Guys, i really appreciate all the help. Right now i am just beyond pissed.... Someone please help me decide whether shes playing games with me or what?? Im so confused. She wrote me these 3 messages on myspace.
before i even finsih reading this message you are wrong at the begin-ing when you are like you want to have fun. I just made up excuses danny I love you now and forever ok I was not lieing and marrying you would be the happiest day of my life if I did not have such a judgemental family i want you to have fun because holding on to you would depress me just as much as it would depress you. I love you forever and I think I am going to cry because this is kind of sad that we ended so many times and I still have that empty feeling when I am not with you, but I dont want to date and look at there not when I have you there waiting for me. Do what you want, but remember me becuase like I always tell you I am always waiting here for you.
Your right I shoudl not worry about what my parents say and everythign, but I think sometimes how come they are right about this and how come I thought some of the things they did could it be because it is true. I am my parents child and I was raised to think the way I do and I dont mean to be a ***** or anything, but this is who I am sometimes and I have taken so many things and in the end it will hurt me more than you ever been hurt. I know I have done some pretty hurtful things believe me I know, but I want you to understand sometimes you do not know how to treat a lady or maybe you do just not me. Another thing is when I am married I dont want distractions in your life because you meet people at partys and your "church'' and I am not interested in people who party all the time and you are becoming one of those people and I want a husband not a friend and a guy who hangs out with the boys. I love hanging out with you, but I want to be able to hang out with you with my friends without being disrespected just a lot of things making me think and I am sure you have plenty things to say about me and believe me I know I am not perfect and sadly this is the real me sometimes I am a ***** sometimes I am the perfect angel. Everyone has their different sides and another thing I never liked it when you talked to my friends behind my back ask me because i dont like my business out there i got that from my dad.
I miss those days too. I wish I could be myself with you and love you, but everything is so hard. We can go to girls reverse maybe? because my friend wants to go with me and you can show up and we can all have fun if you want to?? I loved that ring so much. You dont have to delete your friends you dont have to do anything just be my friend forever because you are my best friend forever even if you totally hate me I will treat you with respect and I know my life is going to be lonely without you since you wont wait for me. I have to tell you something and this was not my idea at all my mom wants me to get with jr. He has a job and works with my dad and my dad already likes him so she is like you two would be perfect together. I dunno what to do right now. so many things holding me from you
What do you guys make of this?!?!?! HER MOM WANTS HER TO HOOK UP WITH JR? OMFG.
JR = 24 YEAR OLD MAN WHO WORKS WITH HER DAD IN CONSTRUCTION, WTFTHIS MAKES NO SENSE......?! GOD.. I KNOW I NEED TO MOVE ON ... BUT WTF... FIRST SHE TELLS ME MARRYING ME WOULD BE A SIN, THEN SHE ACTS AS IF THE REASON WE ARENT GOING TO BE TOGETHER ANYMORE IS BECAUSE IM NOT WILLING TO WAIT AROUND AND BASICALLY THIS IS ALL MY FAULT AND MY DECISION? LMAO??? SOMEONE HELP ME UNDERSTAND THIS PLZ!!!