Roly's Bootcamp journal

[Roly]

11/12/04
I was rather sleepy today. I felt totally unmotivated, with lightful energy and had a slight headache. This was felt throughout my day and I had to take a short nap to kind of ease out my sickness. I hate this whenever this happens to me, it leaves me totally lacking of energy especially when I know there are times I should be making a smartass remark here and there. This weekend, I plan to get better and get my act together. There's always room for self- improvement, in my scenario I'm living in, there is PLENTY of self improvement to be done.
My goal for right now is to get my **** together. Learn all the basic survival things that I should learn, examples; cooking, ( traveling, by car or plane.) driving and knowing my ways around the United States, socializing with a different variety of people, ironing my clothes, etc. All the basic skills one must learn in order to be independent in the real world. I blame this on myself for being most of the time such a freakin slacker and a procrastinator, and I blame this on the crappy society and environment that had influenced me all my natural well spent American life.
Part of the reason why I have such restrained and reserved abilities is my relationship with my family and friends. They all treat me in such a babiish fashion and still give me a dependent mentality. I feel like I have a collared tied tightly around my fragile neck.
I need to stop getting influenced, I know I said this many times before, but I'm putting a great amount on emphasis on this matter right here, right now. I will make the best of what I got and improve as much as I can from this moment on. I will record my progress on this journal on a daily basis.

 

[Roly]

Today, I felt as if I was not emotionally and physically unbalanced. I was still feeling lousy and still sick with a slight itchy throat and headache.
I started out my day by doing a light workout to give me some energy. ( I did some sit ups and push ups) I'm a pretty scrawny guy, 5'7 and 135 lbs. My bro who happens to play varsity football said he'll help me out and happy enough to make me a weight lifting program sheet made for my physic. He makes great social proof by the way in school, basically all the high status people knows me. But I'm nothing special yet, don't want to be too popular, I like to keep my personal space.
Anyways, my bro and I went to these basketball games at our local gym. They had some Filipino games taking in place in which the players in the teams were all filipinos. Lol, ( I'm filipino by the way and not to stereotype or anything, we flips have a hell of a jumpshot but totally can't play defense if our lives depended on it.)
Okay, I said hi to a couple of people just as we were about to enter the building. Then as we sat down this hot filipina with a thick, yet sexy body shouted " Take it off !" . Afterwards, I gave her that " no man, that was freakin gay look" that you would only give to your friends. The funny part is that was all natural since despite the fact that she was hot, that was still kind of lame. Then she looked at me and said " what?!", I just smiled and shrugged. Then I started a chat with another cutie who was right next to me, we fluff talked for a little bit and she even gave me a piece of donut. yum, yum.
Then I encountered another cutie whom I saw two weeks ago with her cute sister. ( Their both twins ! nice.) I opened, " Hey you, where's your sister?" She gave me a bigass smile and said, " she didn't feel like coming. blah, blah, blah, we talked for about two munites. Then a realization appeared to me, ****, I didn't come equip. I didn't have my tools with me at the moment, I had no pen, I had no cell phone, nada to close this chic. Damn, I didn't want to look like a complete moron. Stupidass Lesson learned here. Still got a lot more learning to do obviously.

 

[Roly]

Still working on my game. But one thing I need to get a hold of is my inner game, I don't think I can totally be at my best internally since I don't have a lot of experience and there's a lot of negative crap out there that is floating around that can affect me from time to time. It can be in television, the people around me, women, family members and even friends. As Don Juans, I think it's very important to find a way to not get sucked into this stuff.
I may not be at my best internally, but I'm trying to find ways to relax myself at the very least. There's times I can be too self conscious when I'm not very active or when I'm in the face of awkward silences around people and crowds. I noticed working out and abusing my body had made a difference and had really calmed me down a lot. Being in a calm state of mind and not really thinking about anything at the moment is when I had my best approaches and interactions with attractive women.
As a matter a fact, I had the same feeling when I stumbled upon this cutie in the coke machine at school yesterday. I made her laugh, I teased her and all that stuff and it seemed natural. I was just living in the moment, I had no scripts, I had no routines with me, it was like I was just relying on my natural, manly instincts. Perhaps I should look at this stuff as no different from verping, guitar playing and basketball. You get better and more NATURAL the more you do it.

 

[Microphone Fiend]

Yea, I notice that stuff too. When I'm out of the field I think things over too much and turn the art of seduction into a science. The more you throw yourself into those embarrasing situations the better you get. It starts out braving everyone looking at you when you said something weird, then it gets to something like being confident after everyone sees you get rejected, then eventually it will get to staying calm when your two fvck buddies are sitting next to each other talking (At least I hope to get to that level )

That emo sh!t gets you after a while, and it is EVERYWHERE. I'd say just cut out most of the media like a former Senor Fingers posts deduced.

So far you've been sleepy, had a headache, and been motivated. Sounds like your body is trying to sabatoge you, lol. Don't let it win. get out and try no matter what you're feeling and you should feel better if you do something. Anyways keep it up man, I'm reading this

 

[Roly]

Thanks for the motivation Microphone Fiend.

I'm still working on my game. One thing I've been able to notice is I analyze and intellectualize matters way too much. When it comes to this I'm over thinking it way too much and can't chill back and have fun. I totally belive the whole experience in terms of picking and meeting women should be FUN and a natural part of being a man. It should be no different from playing baseball and driving your BMW, you know. It shouldn't be treated as some kind of sacraligious ceremony, it should be viewed as an everyday routine a MAN has to go through once in a while. The only way, I believe this mentality can be achieved is by PLENTY OF EXPERIENCE, good or bad ones.
As DJ's, especially to the newbies, I also think it's very important to TAKE YOUR TIME and process the information slowly and take it all in one info at a time, and concentrate on one thing at a time. You can't just rush the process, you have to learn to walk before you learn to crawl. Like if you're goal is to get laid at the moment and you have poor social skills, then you are so totally screwed. Right now what I'm trying to focus is approaching women in big groups since I haven't had much experience in that. Perhaps a good solution for me is to join several clubs with lots of women on them or something. I'm open for some advice.

 

[Roly]

I took a break from this post because I had a lot of things to reflect and think about. I was thinking about stuff that goes way beyond picking up women. I was thinking about my life and what the hell I was going to do with it. I was thinking about religion, my values and where I freakin stand in the world.
My parents and I have different pespectives in terms on how I should live my life, my parents prefer to have me live a life of security and had been giving me all these sorts of advice in terms of College, how I should run my life and the mindset. Like being financially secured, having confident in myself and staying, making good grades in School. Basically all the fundementals it requires to be a family man who settles down in his mid 20's or something.
Well whatever Happens, I totally respect my family's point of view and understands where my family is coming from. I Love my parents and family and I vow from now on, to constantly improve my relationship with them. They're not bad, they're not bad at all really, I know they were raised a certain way and they're just doing what they feel is right. I'm not going to get angry and upset whenever there is a misunderstanding between us, I have come to realized that our views will always be different because they've experienced more than I have and I've experienced very little. So for now, nobody is right and nobody is wrong, but whatever happens I gotta respect their views and love them too in the process because I know they're doing what they feel is best for me.
Not to sound like a pessimist, if I ever live a normal, secure life of conformity.Whatever I become or do, that particular work which I'm doing will always be considered work. My life's passion will always be playing my guitar and playing music. It's who I am and what I am, it is my passion, It rejuvinates my heart and my soul. I forget all my problems and anxieties in the world whenever I'm playing my music, I play my guitar every night and I can honestly say I feel quite jubilant everytime I go to bed and feel energetic the next morning. Now, let me ask you? what is your passion? What gives you that emotion that I described above? Like Pook said, this is the true essence of a man, his passion, it's what gives him a sense of purpose in the world. Not to sound like a pessimist, but I doubt I'm going to become a rock star or cult figure, but I do plan on playing songs the rest of my life. I plan on playing inspirational songs, not AFC mumbo jumbo crap that the mainstream is producing today. I plan on playing inspirational, motivating songs to inspire maybe some lonely, frustrated dude hanging in some bar to get off his ass and do something with the world.
Along that, I want to combine this passion with the desire to work hard at every aspect of my life along with it. I want to become a people's person, A leader, do better at my school work, learn to have a better relationship with my family members and close friends, travel the world and learn from more than one perspective, Gain some weight and a little muscle and facial hair ( I'm a little scrawny), and yes I'm going to get good with women. I just want to get good, but not a master or some sort of seduction guru. That would take away all the fun behind it.
Damn, now that I've come to realized, that I was an angry pissed off, selfish little prick who just couldn't relax. I need to start being thankful and appreciate life and what's it got to offer. I used to live by the quote " Work on your game, work on your life". Game- meaning seduction and w/ women. Now I live by the quote- " Work on your passion, work on your life." I feel this is a way better formula than the previous one, because women shouldn't be 1/2 of the equation, it's just a sweet icing in the cake. A sweet icing in the cake we call life.

 

[Roly]

I was in such a happy mood yesterday for some unknown reason I was calm and very enthusiastic. From the start of the day, I knew I was going to be a hell of a social butterfly with this emotion running through my veins. It turns out that I was correct, I went to one of my friend's BBQ and I was busting jokes and sexual innuendos all over the place. At the end of the night, I got this chic's number, but she lives really far away from me so I dont think anything will happen physically, but she would make great practice for phone conversations.

Another thing I just realized in order to be successful is you gotta love women and you gotta love the game and the aspects involve in it. The good and the bad. You gotta love your rejections because each rejection both has some lessons to offer and you gotta love your **** close as well. You gotta love being a Don Juan and being in this particular point in your life, it's very exciting and unpredictable. Because sooner or later as you know it, you're going to be some old geezer with a crap load of regrets.

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp: Week 1, Day 1
Quote of the day: " Before success comes in any man's life, he is sure to meet with much temporary defeat, and, perhaps, some failure. When defeat overtakes a man, the easiest and most logical thing to do is to quit. That is exactly what the majority of men do." - Napoleon Hill from Think and Grow Rich.

Week 1 Day 1

I didn't really think about that today will truly be my first dedicated day of the DJ Bootcamp after weeks of soul searching and pondering about myself. To begin with, I had to organized my life and had to do some serious decision making about myself. In the end, I had become somewhat aware of my surroundings and about myself. Part of being a DJ is to continue to learn about yourself, where you're from, your background and behaviors as a humanbeing and being socially smart while being graceful about it at the sametime. Being a DJ as preached in the DJ site is all about being that state of mind. Yes, I believe it's good to be conscious about the things we have to do in order to become a better man, but we must aim to be natural within those actions. I now have come to realized that when you do become THE MAN, don't expect a heaven, a paradise or nirvana you're going to dwell on, I expect more challenges and ordeals in the future to come. For challenges and ordeals are what makes men who they are and what makes them grow as a person. From now on, I will embrace challenges and hardships with open arms and simply say, " Bring it on mother****er!" Now this is my challenge for myself for now personally, I will complete this bootcamp and with that, manage to maintain a sort of balance with everything else in my life.

I must have said hi to about 20 something people today. When I came to school, I was in a relax mood and not really thinking about anything else except what was in the menu. I said hi to a couple of people in line while I was receiving my tray. I was new to the school and was not really familiar with the building, but fortunately I found a group of friends to whom I was familiar with because I use to jam out with them way back at Junior High. I sat down with them and gotten a chance to catch up and reflect on old times. I joked around with them until the bell rang and went to my first period class. Throughout the day, I said hi to people in between classes and periods and so on. I know this has nothing to do with the bootcamp journal, but today in Theatre arts class I gotten a chance to act out a couple of improvisations on stage. Don't want to describe the whole thing, but I thought I was rather goofy and silly, but the chics totally digged it. Dunno, but I think it's great doing these sorts of activities such as public speaking or acting, it is said that it'll give you more testosterone. Anyways, I ended my day by going to my nearest Barnes and Nobles to relax and chill when I suddenly encountered Napoleon's Hill- " Think and Grow Rich". I scanned through the whole thing and I can already tell that it contained some valueble info that may come in handy.

 

[InsidiousNstinct]

Its a great book I suggest you read it once then twice to really read it. You seem really up beat, keep it up man! Read especially the part i nthe book about the authors son. Its amazing....

Tootles.....

 

[Roly]

Dj Bootcamp: Week 1, Day 2

" There's no such thing as failure, only learning experience." - Carlos Xuma, creator of the Seduction Method.

Today was a busy day for me. Though I feel a bit of a snob for not really applying myself today. I saw one of my past flames today during Lunch, I said hi and we chatted for a bit, I can tell from her body language that she was surprise to see me and still pretty much attracted to me. I didn't drive to school today, as a matter of fact, I'm still grounded from my last car accident. My sister had to pick me up today, it was rather annoying actually and it really thought me a good lesson on learning to be independent and taking charge of your own life. To tally up the hi count score, I must have said hi to maybe around five people in the hallways, I received some awkward reactions from a few people though I feel highly proud of myself that I'm doing this. I've been observing people for years and other than places such as Texas A & M University, ( which is the most friendliest place I've ever been to in my life, everywhere I went people would be smiling to me and saying - howdy !)people are rather snobs and inconsiderate, especially from the acquaintances we see everyday, they don't bother to make eye contact and at least make an effort to say hi. There were times when I said hi enthusiasticly to a group I did not know and they just gave me an awkward teasing reaction. Dunno, I just really don't care, maybe if I keep this up through the week I'll probably end up being popular but in a strange sort of way.

Hi count: 5

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp: Week 1, Day 3

" There are no hopeless situations, there are only people who has grown hopeless about them." - Clare Boothe

Well, today I must have said hi to about 15 people in my school. I received some mix reactions, some where friendly, somewhere rather snobbish. I said hi to a couple of girls with whom I had made some eye contact with earlier this year, the cutes ones and the not so cute ones. Lol, not to brag, I dont consider myself a Brad Pitt, but I'm a fairly descent cute guy and to that off, I'm probably one of the only asian dudes going to a crowded Latin and white cultured High School so I guess that makes me stand out.
Lol, I remember at one moment today, I was in a kinda enthusiastic mood to say hi to some people and I said hi to two mexican dudes passing by and said, " what's up my fellow homies?" ( in a friendly tone) and lol, they laughed and responded, " oh ****, what's up man?". Dunno, I know I probably made an ass out of myself, but I don't give a fvck, I'm having fun.

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp Week 1 Day 4

" When there's a will, there's a way." - shouted by Goku in DBZ, Dunno, the way he said it just sound a hell of a lot cooler.

Today, I was at that point where I felt I was comfortable at saying Hi just about anybody I know. I must have said hi to over 10 plus people today, so I'm ready to go on to the next week of the DJ Bootcamp. To me this part is just too easy and too natural, but I know not everybody is like that, so I recommend that if you're very hesitant at this, TAKE IT SLOW and work on the eye contact first.

AFC Mistake number 1# Mr. One itis : )

The definition of an AFC = Average Frustrated Chump. Today, I learned the most common mistake of all time tonight. I have been eying this girl for a long ass time and it's time that it stops tonight once and for all. I have to let this one go. A constant reminder to myself is I'm in the wild and exploring period in my life and I have to let this one go.

Tonight I text message her in hope of having a date but ****, she just flaked out like always. It's time for me to finally let this one go baby. No more.

Here is the lessons I learned from this one:

1.) When you're just 18 years old, at this point of your life, life is just way too short to concentrate on just one chick to bang.

2.) Asking for a date through Text messages is a bad idea. Dunno, what do you guys think?

 

[Microphone Fiend]

still on week 1

lol...anyways word...sometimes i satrt thinking too mcuh then i stop myself and say...."18 yr olds don't have time for this ****!"

The text 4 a date sounds lame...do it in person...keep the BC going this time too

 

[Roly]

Thanks Microphone, appreciate it. I'm reading my progresses right now and damn, I seem way too uptight in both my negative and positive experiences. I should definitely learn to relax, from now on, I'm going to keep my posts simple, cool and to the point. The point of this whole thing is to learn about myself and hopefully help others in the process.

 

[Roly]

DJ BOOTCAMP, Week 2, Day 1


" Desire outwits Nature." - Napoleon Hill, Think and Grow Rich.

Okay guys, I'm back and I don't plan on giving up ever, and you know what? You guys sure as hell better not to because I'm taking you all to my ride of glory....Lol that sounds like a badass line a coach would make for an opening for a motivational speech or something.

Well anyways, I started out my Day the same as always. Go to school, eat breakfast and chill with my friends. I usually hang out with a groups of different people when today, I hanged out with a different group. I remember chilling with one dude in particular. This guy seemed like the absalute personification of a total badass, in a non gay description, he possessed a laidback and fun personality. I don't like to use this term often, but if any he was the " alpha male" in our breakfast table this morning. Today, I noticed one aspect that fun guys usually possess, they are GREAT MAGNETIC STORYTELLERS. I noticed this know, All coolest guys I know have this trait, this I believe is an important skill to learn for all the DJs out there.

Alright as for my progress, I know this had nothing to do with the DJ exercises, but it was I felt really related to it. For my Media Tech class, our Teacher made us call a bunch of people for this Telephone Script assignment, it was really no biggie for me, but a couple of people in my class were really nervous and flustered about it. It really gave me an idea for me to improve my telephone skills as well since sometimes I come off as a bit unethusiastic, this year I plan on doing a couple of prank phone calls just for the hell of it.
This morning in 4th period class, I talk to one group of people who I never got a chance to really interact. It was a fun conversation, since I was a Filipino, they were asking me about Filipinas and how tight their pussies are and all that stereotypical crap. Then in 7th period class, I talked to this random dude in office and spent a 30 munite conversation about him about which is better the X-Box or Playstation 2? Tennis and Anna Kornicova, Mandy Moore and her lameass boyfriend. This dude was a real tennis freak, dunno I just went along with it.

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp Week 2 Day 2


" Be not afraid of life. Believe that life is worth living and belief will help create that fact." A wise quote indeed by William James.

Today, I was in a rather exhausted mood since I only had five hours of sleep last night. This state of mind, yet I was very much awared of it, stayed in me throughout my day. I was exhausted not bummed so I appeared in a relax mood throughout my day.

This mid morning, I had a pleasant conversation with this girl who sat behind me in Pre Calculus Class. She was somewhat too healthy for me but she did possessed a cute face with a charming curious personality. Speaking from a sexually compulsed standpoint, if she ever trims herself, take those glasses off and act more feminine, I'd bang her in a second.

Today, I also had an intense yet pleasant conversation with a cute varsity basketball player. Her name is Dianna, I played with her back in Open Gym sessions during the summer, for a small girl, she possess great skill. I enjoyed the conversation, I was teasing her about me always letting me have a free shot over. Hehe ( She's only about 5'0 tall so yeah.) She invited me to go see her basketball tonight, but unfortunately I just can't make it, I owe my brother a favor and have to drive his ass to go buy him an X-Box later on tonight. He's madly obsessed about it, those things have been sold out for a couple of weeks now.

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp Week 2 Day 3


" The will to conquer is the first condition to Victory"- Ferdinand Fonch


Today went by fine and dandy. For my Media Tech class, I was assigned an awesome assignment in which I had to go up to a couple of random people and promote the class at the sametime. It was a bit goofy, man, I'm going to do a crap load of editing. The reactions from the people is what you'd expect, they were a bit surprise and nervous at first because they were going beyond their comfort zone. In the end, It seems like some of them had a sigh of relief on their faces after the whole thing was over with.

Then after school, I played basketball with a couple of strangers in the park. I've always been an avid streetball player, but this time I tried to be more conversational and I did strike up a conversation with this dude who happens to go to my school. His name is Marcus, he goes to my media tech class, he's a cool, funny guy, his style of amusement is joking gay remarks at people. ( Let's hope they are.)

After we were done playing, I came to the realization that I truly love to play this game. I've always been a descent player, but my love for the game will always be eternal. As I look back in the past, in my basketball career, there were a couple of things I did wrong. My mentality was wrong and selfish. There's nothing I would LOVE TO DO but go back in my Freshman year, put those red and blue jersey again and do things over, the RIGHT WAY. I look back and gaze at my mentality and how I approached the game, here were my mistakes and lessons I learned, I'm going to incorporate these lessons in other aspects of life.

(1.) I lacked the personality, mentality and toughness.
I learned that basketball is a MAN'S GAME, with that comes a MAN'S mentality to do well and thrive to the whole thing. I was rather quiet, I did not possessed and didn't work on that leadership mentality a coach needs with all his players. In basketball, it is important to develop a tough, strongwill personality a coach can rely on to call out a defensive order for zone situations and drills and to pull the team together during a time of possible defeat.As a player, you must learn to have positive faith in yourself, confidence you can get the job done. I lacked the confidence to perform during key games.

(2.) Not being in the best shape I could possibly be.
When you go out on a date or a social gathering, it would be stupid as hell if you go out with torn shirts and jeans and crappy flip flops. Same thing with basketball, I had the skill and a hell of a shot, but I believed I could have been a hell of a lot faster by running those stairs in the offseason and hell of a lot stronger by hitting the weights 2 to 3 times a week.

(3.) Not Establishing a descent Connection with my coaches and teammates.
This is truly one of my biggest mistakes I truly regret in my basketball career. I never had that sense of unity that you would want with your teammates and coaches to get the job done. When it comes to game, it is important to atleast have an understanding with your coaches and teammates. How can you do this? by actually learning how to deal with people in a calm emotional manner, if you want something to change, you have to get your message across, I never had the courage within myself to do this.

(4.) Playing for the Wrong reasons.
As I look back, before every game, All I was thinking about really was about myself. I was thinking, I'm gonna score 15 points tonight again and can't wait to hit those threes. In every practice, I was saying to myself, " How am I going to make myself better?", yeah that's part of it, but also another question. " How can I make my teammates better." Basketball is a team game damnit, always is and always will be. I'd pick five regular players who can play together GREAT as a team than five all-stars who has bigass egos can't get the job done for ****. ( Look at the Lakers, last year and this year.)

To all you b-ball athletes, don't make my mistake. Because Life is all about regrets and like my coach said a long time ago, " to all you seniors, no matter how old you are, you will remember this for the rest of your life." Looking back, it really hurts, but I'll move on. It feels great, to get this message across.

 

[Roly]

Dj Bootcamp Week 2 Day 4

" Great things are done by putting small things together"- Vincent Van Gogh

Today I figured out an important realization to kind of give me a boost up throughout my day. It works for me, I think it's good to find yourself a cool, genuine, naturally cool DJ who doesn't know jack**** about SoSuave.com but you can already tell that he's a naturally cool dude by just because of his natural sense of humor, his bodylanguage and just the way he acts and talks. I hang out with this dude at school during breakfast and he's got a group of people already around him laughing at his sexually explicit jokes and wacky stories. His name is Steven Ross, this dude was nominated as " Most adventurous" last year for my class because he's got a reputation for the doing wildest crap a person can think of. He used to be into backyard wrestling, loves to go bungee jumping and is probably the king of bar pick ups and one night stands. He told me his latest conquest was a 38 year old woman he banged and barely found out until he got sober. You can tell that this guy doesn't give a damn what people think of him since he uses the f-word at almost every sentence he says. Damn, I wish I was as natural as this guy, he possessed the quality which is called " specialized knowledge". You know that quote - " knowledge is power." That's all a bunch of bull, it's not what you know, it's how you use what you know to get the job done. It's your personality, mindset and emotional I.Q. that can make things happen for you. Knowledge and idealism are like bullets, if you don't got the gun and balls to fire em, your ass is going to get totally annihilated still. Knowledge doesn't mean ****.
Okay, today I talked to a couple of people and approached several chics with the mission to start some casual conversations just for the hell of it. I remember having this cool conversation with a substitute teacher in my Economics class. We were talking about the aspects of sales and manufacturing. In the end of it all, he gave me a big ass lecture about going to college and not being a stubborn moron like his 30 yr old brothers.
This afternoon,since I didn't bring my car with me to school, I had no choice but to hitch a ride with one of my friends. He had another friend in the back with him and I started a casual conversation with him and joked around. Oh man, we had a little adventure today since in the middle of the expressway our car broked down and totally stopped. We slid off and almost hit the side of the bridge until we gained control in the nick of time.

 

[Roly]

DJ Bootcamp: Memoirs from Week 2 Day 5

" Success is the ability to go from one failure to another without loss of enthusiasm." - Winston Churchill


Yesterday I clearly had no idea what to expect. It was Friday and I intended to have fun and chill out with the crew. The day got to be more interesting when I went to this local carnival near my area. I haven't been really been to many carnivals, but I found it really fascinating and just gazing at it with curiousity. The people who does all that carnival crap are trained to be people's person, they kind of have that manipulating tone of a salesman and the mind of a hustler to rip people out of their money. " Hey buddy boy, come on and win one for your girlfriend, only a dollar for each shot." Damn, I remember wasting about 15 bucks for this basketball stand, those rims were probably rigged cause hell, I never miss a close range shot like that. I chatted up a couple of the circus crew, it turned out these people are from Kansas. I can tell since most of the people who worked there was white and had this hillbillish accent.
It was fun. I went into a rollercoaster for the first time since I was five. At first I tried to remain calm and take it like a man. But as the damn thing went higher and plunge even faster, I started to scream a bit since I felt like my chest was going to explode.
Anyways, we took a couple of people with me. My friend took these nice, pretty asian girls to tag along. They're Filipino yet they're somewhat conservative looking and not really good at english. I understood everyword they said in Tagalog though, and there is this one pretty girl who I know was checking me out and I would flirt and kino often, but I decided not to go for it since I felt like I was flirting with my mom. Dunno, I love asian girls and I plan on going to Japan or maybe China just to explore and look the nice monuments and stuff and of course, explore them asian ladies.

 

[Roly]

Approaching sessions log, # 1, # 2

" I do not try to dance better than anyone else, I try to dance better than myself." - Michael Birshivoak

Screw Week 3, it's going to take me more than a week to at least get descently good at approaching. Okay, this is one of my weaknesses, I plan on working on it until I get better. To be honest, I'm not really nervous approaching a girl, though most of the time I do it in a way that seems very unnatural because there are way too many things going on inside my head. So my goal, is to make my approach more natural and long term wise, CONQUER ALL my inner demons thats keeping me from being successful. From here on out and through the month of February, I'm going to dedicate this time to get good at the Art of Approaching. You Guys are very much welcome to critique my approach, especially to all you Masters.

Okay here are my approaches for today:

(1.) Cute, slim, long haired girl: Okay, I approached this one from the front, I gave her the eye contact and she gave me a slight smile, Just when she thought I was going to pass her, I kind of quickly went at her and said hello. This is how the conversation kind of went.

Me: Hey, hows it going?
Her: Giggles, hey
Me: What you doin right now?
Her: I'm goin to choir
Me: What do you guys do over there?
Her: lol, we sing.
Me: Oh, never heard of that one
Her: Lol
(At this point I thought that was pretty cheezy and ejected, but damn, I knew she was attracted to me, I should have gotten her number, oh well, I'm probably bound to see her around campus sometimes, Next time I'm going to take advantage.)

(2.) Cute, Tennis girl: I've seen her around before and was always familiar with her, yet never bothered to talk to her at school. She was hangin around in my table during lunch. Here's how it went.

I was sitting down in front in her, she was close to the very left side of my table, lookin around and holding her tennis racket.

Me: Hey, what's up?
Her: Nothing much
Me: You're from tennis right?
Her: ( a slight chuckle) Do I look like I'm from basketball?
Me: Do you know this dude name Zack? ( I know this creepy tennis freak in my 7th period class, I don't even know why the hell I brought that up.)
Her: Ummm... ( weird facial expression) yeah
Me: Yeah, he's always talking about his baby.
Her: Yeah, I think it's ugly.
( We continued to have a conversation about this dude's baby then she asked me to go with her to get her tray, we had another casual conversation. It turns out she knew a couple of friends, so she sat down and ate with us. I walked her to her class afterwards, she seems to be very talkative and possessed a nice, enthusiastic personality. We'll have to see about this one.)