Robyn's approach journal

[Masculinity]

This post is based on TIC's journal, which I found an awesome idea (thanks TIC!) and decided to share my progress/failures in 14 straight days of approaching girls.

Stats: Just turned 21 on my sophomore year of college, 6ft tall, 180lbs, trained PUA with David D'angelo's programs along with others, dated two models; one moved out of state and the other was a possessive b!tch haha.

Issues: Approach anxiety, doubt myself sometimes, and mind goes blank around hb's.

Goals: Get rid of my anxiety; find at find at least 2 desirables to see during this time (one per week); make moves, make friends, and be surrounded and hangout with hb's.

ALL comments and constructive criticism are welcomed!

 

[Masculinity]

The day before my first day on the project

I met a girl in Biology a few weeks ago, made her my lab partner, have been talking to her, got her # and making progress.

We've gone to lunch together between lab and lecture.
Monday morning:

hb9: Hey, did you get the e-mail about class being cancelled?! Not that I'm happy (professor) is sick, but we get more time to study, huh? Hope you had an awesome weekend =]
Me: Hah, you're not as innocent as you seem! I'm a good boy and you're a bad influence on me! Too bad you had to work all weekend, huh?
hb9: Ugh, exhausting, but that's more money in the bank, huh? Hah!
Me: Right on the money! and you basically admitted to being a bad influence cause of not replying!
hb9:Haha, nah I just saw that message. I'm not sure I'm coming to campus cause I got a ton of errands to run. How long are you gonna be there?
Me: I changed plans also, I got some things to get done, so I'll be there later.
We can study there or at your apt, either is fine with me. I don't really know you outside school though so for my safety I'd have to meet you in a wide-open, public place where I can run away if you turn out to be a psycho ;]
hb9: Hah! Well, I'll give you a call when I'm done with everything.
( 11 hours after: I never got the call, but don't let it get to me maybe she's busy. I'll wait a couple of days for her to contact me or till I see her in class on Wed)
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It's 11pm and I haven't finished with the pile of homework the size of Rossie O'Donnel in my room. I'm doing hw and will update tomorrow.

 

[TIC]

This post is based on TIC's journal, which I found an awesome idea (thanks TIC!)

What can I say? I'm honored to have inspired you sir. One really important piece of advice would be to realize that you will have bad, sometimes miserable days out there. We all know that the dating scene is rigged against men and its a war-zone out there, etc. I don't need to explain because we've all seen the threads on it, and experienced it.

What you do is keep marching on even if you feel awful; walk through failure. I know I've gotten to the point of depression many times (for more reasons than just women). But I won't quit until I've reached my goal. Make sure you do the same.

 

[Masculinity]

What can I say? I'm honored to have inspired you sir. One really important piece of advice would be to realize that you will have bad, sometimes miserable days out there. We all know that the dating scene is rigged against men and its a war-zone out there, etc. I don't need to explain because we've all seen the threads on it, and experienced it.

What you do is keep marching on even if you feel awful; walk through failure. I know I've gotten to the point of depression many times (for more reasons than just women). But I won't quit until I've reached my goal. Make sure you do the same.

Deff agree on this, sometimes I feel like quitting myself, especially when I get rejected and my self esteem goes down to the ground, but I keep my head up and in the fishing game. I think that the more you approach, the stronger you become psychologically, which eventually leads to a state-of-the-art confidence and game!

 

[Masculinity]

Day #1 (happened to be my 21st bday!!!)

Success, success, success!!!

Girl # 1 (Kayla) hb7.5

I met her in Spanish class and we were talking about food and she showed me a video of her dancing. I gamed her for 10 minutes, teased her, made her laugh and we exchanged phone number and are probably going salsa dancing this weekend if not next. I'm waiting 2-3 days until I call, unless she calls me first.

Girl # 2 (Samantha) hb8

I met her on Facebook before moving to CA to attend school; she never came and she stayed 3 hours away in another city. Long story short, I gamed her for a good 30 minutes that we talked and got the #.

hb: You should come visit meee!
dj: What's in it for me if I do?
hb: Lol, you don't have to spend money in a taxi or a hotel ;]
dj: Hah, just cause i'm visiting doesn't mean you get to take me home =P
hb: Stop it, be nice! I'm trying to relax you for a day ;]
hb: Omg it's your bday! Is this forrreaaaal?
dj: The question is what are you getting me for my present?
hb: You'll get it if you come see me! ;]
dj: hint hint?
hb: You can't touch it, but you can feel it ;]
dj: lol whaaat?
dj: I'm really busy this week and if I were to come I'm not sure if I can come or not this weekend, but if not, then probably next.
hb: IF you can come? =[
dj: I've just been hella busy lately
hb: what are you doing in LA? You should move to (her city) ;]
dj: Haha...oh please, don't start with the I-wanna-move-in-with-you stuff!
hb: It's not very exciting here, I'm bored
dj: You better be ready for when I come cause you won't be bored! =P I'll check my schedule and update you on visiting. I gotta go, sweet dreams!
hb: Kiss kiss dj ;]

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Happy 21st birthday to me! I had a long day with homework, class, work, class, and guess what? yes, more homework, lol. I'm very happy with my 1st day and I'm completely exhausted. I'm going to sleep! I will update tomorrow.

 

[Masculinity]

Day # 2

Hey guys, I couldn't get to my computer the other night; I got stuck in traffic and made it home half asleep!

Let's get right into it:

Girl # 3: hb8 (Yannette) is in the same Spanish class as Kayla; the girl who I met the day before :rockon: I didn't bring my book to class and we were assigned to work in pairs, so what did I do? I told this cutie to get herself and her book next to me (she was sitting a seat to the right and one towards the back from where I sit). At the end of class, I closed and got her #; she didn't even know her new number, but she had her phone right on her crotch and I said "Give me that," grabbed it while unintentionally touching where girls loved to be touched, haha, dialed my number and called; the phone was locked and the beginning and she even unlocked it for me!

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I saw hb9 (Ashley) in class the other day, but she was in a rush and I didn't talk to her much except to let her borrow my notes; I haven't heard back from her even in regards to my notes. Ash didn't call me the other night because she "got called into work." I'm giving it a few more days until I see her in class next time and decide if I'm moving on or stay working on her.

On the other hand, I have also been working on my fear approach anxiety: I started talking to this beautiful hb9 (unknown name) in the same bioogy class, along with this Asian hb8.5 (unknown name) - both girls sit in the same row I sit in and I teased them and I'm glad to share that there is no greater feeling than to see highly attractive girl(s) blush in nervousness/shyness in response to your wit. I'm going to talk to them in class next week and close with at least one.

 

[Masculinity]

Day # 3

I had a long day as I had to wake up at 5:30am after going to sleep at 1am the night before.

Girl # 4 hb8.5 (Esther)

I attended a 6-hour school meeting to get to know a university I'm possibly interested in attending, when on the back of the room I saw this blonde hb8.5 who attends my school that I had teased back at the counseling complex where I work when she was with her mom. I immediately kept my cool and pretended not to see her, but at the end of the meeting I was getting cup of water and she was exiting the room. I instantly accused her of following me around right in front of her mother (I know...trust me...after seeing this girl, if you're really straight, you would have talked yourself into it also, haha)

dj: Hey! Oh my gosh, you seriously have GOT to stop following me around! ;]
hb: Giggling and smiling: FOLLOWING you?!
dj: This relationship is already dysfunctional and I don't like being stalked!
hb: Red like a tomato with her beautiful green eyes focused on me and smiling speechlessly
comment: She's pursuing he same major as I am, and therefore, she is literally my competition, which I felt would be perfect to talk about.
dj: Thaaaat's right! I'm your competition, kiddo =P
hb: Smiling and trying to accuse me of not doing a good job and screwing up her appointment the week before while mom starts making friendly talk.
comment: It was now or never, so in front of her mother, I went for it and got her e-mail as she just got her number "recycled" for overpayment in her phone bill, haha. Even the mother gave me a I-can't-believe-you-have-the-guts-to-do-that-move-and-still-be-here priceless look.
dj:Cool, maybe I'll e-mail you later and catch up.
hb: Literally cracking up as she still blushing with and smiling with a beautiful set of straight, ultra-white teeth and trying to mimic me says: "Maybe I'll e-mail you later," haha I like that.

I don't have any complaints thus far and I will continue the project on my next day of school and update, give me some feedback guys!

 

[Masculinity]

Day # 4

What's happening guys! After a bunch of midterms, I decided to freeze the project and today I got back to being talkative and approaching.

I got a number today. Girl # 5 hb9.5 (Rosa)

Rosa is a beauuutiful light skinned Spanish girl with whom I have been talking more and more. I got the # and I'm going to followup with her next week.

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My Spanish class is just LOADED with hot chicks; you would NOT believe what your eyes tell you. Anyway, Kayla and I have been texting and she seems interested, but when I asked her out she never got back to me. I comepletely ignored her in class today along with Yannette. It seems I'm good getting number and initial interaction, but once it goes to texting or setting up a meeting I usually get flaked on or never replied to. Any ideas to take care of this issue?

PS: Samantha never got in touch with me and it's been two weeks; she's out of the game unless she contacts me and attempts to make up.