The Dilemma of Two Chicks

[beatjunkie]

I am typing this in an airport lounge on a crappy phone so excuse any grammar/spelling mistakes.

Joined SS about a year ago because i was torpedoed by a chick (Girl A) who left me and got engaged to someone else around June 2014. Went on vacay and came back in September and get a call from her. Things progressed and we started dating again until about two weeks ago. She obviously left her fiancee as she was unhappy. Broke up with her. Met someone else that she knows, and is hotter. Told Girl B about what happened with Girl A and she was cool with it. Last week I meet Girl A again and banged her. Same night banged Girl B. Next day I am on a flight looking at photos of Girl B and Girl A sees the photos and slaps me once and blames me for cheating. Didn't strike back. Told her to f off. The photo she saw of Girl B was taken at "our spot" a place that Girl A and I went to often. Plane landed and I blocked her everywhere. As i live in a small country I immediately call Girl B and tell her what happened before word got to her first. Next day I text Girl A and tell her goodbye and wish her all the best..basically for me to stop feeling bad.

Now Girl B is giving me the cold shoulder. Girl B by the way was married for two years and apparently her ex-husband left her because she was cheating. She swears otherwise. A buddy of mine told me that both chicks are bad news. Yet i can't get over it...they are both sweltering hot. He also told me Girl A hit on him...which is why i was looking at Girl B photos on the plane in the hope that Girl A would see and get her hurt. Also, found out after i broke up with Girl A that the same weekend she went on a date with a 40 year old (she is 27) and made her confess it before I banged her. Reason she got so angry and slapped me is because I didnt mention Girl B whom I was banging the same weekend that Girl A went on a date.

Wtf do I do. I do not want Girl A back (i work with her btw)..and would like to keep Girl B as a plate. Any advice??? Going mental here.

 

[Fitters]

You banged both of them ...simply disappear/ go ghost on both of them and one is bound to look for you ( if your sex game was good)
If you can get "hot women" then why cry over 2 spilled milk ?

 

[beatjunkie]

^ i hear you. And both had to take PlanB as I am paranoid about kids even with condoms. Going ghost may be easy but i live in a REALLLY small country and both were the two hottest chicks. No exaggeration or boasting here. Would like to keep one. Deleted both numbers....but i memorized Girl A's number....hence my freaking dilemma

 

[beatjunkie]

Update: last week thursday had an incidence where I had to deal with both of them in a span of an hour. kind of freaked out. when i got home I decided to call them both and let them know..."my life is not about relationships and i don't want it to be so, I am happy and will continue being happy"

Girl A said Ok
Girl B never replied

So I guess I am official on NC now. 3 days and counting. truth be told I kind of want one of them to reach out...in a weird way it would validate me or shift power back.

feeling like crap...what a mess!