Okay - this is the deal. I'm going through a very emotionally turbulent time right now and i found myself really down last night. I call a female i met through a message board a while a go. This was while i was in school and i needed her help for a research paper at that time, so i called her so she could assist me. Keep in mind this was like 3 months ago.
I call her and tell her EVERYTHING that was going through my head. I'm not really an emotionally expressive person and i've never in my life told a SINGLE SOUL about this particular problem that was tormenting me. I didnt feel guilty telling her, cuz i know she did not know me personally and hold anything i say against me. I know i had no value with her to loose. Practically strangers. All the while i'm talking i dont think about anything about djing - frames, LJBF, values, nothing - i'm just spilling my guts all over the place
She listens for a good long while, and before we know it - shes it talking about her abusive relationship with her ex. We are on the phone for 3 hrs spilling our guts to each other. We talk about everything, religion, music, bull**** - whatever.
Then i realize what time is it and i'm like
"****....its 2 o'clock i got to go, i got to be up at six..i think its time you should go to bed too." She says "naw...i'm not sleepy, i think i'll pop in a porno." Then it starts, we start talking about sex - Then out of no where she says "i want to *** before i go to bed." I'm like "what??" - the one time i'm NOT thinking of going there. I'm like seriously, "i have to go to bed." thinking she is just ****ing with me. Then she starts fingering herself - i ask her what she is doing - she says why dont i show you - then she emails me a picture, after picture. and guess what she is easily a HB9 or 10 - Latino, curvy awesome ass. So she starts moaning over the phone and before you know it we are having phone sex.
When it was all said and done - i was feeling very wierd to say the least. WTF just happened - how do we go from a purely intellectual VERY AFC, LJBF conversation with someone i never met - to this??? In the end - i stumble out an "umm...i er, hope we can ...ehm continue this conversation." Shes like you have my number - use it. " We say our goodbyes and *click*
....i'm gonna call her and i pretty much know this one is in the bag.. Can any of you guys make sense of this? Was she just horny? Did she just get off on the conversation or was she just a random psycho....?
I call her and tell her EVERYTHING that was going through my head. I'm not really an emotionally expressive person and i've never in my life told a SINGLE SOUL about this particular problem that was tormenting me. I didnt feel guilty telling her, cuz i know she did not know me personally and hold anything i say against me. I know i had no value with her to loose. Practically strangers. All the while i'm talking i dont think about anything about djing - frames, LJBF, values, nothing - i'm just spilling my guts all over the place
She listens for a good long while, and before we know it - shes it talking about her abusive relationship with her ex. We are on the phone for 3 hrs spilling our guts to each other. We talk about everything, religion, music, bull**** - whatever.
Then i realize what time is it and i'm like
"****....its 2 o'clock i got to go, i got to be up at six..i think its time you should go to bed too." She says "naw...i'm not sleepy, i think i'll pop in a porno." Then it starts, we start talking about sex - Then out of no where she says "i want to *** before i go to bed." I'm like "what??" - the one time i'm NOT thinking of going there. I'm like seriously, "i have to go to bed." thinking she is just ****ing with me. Then she starts fingering herself - i ask her what she is doing - she says why dont i show you - then she emails me a picture, after picture. and guess what she is easily a HB9 or 10 - Latino, curvy awesome ass. So she starts moaning over the phone and before you know it we are having phone sex.
When it was all said and done - i was feeling very wierd to say the least. WTF just happened - how do we go from a purely intellectual VERY AFC, LJBF conversation with someone i never met - to this??? In the end - i stumble out an "umm...i er, hope we can ...ehm continue this conversation." Shes like you have my number - use it. " We say our goodbyes and *click*
....i'm gonna call her and i pretty much know this one is in the bag.. Can any of you guys make sense of this? Was she just horny? Did she just get off on the conversation or was she just a random psycho....?
