taiwanesedude227
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Wow i'm so mad at myself... i feel so weak, this annoying guy called me today and asked me to help him with his homework in a way i thought was annoying (he was like "u wanna help me with this homework?") and i realized i didn't really want to help him and that I should stand up and tell him I don't want to... but the words came out of my mouth so fast , I agreed to help without even realizing it and he even insulted me once while I was helping him, and I realized I should've just hung up... but i didn't... i feel like i have no control over myself now, is there any way to make myself more aware of this stuff? i find that at the beginning of the day I always set out to change myself but when I acutally get into social encounters i always go on autopilot and act beta
