This is one of the most craziest thing going on in my head. I am 42 married and having an affair with a 37 yr old married woman. Been with her for an year now and I have actually caught her kissing another guy as well.Problem is I am crazy about her even tho I have other HB 10 for hooks up plus my wife 
. I have no intention to marry her or anything else but I cant get her off my mind.
She plays the usual hot and cold game and knows I am crazy about her. when we first started hooking up she is use to be all over me but now I feel I have become an AFC and running behind her. WE TEXT EVERYDAY TOO which is kinda messed up too and I want to stop it.
Can anyone suggest the best way to make her come to me or even better it continues just as a friends with benefit .
I have tried and tried but feeling liking crap for being crazy about one dumb *****
. I have no intention to marry her or anything else but I cant get her off my mind.She plays the usual hot and cold game and knows I am crazy about her. when we first started hooking up she is use to be all over me but now I feel I have become an AFC and running behind her. WE TEXT EVERYDAY TOO which is kinda messed up too and I want to stop it.
Can anyone suggest the best way to make her come to me or even better it continues just as a friends with benefit .
I have tried and tried but feeling liking crap for being crazy about one dumb *****
