I told this girl today, which I have been seing for a couple of months now, that I needed to know if things would go anywhere else other than friendship. This girl cheated on her boyfriend with me for a weekend, as he works in a town away from the city. I finally realized I needed closure and asked for an examplanation of what happened that weekend and why she let it happen. She said she was drunk at first and then she needed someone but that really makes me wonder why would somebody that has had a relationship for 1 year and a half with a guy would do that at all.. She said she is not ready to let go off that relationship and that they have a story together. As we were arguing she said she wanted to stay friends and kept saying all these compromising statements such as .."well... if thats what you want well.." or "I would understand if you dont want to talk to me again". Yesterday she said she missed me and missed drinking with me and got mad for me not answering quickly. I just told her I needed time and I am not sure if I should keep any sort of hope. I want to move on for sure , but for some reason she wants to be with me cause Ive showed all this really exciting outdoorsy life her boyfriend doesnt show her, I just dont want to be the toy again, have cool hangs out and then be ignored when her boyfriend comes.. I know that's what she wants and a part of me says "I just want her to miss me and realize what she lost"... I know I can do better , its just hard to see it right away, and another part of me wants to keep hopes up.. and maybe try to make a move later but I'm not sure if being near her will bring all the feelings again and screw myself up again.
I need an advice, not insults on how betta this is . I know its ****ed up , but when you're the one feeling it its hard to see all these other options and thats why I am here.
I need an advice, not insults on how betta this is . I know its ****ed up , but when you're the one feeling it its hard to see all these other options and thats why I am here.
