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[Mr. Cardio]

Okay guys, let me be real to you guys on here. I am 22 now, but at 17, I came to the lord. I am very connected to him, and he was the one that gave me all of my ideas on acting and sales and everything.

I left God and my devotion to him when I was around 19 or 20, because I had supposed FALLEN in love with this girl at church, and she turned out to not have liked me like that, but really just wanted sex.

I thought that God had done me wrong, so I left my devotion to him and began trying to figure out how to get people and women in particular to like me.

I have never been accepted by any of my peers, well some, but since I want to be in the popular group, they just wasnt good enough I guess.

I began drinking, stealing, sleeping with hookers and *****s, and everything under the sun, there was this voice inside of me that really promoted all this stuff, I believe he is the devil.

While this may sound strange to some people here, I left my devotion to God because of women. I am afraid, that women will not be atrracted to the REAL ME. Not the don juan guy I created, and even he doesnt get the girls I want, anddddd he is a true, real, breathing, don juan...its like the girls are scared of him or whatever.

But, I dunno, if anybody can please help me. I am going back to God, and I am leaving my life of sin, the only problem is, and it was the same last time, I just want some peer friends and some peer girls by my side, and not all older people and everything, which is all I had before. Can anybody give me some advice, I mean, I know its wrong to lust and everything, but, anybody know anything about what I am going through...anybody

 

[GropeDope]

Maybe this guy can help you http://www.headtochrist.com

Pay no attention to the fact that he used to play lead guitar for KoRn

 

[BobbyJ]

Hey Mr. Cardio,

I come from a Christian background and I've had some of the experiences that you've had. In high school, I had a hard time finding peers and my involvement in the Church did waver for the next few years.

One of the things that I did was take a break from trying to be friends with the "cool kids", and I just started doing stuff that I enjoyed doing (sports, playing instruments, writing, politics). And from there, I would come across people with common interests and befriend them. There were lonely times, but I just used those moments to do stuff that I liked, like working out and learning guitar. And this may sound stupid and corny, but learn to be a friend to yourself.

Since you're going back to God, it's similar to the "Prodical Son" story from the Bible, and that's a great story for you to tell. Also, you can bring up the shepard and finding his lost sheep. If you visit various denominations, many of them have different fellowshipping programs, and they should all be welcoming.

Good luck.


BobbyJ