its long, but i need your help boys.
Alright friends, its come to a point of ridiculousness in this situation, that I feel I need some professional advice here. i.e. you guys.
I should have known from the beginning this was gonna be trouble last year when this probably 9 girl came up to me and asked “do I look pretty today? tell me” and me being a very large AFC in those days telling her what probably 99% of other guys muttered. “Oh yes you do, you look great!” So then from a brief conversation I figured out she was gonna be in my philosophy class. We sat next to eachother. Ok not bad I thought.
I soon found out this girl is an extreme drama queen. She’s probably one of the best actors around and she can fake everything, and she LOVES manipulating people and being a general B!TCH. One day in class I was feeling really ****ty, I was going through rough times and I was just depressed. She comes in and comes up to me and tells me in a very b!tchy way. “can you smile? Can you put a smile on, I’m sick of seeing you not smiling” Like she’s someone behind the controls of everyone in this game called life.
This was the beginning. I actually confronted her at the end of class telling her it was rude (yeah what an euphanism huh?) to treat me that way, and she turned it around and blamed me for it? What the hell.
So the weirdness continued last year, me being an AFC tried to get her to like me, instead of just ignoring her, or standing up to her. And it was rediculs, I ended up dropping the class, partly because I hated her so much, and partly because I hated the class almost an equal amount. Pretty bad news.
Well fast forward to this year. We’ve been keeping out of eachothers way, I decided to ignore her, and never give her the grace of my presense ever again BUT. One day outside, she was singing at the top of her lungs (which she always does, god I hate her voice) singing I HAVE BIG TITTTIES and other obnoxious things, and I walked up to her and said. “I hate you, I just wanted to let you know that, I hate you” in a pretty casual way. And of course she was all dramatic about it “OH MY GOD someone HATES ME, OH LORD, OH MY GOD” this was around a ton of people so she completely made herself look like a retard, and I just walked away with a smile on my face.
But now. What the hell do I do now. I feel like theirs not enough room on this campus for the both of us. I have never felt such a flight or fight reaction to ANY person in my life as this girl. My fantasies have changed from playing guitar infront of people, to punching this girl square in the face and telling her never to look or speak to me ever again. I think about her so damn much, and to top it off she just waves and smiles the most plastic fake smile ever whenever she see’s me.
This reminds me of middleschool all over again. What the f uck can I do to stop this madness?
Alright friends, its come to a point of ridiculousness in this situation, that I feel I need some professional advice here. i.e. you guys.
I should have known from the beginning this was gonna be trouble last year when this probably 9 girl came up to me and asked “do I look pretty today? tell me” and me being a very large AFC in those days telling her what probably 99% of other guys muttered. “Oh yes you do, you look great!” So then from a brief conversation I figured out she was gonna be in my philosophy class. We sat next to eachother. Ok not bad I thought.
I soon found out this girl is an extreme drama queen. She’s probably one of the best actors around and she can fake everything, and she LOVES manipulating people and being a general B!TCH. One day in class I was feeling really ****ty, I was going through rough times and I was just depressed. She comes in and comes up to me and tells me in a very b!tchy way. “can you smile? Can you put a smile on, I’m sick of seeing you not smiling” Like she’s someone behind the controls of everyone in this game called life.
This was the beginning. I actually confronted her at the end of class telling her it was rude (yeah what an euphanism huh?) to treat me that way, and she turned it around and blamed me for it? What the hell.
So the weirdness continued last year, me being an AFC tried to get her to like me, instead of just ignoring her, or standing up to her. And it was rediculs, I ended up dropping the class, partly because I hated her so much, and partly because I hated the class almost an equal amount. Pretty bad news.
Well fast forward to this year. We’ve been keeping out of eachothers way, I decided to ignore her, and never give her the grace of my presense ever again BUT. One day outside, she was singing at the top of her lungs (which she always does, god I hate her voice) singing I HAVE BIG TITTTIES and other obnoxious things, and I walked up to her and said. “I hate you, I just wanted to let you know that, I hate you” in a pretty casual way. And of course she was all dramatic about it “OH MY GOD someone HATES ME, OH LORD, OH MY GOD” this was around a ton of people so she completely made herself look like a retard, and I just walked away with a smile on my face.
But now. What the hell do I do now. I feel like theirs not enough room on this campus for the both of us. I have never felt such a flight or fight reaction to ANY person in my life as this girl. My fantasies have changed from playing guitar infront of people, to punching this girl square in the face and telling her never to look or speak to me ever again. I think about her so damn much, and to top it off she just waves and smiles the most plastic fake smile ever whenever she see’s me.
This reminds me of middleschool all over again. What the f uck can I do to stop this madness?
