First post. :woo:
It's a bear.
I would say I have a pretty decent understanding of Game. I started reading Roissy a year ago and applied a ton of my knowledge lightly to test the waters (having been a TOTAL nice guy AFC before hand).
At this point now, having dealt with all of my AFC nice guy friends trying to pull me back into normalcy, I've reached a point where I'd say the confidence, ****y-funny personality (that I always had, just was too afraid to implement) and game has began to take over and kill the AFC nice-guy inside of me (though it's still there sometimes as you will see).
There's this girl that I work with, two years older than me cute, a little shy I'd say a solid 7 , that I've wanted to get with for a while. I've put work in, but I NEVER closed with her. It's been about a month but only up until recently have I tried to escalate with her and communicate that I want to do her.
She's got a long distance relationship with some dude (she sees him once a month) that she's never told me about, I had to hear about it third-party. She gets nervous when she talks to me, laughs at stupid things I say, pulls her hair when I speak to her and seems pretty receptive.
I feel like I've waited too long and I KNOW that I keep making excuses. But I know it's not a good idea to get oneitis.
The biggest thing that is killing me is that I'm still a virgin. After applying all of the alpha-attitude and everything and finally getting her back to my house (still living with my ma - another insecurity of mine) would be ideal but would she finally realize that I was faking and didn't have the experience that I've projected? I mean, I've been with girls before, had bj's and **** but never escalated to sex from there and that was pre-game and I probably got lucky cause I had beer balls.
There are past experiences that **** me up. The one chance I had to **** a girl (that I was in a quasi relationship with) got ****ed up because I got nervous and I had been drinking . I lost my boner while I had this girl in bed with me, but that was pre-game. It still kills me to think that maybe it will happen again.
My friend tells me that I just need to pump myself up and do it but whenever I think of it like that it comes off like more of a chore. I hate to say it but I guess since I've built it up for this long I'm kind of afraid to go through with it knowing that she'll probably see that I'm not very experienced . AND I work with her ("don't **** where you eat" , I've heard that before).
I feel like I deserve this though. I'm turning 21 soon and I do dig this chic but maybe I should move on.
Also, does anyone have any suggestions as far as exercise goes? I'm 6'2 , 175 pounds and with a decent build but I want to get into exercise as a way of boosting my testosterone without getting into hardcore diets and all that .
It's a bear.
I would say I have a pretty decent understanding of Game. I started reading Roissy a year ago and applied a ton of my knowledge lightly to test the waters (having been a TOTAL nice guy AFC before hand).
At this point now, having dealt with all of my AFC nice guy friends trying to pull me back into normalcy, I've reached a point where I'd say the confidence, ****y-funny personality (that I always had, just was too afraid to implement) and game has began to take over and kill the AFC nice-guy inside of me (though it's still there sometimes as you will see).
There's this girl that I work with, two years older than me cute, a little shy I'd say a solid 7 , that I've wanted to get with for a while. I've put work in, but I NEVER closed with her. It's been about a month but only up until recently have I tried to escalate with her and communicate that I want to do her.
She's got a long distance relationship with some dude (she sees him once a month) that she's never told me about, I had to hear about it third-party. She gets nervous when she talks to me, laughs at stupid things I say, pulls her hair when I speak to her and seems pretty receptive.
I feel like I've waited too long and I KNOW that I keep making excuses. But I know it's not a good idea to get oneitis.
The biggest thing that is killing me is that I'm still a virgin. After applying all of the alpha-attitude and everything and finally getting her back to my house (still living with my ma - another insecurity of mine) would be ideal but would she finally realize that I was faking and didn't have the experience that I've projected? I mean, I've been with girls before, had bj's and **** but never escalated to sex from there and that was pre-game and I probably got lucky cause I had beer balls.
There are past experiences that **** me up. The one chance I had to **** a girl (that I was in a quasi relationship with) got ****ed up because I got nervous and I had been drinking . I lost my boner while I had this girl in bed with me, but that was pre-game. It still kills me to think that maybe it will happen again.
My friend tells me that I just need to pump myself up and do it but whenever I think of it like that it comes off like more of a chore. I hate to say it but I guess since I've built it up for this long I'm kind of afraid to go through with it knowing that she'll probably see that I'm not very experienced . AND I work with her ("don't **** where you eat" , I've heard that before).
I feel like I deserve this though. I'm turning 21 soon and I do dig this chic but maybe I should move on.
Also, does anyone have any suggestions as far as exercise goes? I'm 6'2 , 175 pounds and with a decent build but I want to get into exercise as a way of boosting my testosterone without getting into hardcore diets and all that .
