not talk that much, but i dont know cuzz now a days girls dont even want that anymore...and im try to make history at that for the "nice guys" that theres a will and way....but something is getting the way of that...hatters, people dont want me to be happy, and a lot more......I just talk to a girl a while a go saying "Why are U Mad at me", and she was talking saying "It You"...and I wonder...is the ***** got P.M.S. or some **** or what...but then again....i feel like im gonna have to retire from that and start think bout marraige early...cuz this game is too ****ed up at it....and the girls in Monroe anit makin no better(some...not all)....but is it me or is it them....

u deside....holla back at me....I feel like "Retire" soon.....but i dont know.....thats im speakin from the heart of this ****....really d.o.e. locz.....

holla...

 

[Oxide]

Well son, the important thing is you tried.

 

[b's nuts]

i don't even know what the fvck that said; cuzzzz.....

 

[bfl]

no kid so u are just gonna retire cause of that?
Come on now i know that u and this fukin' weak son.
There is always gonna be haters and girls that turns u down but either of those situations should only make u stronger son.
think 'bout that.

 

[Survivor]

Bruh, it sounds to me like you're simply growing up. What you are going through is normal.

I wouldn't "retire" as you're only 22. You're just unsure about your own identity. You've been putting up a "thug" front for a while and maybe now you're realizing thats not who you really are.

I'm from BR so I know firsthand how backwards living in Louisiana can be. My advice would be to expand your horizons. Go on a vacation. Move to another city. Meet some people who have somethin' going on with their lives.

A change of scenery can do wonders. It sure did for me.

 

[Knicknack]

when everyone around you is wrong and you are right, it's time to look inward.

 

[squirrels]

Originally posted by Knicknack
when everyone around you is wrong and you are right, it's time to look inward.

I like this quote.