Where does this mental damage come from? I believe you have found motivation in watching porn. Let me explain.
Statement 1 - People say if you aren't ridiculously horny you will not sarge as well.
Statement 2 - On the other hand, some people say if you are relaxed and relieved off the stress of horniness you come off smoother.
Lets just assume for a second the first statement is true. Ok great, you get motivation from being really horny. But have you considered that maybe there is motivation in watching porn?
Consider this - Many men admit they feel shameful or guilty after beating their meat to porn. Why is this? I think it maybe due to the fact that they believe they are wasting their seed, in some sense. They believe they could have screwed a HB and actually enjoyed the presence of another individual. Is this not motivation enough gentlemen?
Everytime you jerk your self-aroused spew out, you realize something - you could be the guy doing the pornstar. That pornstar is the girl you are too shy to talk to, the girl you know who you just cant get the courage to ask out, the random girl out in public who is there waiting to be swept off her feet. Yet, knowing full well you have the potential to be the guy doing the pornstar, you stand there in your lonesome bedroom cleaning up your recent undoing. In my opinion, this is true motivation - being beat down until you are so pissed you want to do something about it. Not feeling the need to want to f*ck anything in sight. In this case you may end up settling for something that should clearly be below your standards. In the other, you better yourself until you clearly get what you set out to achieve.
Oh and we never even covered statement #2. In my opinion, this is just as valid if not more than statement #1 anyways. In finality: Be the guy doing the pornstar!
