Had a crush on this girl almost 2 years back when i was in highschool and she was in my class, i was a really afc with terribad game,and she turned me down. i avoided her for a long while but she keeps initiating conversations through fb or phone messages. i really tried to avoid her in all ways possible,im not the type of guy who stays just friends with a girl. its like we dont talk for a few months,then she keeps bugging me for few weeks in a row, altough i give short aswers and sometimes even make fun of her.
Even heard she has a boyfriend now so what the heck does she want from me ?
I used to feel bad when we talked,cuz felt like it takes me back in the past, but now it doesn't affect me anymore,but still,not worth!
Telling her I don't wanna be friends with her would be awkward, but doing it indirectly just won't work.saying something along the lines:"I don't wanna see you,I don't wanna talk to you, and I'm sure as hell I don't wanna be your friend" would make me feel like **** cause she is really a nice girl and comes from a really poor family, I don't even know how she survives on her own in college.she's also socially awkward in some way, doesn't have many friends especially cause she has no money,who would hang out with a loser who cant afford a pizza right.
I changed a lot, even if she somehow suddenly had a crush on me now, I would just want to bang her cause why not and thats it,and she doesn't deserve that.
what should i do ?
Even heard she has a boyfriend now so what the heck does she want from me ?
I used to feel bad when we talked,cuz felt like it takes me back in the past, but now it doesn't affect me anymore,but still,not worth!
Telling her I don't wanna be friends with her would be awkward, but doing it indirectly just won't work.saying something along the lines:"I don't wanna see you,I don't wanna talk to you, and I'm sure as hell I don't wanna be your friend" would make me feel like **** cause she is really a nice girl and comes from a really poor family, I don't even know how she survives on her own in college.she's also socially awkward in some way, doesn't have many friends especially cause she has no money,who would hang out with a loser who cant afford a pizza right.
I changed a lot, even if she somehow suddenly had a crush on me now, I would just want to bang her cause why not and thats it,and she doesn't deserve that.
what should i do ?
