Have you ever totally broken your "rules"? I've been dating this woman about 3 months now. So far everything is smooth sailing. I'm getting treated how I want to be....mutual spoiling etc.
Now I feel like I gave up a lot of power. I came home from golf league last night, had about a six pack in me. She said something to the effect of "we make a great couple and I'm very very happy" so I blurt out "I love you Dana" while looking deep in her eyes. She didn't say anything but look at me. Not much was said after that except she asked if I regretted saying that. Of course I said yes. I didn't applogize but she could tell I was upset.
Needless to say I was very pissed at myself. I feel like all the hard work I've put into improving myself and my anti-afc attitude is shot. After fantastic sex this morning she said "how are you feeling about last night?". I said "I'm okay, nothing I can't handle".
Here is the killer.....she said "it really bothers you not to be in control doesn't it?". She knows the power has shifted dammit. I guess I need to pull back. Any ideas? Don't beat me up, I'm doing a good enough job on myself. Bron the tard.
Now I feel like I gave up a lot of power. I came home from golf league last night, had about a six pack in me. She said something to the effect of "we make a great couple and I'm very very happy" so I blurt out "I love you Dana" while looking deep in her eyes. She didn't say anything but look at me. Not much was said after that except she asked if I regretted saying that. Of course I said yes. I didn't applogize but she could tell I was upset.
Needless to say I was very pissed at myself. I feel like all the hard work I've put into improving myself and my anti-afc attitude is shot. After fantastic sex this morning she said "how are you feeling about last night?". I said "I'm okay, nothing I can't handle".
Here is the killer.....she said "it really bothers you not to be in control doesn't it?". She knows the power has shifted dammit. I guess I need to pull back. Any ideas? Don't beat me up, I'm doing a good enough job on myself. Bron the tard.