A long time ago...
In a state far far away...
A man and a woman had relations. Nine months passed. The future was born.
It was a young boy who was very confused. The father took off leaving his boy and women behind. The women fell to society thru drugs and corruption. She gave her boy to his grandparents. (The boy's 1st rejection) Years and years passed...
The boy was but only an infant. " Will my mommy ever come back to get me?" the boy wondered. There in the corner of the classroom the boy sat paranoid. Afraid of himself and his own free will. He liked this girl on the other side of the classroom. "I'm going to talk to her!" Her name was Kathy. The boy fell in love with her. Everyday the boy would bring Kathy candy., until one day he said, "Kathy will you be my girl friend?" Kathy told the boy that she didn't want a boyfriend yet. Then the next day Kathy's new boyfriend was the boy's best friend. The boy felt humiliated; however, he stored the anger inside him and for got about Kathy. One year passed...
The boy was now a 2nd grader. He asked 2 more girls to go out with him this year... However he was rejected yet again. In the boy's own mind he thought, "well maybe no girls like me..." That was a horrible year for the boy as he became a trouble maker. Doing as he pleased. Two years passed...
The boy again fell in love with a Jasmine. However, he didn't bring her gifts like Kathy. Over time his emotions swallowed him. He began to feel the weak power of the woman. He began to have feelings for Jasmine. Until the boy seen another girl. THEY BOTH REJECTED HIM. The boy put it aside...storing his emotions...That summer the boys mother returned, but she brought something else with her...a new child (the boys brother). Together they moved to Florida.
The boy was now in the fifth grade. All of his own friends gone, and in a new enviroment. "How will I survive?" the boy thought. The boy met another girl. This one was asain. He thought she was so beautiful, but he FEARED rejection yet again. The boy stored his anger...they both went to middle school the next year...
In middle school the boy began to feel change. His voice got a little bit deeper. He soon forgot about the asain girl. "So many beautiful women!" the boy screamed with joy. However one by one he was rejected. The boy was afraid he'd never get a girlfriend. Then he met a italian girl by the name of Valoree. The boy became obssesed with her. Buying her gifts, calling her every day, etc.. Then SHE REJECTED HIM...The boy noticed (notice how the boy keeps pursuing!) another girl that looked just like jasmine from the 4th grade. (placing her on a pedestal). AGAIN HE WAS REJECTED. Why even try the boy wondered... The boy gave up hope and finished middle school...
The boy however continued chasing when he started high-school. The boy met over 12 beautiful women his freshman year. ALL REJECTED HIM. His junior year the boy met a girl named Tatiana. They became best of friends until the boys emotions took over and he fell in loved with her. The boy had a history of buying girls things on Valntines Day, however he didn't buy Tatiana anything. Another boy bought her a teddy bear... The boy was jealous. " I should of bout her something =( " the boy thought...Then Tatiana told the boy she was moving to Miami...The boy's emotions got the best of him...She moved andhe never saw her again...
The next summer the boy was rejected about 20 more times by beautiful women. Then he seen Tatiana's friends Julissa at a carnival. He got Tati's # from her and called her up...They talked for about 2 hours. (TOO LONG TOO TALK ON THE PHONE). before hanging up the boy told tati there was something he wanted to tell her. The next day he told her three words " I LOVE YOU :flowers: " He scared her and they never talked again...
The boy moved from florida and finished high school. By now the boy started getting depressed. " I will never have a girl-friend, I'm nothing, I wont amount to nething...I am a loser" The boy continued to give himself negative input...
Until one night the boy became very deressed.
thoughts of suicide raced thru the boy's head. " Why can't i do nething right? Why can't i get a girl-friend?" the boy continued to make complaints, and bytch...The boy almost killed himself by swallowing a bottle of pills...but he didn' take them. " what will tatiana think if i did that?" So the boy made a promise to himself he would find her...no matter what it took...
The boy knew the best way to find her was to do one of to things. 1. find her friends or 2. look online. The boy soon became depressed again and look up how to change his life. He found sosuave.com. He studied tips, read articles, and tried techniques. The boy wondered why he was still being rejected. " A Don Juan is a state of mind " POOK told the boy. The boy studied but soon gave up when a friend told him that he could find old school mates online... ( he was still obsessed with tatiana...)
Days went by...until someone introduced the boy to myspace. Maybe she is on there the boy wondered. Everyday he look her up...untile (ureika!) he found her. The boy would send her subliminal messages...tatiana was freaked out and opted not to return the emails. They finally started talking...
Then the boy pleaded for help...He emailed pook, nick, and many more at sosuave. The boy even post bulletins for help on how to become better...
but in the back of the boys mind he heard a voice, " one most learn to live within the citadel of himself. Thou cannot ask for help because tho must seek thy own truth, thy own free will.." The boy stayed up all night thinking of that voice. He remembered everything, from 2nd grade to colllege. all the times he had been rejected...the boy lost hope
until.........
SOMETHING HAPPENED...
THE BOY looked in the mirror...he saw the Passion, the Respect, the ability to be Outgoing ( notice the 1st letter in the three words )
the boy went to school, deleted his myspace account, erased every number of the girls he would call everyday, quit his ****ty job...
The boy wondered, "what have i become?"
A voice answered back
" A MAN " ...............
:yes:
In a state far far away...
A man and a woman had relations. Nine months passed. The future was born.
It was a young boy who was very confused. The father took off leaving his boy and women behind. The women fell to society thru drugs and corruption. She gave her boy to his grandparents. (The boy's 1st rejection) Years and years passed...
The boy was but only an infant. " Will my mommy ever come back to get me?" the boy wondered. There in the corner of the classroom the boy sat paranoid. Afraid of himself and his own free will. He liked this girl on the other side of the classroom. "I'm going to talk to her!" Her name was Kathy. The boy fell in love with her. Everyday the boy would bring Kathy candy., until one day he said, "Kathy will you be my girl friend?" Kathy told the boy that she didn't want a boyfriend yet. Then the next day Kathy's new boyfriend was the boy's best friend. The boy felt humiliated; however, he stored the anger inside him and for got about Kathy. One year passed...
The boy was now a 2nd grader. He asked 2 more girls to go out with him this year... However he was rejected yet again. In the boy's own mind he thought, "well maybe no girls like me..." That was a horrible year for the boy as he became a trouble maker. Doing as he pleased. Two years passed...
The boy again fell in love with a Jasmine. However, he didn't bring her gifts like Kathy. Over time his emotions swallowed him. He began to feel the weak power of the woman. He began to have feelings for Jasmine. Until the boy seen another girl. THEY BOTH REJECTED HIM. The boy put it aside...storing his emotions...That summer the boys mother returned, but she brought something else with her...a new child (the boys brother). Together they moved to Florida.
The boy was now in the fifth grade. All of his own friends gone, and in a new enviroment. "How will I survive?" the boy thought. The boy met another girl. This one was asain. He thought she was so beautiful, but he FEARED rejection yet again. The boy stored his anger...they both went to middle school the next year...
In middle school the boy began to feel change. His voice got a little bit deeper. He soon forgot about the asain girl. "So many beautiful women!" the boy screamed with joy. However one by one he was rejected. The boy was afraid he'd never get a girlfriend. Then he met a italian girl by the name of Valoree. The boy became obssesed with her. Buying her gifts, calling her every day, etc.. Then SHE REJECTED HIM...The boy noticed (notice how the boy keeps pursuing!) another girl that looked just like jasmine from the 4th grade. (placing her on a pedestal). AGAIN HE WAS REJECTED. Why even try the boy wondered... The boy gave up hope and finished middle school...
The boy however continued chasing when he started high-school. The boy met over 12 beautiful women his freshman year. ALL REJECTED HIM. His junior year the boy met a girl named Tatiana. They became best of friends until the boys emotions took over and he fell in loved with her. The boy had a history of buying girls things on Valntines Day, however he didn't buy Tatiana anything. Another boy bought her a teddy bear... The boy was jealous. " I should of bout her something =( " the boy thought...Then Tatiana told the boy she was moving to Miami...The boy's emotions got the best of him...She moved andhe never saw her again...
The next summer the boy was rejected about 20 more times by beautiful women. Then he seen Tatiana's friends Julissa at a carnival. He got Tati's # from her and called her up...They talked for about 2 hours. (TOO LONG TOO TALK ON THE PHONE). before hanging up the boy told tati there was something he wanted to tell her. The next day he told her three words " I LOVE YOU :flowers: " He scared her and they never talked again...
The boy moved from florida and finished high school. By now the boy started getting depressed. " I will never have a girl-friend, I'm nothing, I wont amount to nething...I am a loser" The boy continued to give himself negative input...
Until one night the boy became very deressed.
thoughts of suicide raced thru the boy's head. " Why can't i do nething right? Why can't i get a girl-friend?" the boy continued to make complaints, and bytch...The boy almost killed himself by swallowing a bottle of pills...but he didn' take them. " what will tatiana think if i did that?" So the boy made a promise to himself he would find her...no matter what it took...The boy knew the best way to find her was to do one of to things. 1. find her friends or 2. look online. The boy soon became depressed again and look up how to change his life. He found sosuave.com. He studied tips, read articles, and tried techniques. The boy wondered why he was still being rejected. " A Don Juan is a state of mind " POOK told the boy. The boy studied but soon gave up when a friend told him that he could find old school mates online...
( he was still obsessed with tatiana...)Days went by...until someone introduced the boy to myspace. Maybe she is on there the boy wondered. Everyday he look her up...untile (ureika!) he found her. The boy would send her subliminal messages...tatiana was freaked out and opted not to return the emails. They finally started talking...
Then the boy pleaded for help...He emailed pook, nick, and many more at sosuave. The boy even post bulletins for help on how to become better...
but in the back of the boys mind he heard a voice, " one most learn to live within the citadel of himself. Thou cannot ask for help because tho must seek thy own truth, thy own free will.." The boy stayed up all night thinking of that voice. He remembered everything, from 2nd grade to colllege. all the times he had been rejected...the boy lost hope
until.........
SOMETHING HAPPENED...
THE BOY looked in the mirror...he saw the Passion, the Respect, the ability to be Outgoing ( notice the 1st letter in the three words
)the boy went to school, deleted his myspace account, erased every number of the girls he would call everyday, quit his ****ty job...
The boy wondered, "what have i become?"
A voice answered back
" A MAN " ...............
:yes: