Ska's diary

[Skalioppe]

Time to expose myself, I like the b1tching, like posting, so probably deserve a cathartic session. I probably deserve more b1tching than I've had, I'm sure some of you will go to town....

Me : If I'm honest, I'm a guy who never has problems pulling women, the extrovert side helps, I'm not bad looking (so women say) a charmer big time, I work out hard, I'm uni educated, but I'm like the next guy, I can fall for the HB8-9s.

But.... Yep I've been a sufferer of oneitis! I've been a sad fvck whose life has been controlled by one women, several times. I admit it. I could lie and pretend I'm Mr Magical and unaffected with most women, yes, but sometimes I'm weak.

My biggest weaknesses ever, HB8-9 bipolar and an BPDs. I try to ignore them, but they'll never admit who they are, they'll act normal as fvck once you first meet them, but as time goes by you've entered fvck hell. Why? You meet them and they intrigue you, they fascinate you, they will literally do anything sexually, anything!!!! Suggest it, they'll say "yeah, let's try it". The more fvcked up you can imagine, the more they'll rise to the challenge. If you've had a BPD, NPD, Bipolar, you'll know... they are without doubt the best fvck ever. But they'll fvck you over, only us who've had it can even start to explain...

I fail miserably sometimes, other times I am Mr Alpha and a bastard women love.

My diary...

HB7 (41 milf): Wth kids, but one of the best pair of tits I've EVER seen, like 34 HH, pointing to the stars, could hang 8 CDs on them. Knew her from years ago, banged her sister. Always fancied her though. Bumped into her one night. Invited me over, so went. She got drunk, told me she went to a party and everyone got naked, said nothing happened, but then demonstrated by fully stripping off and asking for my opinion on her body, (body looked great, slim and shaven). Said she couldn't sleep with me that night, I said "yeah, course, whatever", like I couldn't give a fvck (knew it was anti-slut mechanism at work). Left smiling, Alpha, couldn't give a a fvck. She texted me next day, invited me over 3 days later, practically raped me on the sofa. Said she was long term depressant, said tablets meant she couldn't ***. Fvcked her for ages, she was right. Average fvck to be honest.

HB8 (18) : Was in a pub, late, great night, was really on my game and had got a few numbers, but ordering a drink a mega fit HB 8-9 brunette (18yo) was next to me, clocked her and thought "God I wanna bang you". She initiated with some drol convo, "long queue isn't it?", lots of guys eyeing her up. Agreed, I negged her, then asked her "why are you trying to talk to me, I'm a bad boy and you are obviously a good girl, go away.". She loved it. Told me tonight's DJ (some hot guy) was her guy. I sensed she liked me (well more than that), decided to go uber ****y mode (sometimes it works, sometimes not), "yeah well fvck your boyfriend, we both know you want me, fact, I want your number by the end of this song or forget it.' Went to toilet, came back. Walked across dance-floor in front of DJ at end of song, 18yo walked up, put a piece of paper in my hand surreptisously with phone number on. Banged her brains out in a hotel about a week later. Great stamina, wore me out and took me shopping for kinky underwear to please her man, had to laugh.

HB9 (21) : Blonde, amazing body, I mean, phenomenal, bordering on perfect. Friend of my landlord (he had no chance), lived near me, he wanted to bang her no chance. I bumped into her met her one night, I clocked her, chatted, negged her, ignored her after (no other man did), she ended up FBing me "Why did you ignore me, thought you liked me?". I decided to go uber ****y again after making her wait about 2 days, (sometimes is works), FB'd her saying "Stop fvcking me around, let's ignore the bullsh1t. You know you like me, so I'm picking you up Wed 10pm, be ready". Gamble, she was there, dolled up to the max, fit as fvck!!!!. ****ily joked "Look,I can't lie, I'm only picking you up because I want to bang your brains out, you can leave if you want". She laughed, said "I'm only here because I wanted that!". Was on her period though, we drove into the forest, did everything else and she gave my an amazing BJ, swallowing the lot with gusto. Wanted to see me again, but went a bit too keen on the texting front.

HB9 (36) : I was on hols at hotel saw incredible tall (5'11") Alpha red head, got her number. All the guys in the hotel commenting on her body, betting who could pull her, a real athlete, slim, with absolutely amazing curves. When you saw her 33F-20-34 in a bikini you wanted her!!! She was absolutely beautiful and us guys were perving. Group of us got friendly, including her and a few other women, went out for a meal but all of the guys were trying to hit on her. I gambled and ignored the sh1t out of her, paying beta women attention, a gamble, but different from the AFCs swarming her. Playing Alpha and on a pub crawl she was eyeing me up, but I deliberately ended up splintering off from her in another sub pub crawl group (again another deliberate gamble). She texted me later that night "where are you, you were the only interesting guy?xxx". Texted "Other side of town, but come find me in the hotel tomorrow night. ;o) x" Next evening she knocked at my room in the evening, had to tell my mate to disappear, fvcked her brains out. Best body and fvck ever, I think whole hotel heard as it went on for hours and she screamed. She was my nemesis, ended up finding up she was bipolar.... Redheads are the best though, NOTHING touches them.

MORE TO FOLLOW, IF YOU'RE INTERESTED?...

 

[Purefilth]

keep em coming lol add in the epic fails too? theres always a couple...

 

[Skalioppe]

HB8 (22-ish) FAILURE : It's not all fun and games in DJ lives, sometimes things don't go according to plans...

So I recently walked into my local store and there was an amazing little brunette working there, new girl, about 20-something and we had one of those long stare moments, way longer than anything normal, like 20 seconds and almost a competition on who would stop first. We sort of smiled at each and I thought nothing of it, she served me and I left.

About 3-4 weeks ago I was sat outside my local pub with friends and a stunning girl arrived, she looked familiar and she kept staring over in my direction for long periods. She was deliberately looking over to me and we just kept staring, not glancing stares, again for long periods - 20 seconds or more at a time, with smiles. I couldn't remember where I recognised her from, but later it dawned on me it was from the shop. She was easily a HB8 with a super slim body, but it was those eyes, "come to bed" personified.

During the evening after some Dutch courage, I went over to talk to her and she seemed really pleased and was flirty, but a friend of hers was in full c0ck block mode and kept interrupting and stuff, anyway after about 5 mins I couldn't isolate (she was with a group of friends) and couldn't be bothered with the annoying b1tch friend who was p1ssing me off, so said goodbye and went back to my friends.

I go to the shop a few times a week as it is the closest to me, but hadn't seen her since, but I had to grab some bread and coincidentally she was working. Again, we couldn't stop looking at each other even as she served other people. As she served me she asked "You were the guy in he blue T-shirt who talked to me at the pub!" I was quite impressed she remembered as it was nearly a month ago, so we had a bit of chat (not easy as there was a queue). As I left I thought, I need to get her mobile number or give her mine somehow, without embarrassing her (or me) in front of customers; so in a moment of gambling madness I wrote it down on a piece of card with a "text me" on it and put it between a bank note. So I went back in, bought some beer, more smalltalk, smiles and eye contact, handed the money over, she discovered the card and number smiled from ear to ear.

She never contacted!

The next time I went into the store she seemed really awkward, which was bizarre, so I pretty much ignored her. The following time she's friendly as fvck, chatty, staring in the most flirty manner, but either way she never called. The shop is too busy to try another other approach, so oh well.. I heard the other day that she has a boyfriend and I did see her sometime with some huge alpha meat-head, so it's probably the case.

What I learnt? Sometimes it isn't easy to work on a woman due to circumstances. A woman may give all the signs of interest, but don't expect that to be a sign something might happen. She might just be a huge c0ck tease, like attention, be fickle or have a boyfriend, or she may just appear to like you but might not.

 

[Skalioppe]

HB7 (27) : So I was organising an activity weekend event away and advertised it through a local newspaper and included an email address. Several people contacted me enquiring about it, including one woman whose emails were good fun, so being a nosey so and so I thought I'd check FB to see what she looked like. Turned out to be a pretty hot dark haired chick, so I thought I'd pay special attention to her and her questions, chucking in some light flirtyness and jokes. Turned out she was Iranian descended (non-muslim / atheist). Eventually we swapped phone numbers and started texting at night. I escalated things quite quickly, starting with innuendos and then eventually full on descriptions on what I was going to do to her. She fvcking loved it, told me she'd never done anything like that before, and she admitted to me she was regularly playing with herself and cvmming based on the sh1t I was sending.

So the day of the weekend happened, it was a good turn out and the first day went smoothly. Aside from the HB7 Iranian I noticed an even fitter woman HB9 in the group (who had just booked up without much communications). Anyway I put in a bit of ground work with her and that had gone OK (she was flirting back). After the first day, most people were tired and turned in for the night, including the HB9, but some of the group went to the hotel bar, and HB7 was loitering around me a bit, so seizing my opportunity I asked her "What you doing now, fancy a drink at a late night bar / club down the road?" She gladly accepted. We went for a beer and I chucked in some kino and just went it for the kill and we made-out in a quiet dark corner part of the club. As we were walking back we passed a secluded spot near some some houses and she pulled me down a cut-way. She was pretty rampant.

I soon had her perfect tits out, skirt up and was playing through her lacy french panties exploring the moist goodies on offer. She was hot to trot, soaking, and she said "I warn you I have a really tight pvssy and I've VERY noisy. If you're planning to fvck me here I'm not on the pill, so you'll have to withdraw". I was pleasantly shocked how blunt she was, and although I was tempted to bang her there and then I don't do bareback, but I was nearly caught up in the moment. I was talking like a gutter mouth and she was loving it, she was panting. I slipped her panties off and yep, she had the tightest pvssy I've ever felt, literally couldn't get a finger in her, even though she was soaking, which left me thinking how am I going bang her? Anyway, as I didn't have my condoms with me and I always bang safe, I told her this, she said "It's Ok, I have some back at the hotel" and we went back.

There was a boiler / service room annexe built into the ground floor back side of the hotel, "Warning : Staff only" sign sort of thing and as we passed I checked the door and noticed it was open, everyone was sharing rooms and I didn't want to wake the hotel up with a screamer and risk losing the HB9 so told her, "go get them and come back we'll go in here, it'll be exciting" she bought it hook line and sinker, so she went upstairs and got the condoms. She came back and we got down to some fun. I got her on her knees tending to me and told her to play with herself, then I put my jacket down on the concrete floor and got her on the ground, but had real trouble getting inside her and even trying was making her horny and noisy as fvck. WTF? All of sudden we could hear voices, I assume hotel staff, other side of boiler room" going "What is that, someone's in the boiler room..." type thing. So we quickly got dressed and got out of there before getting caught. In the hotel reception, some people from the group in the bar spotted me and I begrudgingly got roped into spending some time with them - couldn't say no really. HB7 said she was turning in and whispered ("I would invite you up but I don't know my room mate that well enough"). Due to room allocations she was sharing with someone who she'd only met that day. "Let's carry this on tomorrow sometime" she said with a filthy giggle.

Next day HB7 was all over me, touching me, flirting, at times blatantly, which was awkward because I was making great headway with HB9 who was in my particular activity group. Ended up going for a drink with HB9 in the evening (much to the scornful anger of HB7) and ended up taking HB9 back to my room as my room mate was busy in the hotel bar. Turns out mid-session that HB9 had a boyfriend and got last minute s3x guilt, but we ended up doing everything other than full on s3x so I couldn't complain.

Not surprisingly HB7 stopped contacting me after the weekend (I did try to see if it had any life, women don't accept playing second fiddle to someone else). Well she rarely responded to any texts, so I gave up! Oh well, shame. HB9 kept in contact and dumped her bloke about a month later so we met up for a full on sex-a-thon weekend which was well worth it!

What I learnt? : Escalate in texts emails etc! You have to let women know what you want and you'll be surprised how often they want the same. Sometimes gamble to win a better prize and not all girls are the same down there.

 

[blind_one]

Great reports, also keep them comming !

About the text/email game, please share some experience.

 

[Skalioppe]

HB8 (Just turned 27)

OK, so I was asked to show some of my t(s)exting game, here's one of my current projects... Met this girl through a friend, she started flirting big time, swapped numbers and seems quite keen. Then out of the blue admitted she had a boyfriend. Like WTF?!!! Anyway, she's hot, HB8 at least, and however much I feel sorry for the guy it's his problem not mine as she's playing around flirting / texting so I will too. No friends in love and war. Might not amount to much but fvck it, it's fun for some experimentation and shows the importance and success of escalation.

Here's some recent texts over the course of a few days.... I've put some commentary in red.

Her : I fell asleep in that ten minute window. Im rubbish!x She was meant to come online for a chat the previous night, I waited like 5 mins and fvcked off
Me : Likely story! Ha ha.x
Her : It's true! I've been working every day and im tired!x
Me : And I don't?! So rude! You'd better make it up to me.x
Her : I bet you have today off though to spend in the sunshine!x
Me : Yep. But won't be enjoying the sunshine though, have lots of jobs to do. Plus I have the hangover from hell and it's hot. You're in an air con shop, can't be bad! X
Her : It's waaaay too hot in here. The air con is crap. Stop being a grown up and go play in the sunshine!x
Me : But you're not here to play with! (And I don't mean croquet). x
Her : Cheeky! X
Me : Moi? You know you want to... x
Her : I see that your naughty side is up and about this morning!x
Her : Clearly he's not hungover!
Me : Perhaps he is. Avoiding the point as usual I see, Ms Deferral. Back to my point, you do though, don't you? ;-) x
Her : I wouldn't deny that I have some curiosity!x
Me : Ok, here's a probing one for you... No bullsh1t time... Have you ever used thoughts of me to climax? x
Her : Ever? Of course..x
Her : Im not embarrassed about my sexual expression!
Me : It's a big part of why I want to do disgusting things with you. X
Her : You clearly already knew I had, x
Me : You're only human. ;-) We'd fvck really well don't you think? X
Her : I can't answer that!x
Me : Yes you can, 'I'm not embarrassed about my sexual expression'. So come on, answer, it's an opinion after all...x
Her : Noo, I'd happily answer it, I just dont think i should I would feel guilty giving it
Me : It's not being unfaithful having an opinion. So, yes or no? X
Her : Having an opinion isn't unfaithful, but sharing it is questionable, surely? Put your naughty side back in its cage!x
Me : You've already told me you've cvm thinking of me, how's it different ? X
Her : I can't remember why! I had a reason in my head about an hour ago...
Me : As nun like and regimented as your morals are, they still cannot fight the fact that you've orgasmed fantasizing about me. The truth is you'd love me to fvck you deep and hard. It's wrong, but it's what you want. Admit it.. x
Her : OK, I admit it! In theory, it would be amazing.
Me : Yeah it WILL be. ;-) x

She went quiet after that, but it's her game style so I just ignored her and waited a day or two. She caught me online on FB chat, a few days later and started the conversation we were chatting and she asked me to come on a trip with her. I said "I'd come" and in reply she made a thinly veiled joke "all over my face? ;-)" and about facials. It was a pleasant surprise. She mentioned facials before, in a cryptic way, so I think it might be something she really likes. So last night seizing the moment I texted her

Me : So tell me. Do you have a thing for facials? That's about the third time you've mentioned them since I've known you. Be honest!
Her : I mentioned facials?
Me : Yeah, of the cvm kind.
Her : Haha oh! Well im partial to it, of course. Who isn't!
Me : I think you're more than partial! Maybe I'll give you a free one to help keep that youthful look, I might be too much for you to handle...
Her : Im partial in the same way that im fond of anal. Not all the time, because it'd get boring, but some of the time because it's amazing. And, for your information, it's never too much to handle.. ANAL, WHERE DID THAT COME FROM???... ESCALATION IN ACTION, HA HA.
Me : A woman after my own heart! I love anal, nothing more Dominant and dark than pulling a woman's hair back as you fvck them hard anally. I'd enjoy going to town on you, ha ha.
Her : Yeah, there's something about anal that just feels so intense. All women should give it a try. Im sure you convince a few of them!
Me : Yes, indeed, I might have deflowered a few virgins in that way in my time. I really fancy fvcking your ass though (oops, did I just say that aloud?)x

That was last night and she went quiet again. I'll leave it a few days and continue....

 

[In10se]

Very informative...can you toss out an example for me because I am at a huge sticking point...I go out and ritually get between 1-5 makeouts and give girls my number... they almost always text me instantly that night...I'll leave them with

"glad I ran into you sexy...fb me "

something simple, they add me on fb and then I text them a day or two later...all the spice is gone...sexually momentum drained...how do I fix this?

 

[Skalioppe]

Very informative...can you toss out an example for me because I am at a huge sticking point...I go out and ritually get between 1-5 makeouts and give girls my number... they almost always text me instantly that night...I'll leave them with

"glad I ran into you sexy...fb me "

something simple, they add me on fb and then I text them a day or two later...all the spice is gone...sexually momentum drained...how do I fix this?

Ha ha, you play things so differently to me, your approach comes across as a bit cold and defers. I usually try to keep the tempo going and the iron hot, and text back something like this..

"Yeah I had a nice time but I'm not sure I should see you again, you're such a bad influence on me! God, I left the club soooo horny... }".

Why? It ticks a few boxes....
1. It compliments them.
2. False disqualifier which makes them want to qualify themself to me (i.e. make themself more available by disagreeing with me).
3. Shows them I'm sexual but not too offensively
4. Shows confidence
5. Chucks a bit of humour in
6. Immediately escalates sexually (so important)
7. Devil smiley lets her know I'm a bad boy.

It nearly always escalates texts into sexts in short time.

 

[In10se]

alright I like that a lot, its weird how blatantly honest things are so often looked over...I'm glad I'm almost out of society's feminist grip...I can imagine women in my life/family "OMG, never tell a woman you are horny" "Wish her goodnight and tell her to get home safe"....yea FVCK that

 

[Skalioppe]

Haven't bothered updating for a while and there's been a few women here and there, but this is the latest...

HB 7.5 (33)
So I was out drinking with buddies and a few of us noticed this foxy looking brunette chick sat with a dude kept looking over at our table. She seemed to like one of us but none of us knew who, we weren't sure if the guy was her man, but it didn't appear like it. Anyway, the guy she was with went outside for a cigarette and my friend approached her and struck up a conversation, seemed to get a luke warm reception, he left and I tried my luck and got a really warm flirty reception, she admitted she was looking over at me. Turned out the guy with her was an old friend who really fancied her (he was following her like a lost sheep all night, suppose I can't blame the sad tw@t, she's got a lovely face body and smile). She thought she knew me from years ago, she didn't but I played along, saying "yeah". I got her mobile number and went back to my friends. Throughout the night we texted each other across the way, with a smile, and I escalated the texts with some innuendo and suggestive stuff into mild sexts. Before leaving she came up to me and said "You're a naughty one aren't you? I like you and I'd like to see you again." I said "Mmm not sure I can, you see I'm a bad boy so a good girl like should stay clear.", this false qualifier just made her keener - she whispered "I can be a very bad girl too, and don't worry I'll show you soon...".

Anyway, spent a week sending really graphic sexts to each other, got her to send some sexual pics of her (she'd never done that before ha ha), told her what I was going to do to her and she was getting super horny all the time, telling me about her playing with herself over me. Then she admitted to me she was unhappily married (WTF?!!! - the guy treats her like sh1t, ignores her, never shows her any love or affection and she thinks he's having affairs but can't prove it.) She justified things by saying she was about to drop the divorce bomb on her hubby. I wouldn't normally go there, but I was a little invested, she was hot and was definitely ending it with hubby soon, so thought, what the fvck. Met up at a pub the next week and we went outside for some full on writhing kissing action. She looked hot in the little dress with skin tight clingy leggings underneath and access to her pvssy was easy, had a little play and tasted the goods. Very nice! )

So a few days later she invited me over when soon to be ex-hubby was at work, and we had a full on sex-a-thon. She's loud and I've never known a woman to orgasm as much as her, over and over again. She was game for anything, the more depraved the better, loved dirty talk and I counted at least ten orgasms, she said she'd never had so many with a partner before so I was definitely hitting her buttons. She kept asking for more dirty talk, liked hard fvcking and sucked and swallowed like a trooper. It was a bit weird banging her doggy style on her marital bed with her wedding picture looking down at me - hey I'm not proud, but I won't be the first or last to have done such a thing, she wanted it to happen and sh1t happens.

Anyway, trouble is she'd been getting clingy as fvck since, thinking we could have some sort of relationship post divorce, saying I'm the one, we have a special sexual chemistry and sh1t like that saying she even wants babies with me... WHAT???! So I sprung her the "feeling guilty" line today, saying I felt sorry for her husband and the guilt is getting to me too much. She's still filing a divorce on him and trying to break my resolve and convince me we're great, even admitting she wants my c0ck so badly. Time to leave methinks.