Scars
Master Don Juan
So, idk how many of you guys have been following my last few threads, but I'm kinda in a situation. Found out my ex (baby mama) was sleeping with other dudes after we broke up/on a "break". Of course, I didn't find out until I got the clap and called her out on it. She admitted to being sexual with other men, and... here I am. It literally feels like my pee hole is on fire every time I piss, and I can't see a doctor until tomorrow.
My birthday is in 2 days.. I got another chick who wants to hang out with me bad.... I've already ****ed her, we have a long history together of just being friends who ****ed. She wanted to come down on my birthday (she lives out of town) but obviously I can't **** a girl while having the clap... and I know that's what she is expecting. She was sending me naughty pictures earlier of her ass in a thong and I was getting so hard, but in so much pain at the same time.. luckily I had some old **** pics saved and I was able to send her and we exchanged some stuff but then she wants to come down this weekend and see me for my birthday.
Obviously, I can't **** her right now until this STI clear ups, but I do want to see this chick. I'm trying to keep the whole clap thing underwraps, and I don't want anyone knowing. I'd rather go to a doctor, get fixed, and be done with it.. no one has to know... but ditching her on my bday is extremely unlike me. She will know something is up. I can hang out with her, get super hammered, and try to like pass out before hand.. but that seems like a terrible idea honestly. I could be straight up with her, or make up a white lie about why I can't have sex, and maybe eat her out and fool around instead... or I can completely blow her off.
Mind you, this is a girl I used to **** all the time.. we were FWB and she was cool as ****. Always down, and there when I needed her. We had a mutual agreement where it was just sex and nothing more, and she was down with that. She moved away for a long time, a couple years.. then finally moved back to the city besides mine, so she is kinda chick I want to have around for those "rainy days" or "dry spells". I really wish I didn't have this "problem" and I could just **** her, and then she would be back in my rotation and I could **** her any time I want.
Idk how to handle it.
It's my birthday. She's expecting "birthday sex". I can't blow her off... but I can't **** her either. If I hang out and don't give her the ****, she's going to think something is wrong, and probably will be less inclined to hang out with me again. She already has a 2 hour drive, and she's willing to do it for ME, but if I don't give her the **** she's going to think I'm not interested and it's game over.
I don't know what to do. I know I can sit this out.. wait to be healed, and there are other chicks in the sea, but me and this girl have a long history together. It's not just sex, we're friends. She's been a wing"woman" with me in the past, and she just "gets it". It would suck to lose her, because she is the kinda chick I could go to a bar with, use as social proof, try to hook up with a girl and if it doesn't work out, she would be there waiting for me. This is a super small percentage of most women... no woman I've met has been this cool.
Wtf do I do? I've debated telling her my little "situation", but idk how she would react. I'm sure she would understand, but I think that would be a huge turn off for most women. Hell, the fact that my baby mama even gave me the clap I feel disgusted. I can't even look at her the same, and I wouldn't touch that again with somebody else's ****.
What's a DJ to do?
My birthday is in 2 days.. I got another chick who wants to hang out with me bad.... I've already ****ed her, we have a long history together of just being friends who ****ed. She wanted to come down on my birthday (she lives out of town) but obviously I can't **** a girl while having the clap... and I know that's what she is expecting. She was sending me naughty pictures earlier of her ass in a thong and I was getting so hard, but in so much pain at the same time.. luckily I had some old **** pics saved and I was able to send her and we exchanged some stuff but then she wants to come down this weekend and see me for my birthday.
Obviously, I can't **** her right now until this STI clear ups, but I do want to see this chick. I'm trying to keep the whole clap thing underwraps, and I don't want anyone knowing. I'd rather go to a doctor, get fixed, and be done with it.. no one has to know... but ditching her on my bday is extremely unlike me. She will know something is up. I can hang out with her, get super hammered, and try to like pass out before hand.. but that seems like a terrible idea honestly. I could be straight up with her, or make up a white lie about why I can't have sex, and maybe eat her out and fool around instead... or I can completely blow her off.
Mind you, this is a girl I used to **** all the time.. we were FWB and she was cool as ****. Always down, and there when I needed her. We had a mutual agreement where it was just sex and nothing more, and she was down with that. She moved away for a long time, a couple years.. then finally moved back to the city besides mine, so she is kinda chick I want to have around for those "rainy days" or "dry spells". I really wish I didn't have this "problem" and I could just **** her, and then she would be back in my rotation and I could **** her any time I want.
Idk how to handle it.
It's my birthday. She's expecting "birthday sex". I can't blow her off... but I can't **** her either. If I hang out and don't give her the ****, she's going to think something is wrong, and probably will be less inclined to hang out with me again. She already has a 2 hour drive, and she's willing to do it for ME, but if I don't give her the **** she's going to think I'm not interested and it's game over.
I don't know what to do. I know I can sit this out.. wait to be healed, and there are other chicks in the sea, but me and this girl have a long history together. It's not just sex, we're friends. She's been a wing"woman" with me in the past, and she just "gets it". It would suck to lose her, because she is the kinda chick I could go to a bar with, use as social proof, try to hook up with a girl and if it doesn't work out, she would be there waiting for me. This is a super small percentage of most women... no woman I've met has been this cool.
Wtf do I do? I've debated telling her my little "situation", but idk how she would react. I'm sure she would understand, but I think that would be a huge turn off for most women. Hell, the fact that my baby mama even gave me the clap I feel disgusted. I can't even look at her the same, and I wouldn't touch that again with somebody else's ****.
What's a DJ to do?
