twomix9900
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well before i start of i'd like to give little background info about myself: i'm a senior and i used to be really quiet and introverted but recently I tried to get out of the shell by being a sort of jokester in order to make people laugh...also, I pretty much lost interest in girls for a while because things just weren't going well for me. In the past, I've had girls like me even though I haven't talked to them or liked them back; I know this because 1. i have my sources and 2. because I live with outgoing mom and sis, living around them all my life helped me gain the ability to almost always know what girls are thinking
onto my sob story...
well my friend wanted me to come to this CASC (a club sort of like FBLA) event on saturday which were to last from 8am to 5pm, so I went because he was my friend even though I'm not part of CASC. Day was going usual and I tried to enlighten the mood a little bit my joking around and stuff. Soon, I came across this junior girl and she had my ideal eyes and smile (i look at eyes and smile when it comes to girls); it was pretty much love at first sight...well because I gave up on girls for a while, I guess unconsciously I got nervous or maybe even little bit too excited. So eventually we ended up in this group activity together so I tried to joke around and stuff in an attempt to enlighten the atmosphere and to catch her attention...well, to my disappointment...I got this feelin that I came off as an annoying senior to her...for instance, during a voting tedious voting event, I just said in a friendly way "annoying.." and she gave me a dirty look and said "you're annoying (thinking i said she was annoying)" and of course I tried to recover by saying in a friendly tone "what's up with the animosity? I was just trying to say this event is sort of tedious (because everyone was getting agitated by now since we kept on having tied votes)"...thats jus one of the instances...now I don't even know if she'd even talk to me...
I dont know...I might be taking this situation too seriously...but now I feel like I have pretty much NO luck with girls...I sort of feel like I should just wait until college (USC) to maybe try meeting girls...what would you guys think?
p.s. i have no dating experience...
onto my sob story...
well my friend wanted me to come to this CASC (a club sort of like FBLA) event on saturday which were to last from 8am to 5pm, so I went because he was my friend even though I'm not part of CASC. Day was going usual and I tried to enlighten the mood a little bit my joking around and stuff. Soon, I came across this junior girl and she had my ideal eyes and smile (i look at eyes and smile when it comes to girls); it was pretty much love at first sight...well because I gave up on girls for a while, I guess unconsciously I got nervous or maybe even little bit too excited. So eventually we ended up in this group activity together so I tried to joke around and stuff in an attempt to enlighten the atmosphere and to catch her attention...well, to my disappointment...I got this feelin that I came off as an annoying senior to her...for instance, during a voting tedious voting event, I just said in a friendly way "annoying.." and she gave me a dirty look and said "you're annoying (thinking i said she was annoying)" and of course I tried to recover by saying in a friendly tone "what's up with the animosity? I was just trying to say this event is sort of tedious (because everyone was getting agitated by now since we kept on having tied votes)"...thats jus one of the instances...now I don't even know if she'd even talk to me...
I dont know...I might be taking this situation too seriously...but now I feel like I have pretty much NO luck with girls...I sort of feel like I should just wait until college (USC) to maybe try meeting girls...what would you guys think?
p.s. i have no dating experience...