So awhile back, almost two years ago, I hit a really rough patch. I had nothing on my team, I was flat broke, had a broken down car and took the bus to work and walked to my second job and bummed a ride home. One day I was on the bus reading Think and Grow Rich, trying to stay in a positive state of mind and convince myself that this was only temporary (it was) when this ugly chic started hitting on me. Apparently she watched me every day as I would get on the bus and read. Turns out she was a psychology major at a local college. She was not attractive at all from the neck up, but she had a tight little firm petite body and a nice round ass. She was a completely sh1tty lay. She didn't do oral, only missionary and occasionally doggy. She said that if she got on top it would make the condom break, I was like "what sort of backwoods hillbilly sh1t is that?". We started "dating" for a while, I got my car fix and came into a little money to pay of some bills, and started working on making more money and paying off debts. But here is what I noticed.
I didn't give a sh1t about what she said or did. Not a single dingleberry. I couldn't care less if she went and screwed 10 other guys, or if she never called me again. And I think on some level she knew it. She would try to get me to jump through hoops, she would throw sh1t tests at me and I would just ignore them. She would demand for me to take her to nice restaurants and the movies, I would take her to McDonald and to blockbuster. I would tell her we are going to McDonald and blockbuster. When she complained I would say, well I can drop you off at the dorm. If she told me she didn't feel like having sex, I just didn't call her anymore. The next time she called she'd come over and fvck my brains out. All I wanted from her was to bust a nut. I didn't want convo (she was a psych major, they are all nuts anyway). She was always broke and asking me for money or rides which I always refused unless I was going that way anyway. She said she hated how it always had to be my way. I just didn't even respond. I was jerk, I knew it, and I just couldn't bring myself to care.
Ugly chic was also kinda dumb on top of being ugly. If she would have had amazing convo skills, a bigger interest in life besides reality shows and mtv plus a healthly sex drive and low inhibitions it might have gone on a little longer. I could not stand to hear her prattle on about inane bullsh1t on a regular basis. I would bring her over, watch about 20 mins of a movie (that I wanted to see since I was paying for it, no chick flicks), have sex and take her home. Then I'd come back home, take a shower and watch the rest of the movie and go to sleep. That was it.
Eventually she blew out, she told me she found a nice guy, a military man who cooked and cleaned for her and gave her $100 bucks a week. I told her I was happy for her and that I hope it all worked out for her and promptly forgot about her.
So a couple of weeks ago she started texting me out of the blue. I hate texting so I told her to call me. It all came out. There was no military guy, it was a ploy to make me jealous. She told me how much she missed me and how other guys she's been out with just don't compare. Then amazingly she told me the military guy was too old for her anyway he was 45. I thought to myself 'WTF? Didn' you just tell me there was no military guy? You are either real dumb or you think I am'. She told me she saw me driving down the street in my new car and that I must be doing good for myself now (she's still taking the bus, poor kid) Just for grins I asked her to come over that night. She agreed. Again...I just couldn't bring myself to care. I got a call from another girl and went out with her instead. It was a lame date, but it was still more fun than Ugly Chic. a
She's still sending me text messages, first trying to be angry at me for standing her up, and later asking how I'm doing and when can we hang out again. I don't even respond. I don't even want her for sex, I just want her to go away.
I didn't think about it until today...but I treated her like the jerks and badboys treat hot chics. Honestly I just can't bring myself to care. She would try obvious manipulations like withholding sex or trying to tease me. I would just roll over and watch tv for a while and then ask her was she ready to go home. She'd try to make me jealous by talking about other guys, I would just keep watching tv or reading my book or pull her to the bedroom and screw her. She tried insulting my manhood and said that she's had bigger and better. I would say oh yah?, and would just drag her to the bedroom and get a quick nut, pounding the **** out of her fast with no regards for her pleasure. None of her manipulations would work. I would just sport fvck her. We never "made love". She would complain and I just didn't give a sh1t.
The last chic I was seeing, when things with south with her...I just walked away and haven't talked to her since. It's over so I moved on. She was cuter than ugly chic...a solid 7, but she had two kids and complained constantly about how the government should be giving her money when she was a sorry lazy ass. She had great convo and was a complete slvt in bed doing all sorts of freaky sh1t, but she felt the world (and men and specifically the government) owed her something because she was a mother and its hard being a single mother! It's not our fault you got knocked up by a worthless drunk and a married man. Not our fault you can't get any money out of them or refuse to pursue it. I pay child support and have joint custody of my kid. My family is no burden on the system because I'm a damn man. I got sick of that mentality and told her I didn't think it was going to work and walked. So now I'm back to single again, and focusing on my business ventures. I'll be out this weekend on the prowl again though.
I didn't give a sh1t about what she said or did. Not a single dingleberry. I couldn't care less if she went and screwed 10 other guys, or if she never called me again. And I think on some level she knew it. She would try to get me to jump through hoops, she would throw sh1t tests at me and I would just ignore them. She would demand for me to take her to nice restaurants and the movies, I would take her to McDonald and to blockbuster. I would tell her we are going to McDonald and blockbuster. When she complained I would say, well I can drop you off at the dorm. If she told me she didn't feel like having sex, I just didn't call her anymore. The next time she called she'd come over and fvck my brains out. All I wanted from her was to bust a nut. I didn't want convo (she was a psych major, they are all nuts anyway). She was always broke and asking me for money or rides which I always refused unless I was going that way anyway. She said she hated how it always had to be my way. I just didn't even respond. I was jerk, I knew it, and I just couldn't bring myself to care.
Ugly chic was also kinda dumb on top of being ugly. If she would have had amazing convo skills, a bigger interest in life besides reality shows and mtv plus a healthly sex drive and low inhibitions it might have gone on a little longer. I could not stand to hear her prattle on about inane bullsh1t on a regular basis. I would bring her over, watch about 20 mins of a movie (that I wanted to see since I was paying for it, no chick flicks), have sex and take her home. Then I'd come back home, take a shower and watch the rest of the movie and go to sleep. That was it.
Eventually she blew out, she told me she found a nice guy, a military man who cooked and cleaned for her and gave her $100 bucks a week. I told her I was happy for her and that I hope it all worked out for her and promptly forgot about her.
So a couple of weeks ago she started texting me out of the blue. I hate texting so I told her to call me. It all came out. There was no military guy, it was a ploy to make me jealous. She told me how much she missed me and how other guys she's been out with just don't compare. Then amazingly she told me the military guy was too old for her anyway he was 45. I thought to myself 'WTF? Didn' you just tell me there was no military guy? You are either real dumb or you think I am'. She told me she saw me driving down the street in my new car and that I must be doing good for myself now (she's still taking the bus, poor kid) Just for grins I asked her to come over that night. She agreed. Again...I just couldn't bring myself to care. I got a call from another girl and went out with her instead. It was a lame date, but it was still more fun than Ugly Chic. a
She's still sending me text messages, first trying to be angry at me for standing her up, and later asking how I'm doing and when can we hang out again. I don't even respond. I don't even want her for sex, I just want her to go away.
I didn't think about it until today...but I treated her like the jerks and badboys treat hot chics. Honestly I just can't bring myself to care. She would try obvious manipulations like withholding sex or trying to tease me. I would just roll over and watch tv for a while and then ask her was she ready to go home. She'd try to make me jealous by talking about other guys, I would just keep watching tv or reading my book or pull her to the bedroom and screw her. She tried insulting my manhood and said that she's had bigger and better. I would say oh yah?, and would just drag her to the bedroom and get a quick nut, pounding the **** out of her fast with no regards for her pleasure. None of her manipulations would work. I would just sport fvck her. We never "made love". She would complain and I just didn't give a sh1t.
The last chic I was seeing, when things with south with her...I just walked away and haven't talked to her since. It's over so I moved on. She was cuter than ugly chic...a solid 7, but she had two kids and complained constantly about how the government should be giving her money when she was a sorry lazy ass. She had great convo and was a complete slvt in bed doing all sorts of freaky sh1t, but she felt the world (and men and specifically the government) owed her something because she was a mother and its hard being a single mother! It's not our fault you got knocked up by a worthless drunk and a married man. Not our fault you can't get any money out of them or refuse to pursue it. I pay child support and have joint custody of my kid. My family is no burden on the system because I'm a damn man. I got sick of that mentality and told her I didn't think it was going to work and walked. So now I'm back to single again, and focusing on my business ventures. I'll be out this weekend on the prowl again though.
