Hi ! I'm SpoonJedi, made few posts, and I am now going to start a small journal. Maybe put it in a blog, what for ? I want to improve myself, not just socially, but generaly, and probably having feedback its the best thing we can ask for when wanting to do such a thing.
So first, introducing myself:
-16 years old
-South Europe
-Short guy, between 5'6 and 5'7 ---> MAIN PROBLEM
-Kinda smart, people consider me intelligent, good grades (18 out of 20).
-Athlectic type of body, I almost don't exercise anymore and still athlectic
-Green Eyes, Blond Hair
-Deep Voice (sometimes hard to hear)
-Use glasses (at least supposed to, I forget to wear them from time to time though)
I know I must find a purpose in life, and I believe I have found one. Space. I've always been deeply inlove with space and everything related to it. My biggest dream was to become an Astronaut, but I probably will not be able to do so (nor join my country's Air Force as a Jet Pilot) because of my Miopy. I wanted to join Navy (my second biggest love after Space is the Sea) but I either would become a Seal (the equivalent in my country) or go to a not much top level engineering degree or in last option go really for being a officer and maybe one day be a captain and follow that military life. But lately I've been thinking on becoming and Astrophysics, so my purpose, my ultimate goal is in there (that and help somehow saving the worlds wild life, my 3rd passion xd). I still have to give it a thought but it lies somewhere along those lines.
Now, having set my ultimate goals, I have to set the smaller ones, the ones I can achieve sooner. I have some:
- Increase my general grades (try to ACE Maths and Physic/Chemistry)
- Start training again (preparing myself for any possible military future and summer)
- Increase my social skills (humor mostly, I am sometimes a fun guy, but just when I go random).
I can also set a goal, that is get a girlfriend, I had my first this summer, first kiss and all, I started really disliking her, (I know now that she is a b word) and we thankfully broke up.
My social life right now is the following, in my school I speak to relativly tons of people, most of them are girls, most of them are older. So not totally bad right now.
I had a crush on a 18y artist girl, I decided to try just to be friends with her (since she is totally different from me, though we are friends), and I was trying to forget her, so I happen to probably fall for another girl.
She's 16, studies the same thing as I do, different class though, she's pretty beautiful, met her in summer, went to the beach with her, remember she looked at me a lot that day. I think I'm starting to like her a lot, she is very nice really, even though I haven't talked much to her yet, my only problem/insecurity is that she is taller than me (like 1,75 probably) and I'm not sure if she will like me because of that. I'm going to the movies with her and some friends in 2 weeks probably, so that's good I think xd
She will be my main goal in the social category. I know I shouldn't focus on one girl, but I'll keep talking to everyone as normal, I just can't like 2 girls at the same time for some reason.
So what to you think ? Any tips ? And about height, what can I do to blur the height difference (to make her ignore it) ? Just try to be confident ?
Thanks for the help !
So first, introducing myself:
-16 years old
-South Europe
-Short guy, between 5'6 and 5'7 ---> MAIN PROBLEM
-Kinda smart, people consider me intelligent, good grades (18 out of 20).
-Athlectic type of body, I almost don't exercise anymore and still athlectic
-Green Eyes, Blond Hair
-Deep Voice (sometimes hard to hear)
-Use glasses (at least supposed to, I forget to wear them from time to time though)
I know I must find a purpose in life, and I believe I have found one. Space. I've always been deeply inlove with space and everything related to it. My biggest dream was to become an Astronaut, but I probably will not be able to do so (nor join my country's Air Force as a Jet Pilot) because of my Miopy. I wanted to join Navy (my second biggest love after Space is the Sea) but I either would become a Seal (the equivalent in my country) or go to a not much top level engineering degree or in last option go really for being a officer and maybe one day be a captain and follow that military life. But lately I've been thinking on becoming and Astrophysics, so my purpose, my ultimate goal is in there (that and help somehow saving the worlds wild life, my 3rd passion xd). I still have to give it a thought but it lies somewhere along those lines.
Now, having set my ultimate goals, I have to set the smaller ones, the ones I can achieve sooner. I have some:
- Increase my general grades (try to ACE Maths and Physic/Chemistry)
- Start training again (preparing myself for any possible military future and summer)
- Increase my social skills (humor mostly, I am sometimes a fun guy, but just when I go random).
I can also set a goal, that is get a girlfriend, I had my first this summer, first kiss and all, I started really disliking her, (I know now that she is a b word) and we thankfully broke up.
My social life right now is the following, in my school I speak to relativly tons of people, most of them are girls, most of them are older. So not totally bad right now.
I had a crush on a 18y artist girl, I decided to try just to be friends with her (since she is totally different from me, though we are friends), and I was trying to forget her, so I happen to probably fall for another girl.
She's 16, studies the same thing as I do, different class though, she's pretty beautiful, met her in summer, went to the beach with her, remember she looked at me a lot that day. I think I'm starting to like her a lot, she is very nice really, even though I haven't talked much to her yet, my only problem/insecurity is that she is taller than me (like 1,75 probably) and I'm not sure if she will like me because of that. I'm going to the movies with her and some friends in 2 weeks probably, so that's good I think xd
She will be my main goal in the social category. I know I shouldn't focus on one girl, but I'll keep talking to everyone as normal, I just can't like 2 girls at the same time for some reason.
So what to you think ? Any tips ? And about height, what can I do to blur the height difference (to make her ignore it) ? Just try to be confident ?
Thanks for the help !