At the place I work at the moment there a lot of hot chicks. And as you know with hot chicks, as a male, you constantly think about fvcking them and what it would be like etc.
Amongst all these hot chicks is 1 girl who I talk to a lot, more than the other girls. There is definitely chemistry between us and she blushes a lot when I tease her, I can tell there is something there, and I'm finding myself becoming increasingly attracted to her and I think she probably feels similar, if not more for me. I pretty much hold the frame in most of our interactions, always teasing her, complimenting her but then making fun of her at the same time etc, being ****y but fun.
She's the girl next door type, very pretty, very down to earth, geeky looking, but hot at the same time. If i'm honest, my type. On top of this she's eastern European, and I've always had a thing for foreign women. Sexy accent etc. Its not often that I really click with a girl, 99% of the time I will meet girls that I like and I think yea I would split this girl in 2 given the chance, but very rarely do I 'click' with the girl. This one i'm clicking with but not imagining sticking my jack hammer in her.
She's initiated kino, shes initiated adding me on fb etc, she goes out of her way interact with me in our workplace and I've not spotted any red flags. She has a great relationship with her family etc, well raised, not materialistic or pretentious. She seems high quality so far... Even the boss has separated us because he noticed we are getting distracted by being around each other..
So out of this whole place full of hot chicks that I imagine fvcking, this one girl who I have more attraction and chemistry with I haven't thought about fvcking once. It's freaking me out because this feeling doesn't feel sexual, its more like a 'romantic' (facepalm) feeling and it's scaring me a bit cos I don't want to feel like this. I don't want any thoughts of 'being with' a girl because I know how it ends up, plus i'm moving cities in a month anyway so there is no point to all this. But I spend all day with this girl at work and its making me feel very, very strange....
What the fvck do I do. I'm getting myself caught up in something very beta here and struggling to control it...
Amongst all these hot chicks is 1 girl who I talk to a lot, more than the other girls. There is definitely chemistry between us and she blushes a lot when I tease her, I can tell there is something there, and I'm finding myself becoming increasingly attracted to her and I think she probably feels similar, if not more for me. I pretty much hold the frame in most of our interactions, always teasing her, complimenting her but then making fun of her at the same time etc, being ****y but fun.
She's the girl next door type, very pretty, very down to earth, geeky looking, but hot at the same time. If i'm honest, my type. On top of this she's eastern European, and I've always had a thing for foreign women. Sexy accent etc. Its not often that I really click with a girl, 99% of the time I will meet girls that I like and I think yea I would split this girl in 2 given the chance, but very rarely do I 'click' with the girl. This one i'm clicking with but not imagining sticking my jack hammer in her.
She's initiated kino, shes initiated adding me on fb etc, she goes out of her way interact with me in our workplace and I've not spotted any red flags. She has a great relationship with her family etc, well raised, not materialistic or pretentious. She seems high quality so far... Even the boss has separated us because he noticed we are getting distracted by being around each other..
So out of this whole place full of hot chicks that I imagine fvcking, this one girl who I have more attraction and chemistry with I haven't thought about fvcking once. It's freaking me out because this feeling doesn't feel sexual, its more like a 'romantic' (facepalm) feeling and it's scaring me a bit cos I don't want to feel like this. I don't want any thoughts of 'being with' a girl because I know how it ends up, plus i'm moving cities in a month anyway so there is no point to all this. But I spend all day with this girl at work and its making me feel very, very strange....
What the fvck do I do. I'm getting myself caught up in something very beta here and struggling to control it...
