meet girl last week at party.
she was totally on my nuts.
saying sh1t like 'you're totally my type'
kissing me even.
was late, didn't want to get more intoxicated, got number went home.
called the next day (yes, actually was thinking F that stupid rule of waiting 2 or more days)
made plans to hang out tonight (friday).
tells me she'll call me after work.
2 hours later nothin.
didn't want to be so stubborn or "seem busy" or whatever to not call.
called, got voicemail, didn't leave one, delete number.
is it that wrong to *gasp* show actual, interest in a woman? dare i actually not play stupid a-ss games or be rude or elusive or hard to contact.
shoulda just f'd her that night, guess thats what she wanted. i would have rather met up later and f'd her several times over a longer period of time.
i know i know, it's out of my control. i didnt do anything wrong except the stupid 'calling rules' which i usually do but said F that this time. TRYING to shake it off. trying to not have outer circumstances decide my happiness. but i can't help but be a little fvcking bummed out. STOOD UP on a friday night.
sh1t, its gonna be uncomfortable when my friends that i told i was going out on a date ask me how it went. i havent had a date in a while and i'm in a drought. shouldn't have even opened my mouth.
i'm gonna jerk off so its easier to feel like "fvck it, it's just some stupid ho'
she was totally on my nuts.
saying sh1t like 'you're totally my type'
kissing me even.
was late, didn't want to get more intoxicated, got number went home.
called the next day (yes, actually was thinking F that stupid rule of waiting 2 or more days)
made plans to hang out tonight (friday).
tells me she'll call me after work.
2 hours later nothin.
didn't want to be so stubborn or "seem busy" or whatever to not call.
called, got voicemail, didn't leave one, delete number.
is it that wrong to *gasp* show actual, interest in a woman? dare i actually not play stupid a-ss games or be rude or elusive or hard to contact.
shoulda just f'd her that night, guess thats what she wanted. i would have rather met up later and f'd her several times over a longer period of time.
i know i know, it's out of my control. i didnt do anything wrong except the stupid 'calling rules' which i usually do but said F that this time. TRYING to shake it off. trying to not have outer circumstances decide my happiness. but i can't help but be a little fvcking bummed out. STOOD UP on a friday night.
sh1t, its gonna be uncomfortable when my friends that i told i was going out on a date ask me how it went. i havent had a date in a while and i'm in a drought. shouldn't have even opened my mouth.
i'm gonna jerk off so its easier to feel like "fvck it, it's just some stupid ho'