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Don Juan
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First off, I am, what most people would probably consider, highly emotional when it comes to love. I have virutally no interest in sex, I fall in love easily, and so on. Also, I am 16 years old.
On to the girl. She's 15. I met her about two years ago at Church and I fell in love with her the minute I first saw her. I was a moron back then but I don't think she remembers. I haven't had a crush on her the whole two years, I'll move on to another girl for a while and then, for example, I'll almost literally run into her at a Church dinner on the way to the garbage can. I haven't really talked to her much, but when I do talk to her she seems very friendly. I've met a couple of her friends on myspace (she didn't introduce, her best friend added me and I added her other best friend). From what I know about her, she seems to share my values and beliefs, to at least a reasonable extent. Like myself, she's never been on a date (to the question "Single or group dates?" in her survey thing, she answered "single - even though I've never been on one", so I don't know if this means she's never been on a date period or just a single date). She's stunningly beautiful, especially in person. I may be the only one to see her the way I do, but I think she's more beautiful than even someone like Miwa Oshiro or Ayumi Kinosh!ta (bad comparison though since she's Polish
).
After finding this site, I know what I have to do at this point and am going to make my move very soon. So on to the problem...
She's an actress. She's in a lot of school plays. And now I find out through a bulletin that she's going to be in Grease, as Sandy - the main female character. I want to be happy for her, but somehow I'm not. I'm depressed about it. Think of all the implications. First of all, some guy's going to be all over her. I know it's just acting, but I can't bear the thought. And now I'm completely doubting everything. The girls of my dreams has always been a girl who's never been kissed (at least if she's going to be my first kiss anyway). Allison likely never has - unless it was in a musical, in which case it would've meant nothing. Not only would I have lost her first kiss, but I would've lost it to essentially nothing. And what if this turns into something serious, and, simultaneously, so does her acting? I really don't think I want a wife with such a committing career - she's supposed to be committed to me. And on top of that, she'd be in a position of great risk (among other things), and me, the man, who's supposed to be dominant, has relatively none compared to her. But at the same time, I wouldn't want to keep her from her dream even if she'd let me. So now my brain is completely doing bad **** to me. Can anyone give me a hand with this?
On to the girl. She's 15. I met her about two years ago at Church and I fell in love with her the minute I first saw her. I was a moron back then but I don't think she remembers. I haven't had a crush on her the whole two years, I'll move on to another girl for a while and then, for example, I'll almost literally run into her at a Church dinner on the way to the garbage can. I haven't really talked to her much, but when I do talk to her she seems very friendly. I've met a couple of her friends on myspace (she didn't introduce, her best friend added me and I added her other best friend). From what I know about her, she seems to share my values and beliefs, to at least a reasonable extent. Like myself, she's never been on a date (to the question "Single or group dates?" in her survey thing, she answered "single - even though I've never been on one", so I don't know if this means she's never been on a date period or just a single date). She's stunningly beautiful, especially in person. I may be the only one to see her the way I do, but I think she's more beautiful than even someone like Miwa Oshiro or Ayumi Kinosh!ta (bad comparison though since she's Polish
).After finding this site, I know what I have to do at this point and am going to make my move very soon. So on to the problem...
She's an actress. She's in a lot of school plays. And now I find out through a bulletin that she's going to be in Grease, as Sandy - the main female character. I want to be happy for her, but somehow I'm not. I'm depressed about it. Think of all the implications. First of all, some guy's going to be all over her. I know it's just acting, but I can't bear the thought. And now I'm completely doubting everything. The girls of my dreams has always been a girl who's never been kissed (at least if she's going to be my first kiss anyway). Allison likely never has - unless it was in a musical, in which case it would've meant nothing. Not only would I have lost her first kiss, but I would've lost it to essentially nothing. And what if this turns into something serious, and, simultaneously, so does her acting? I really don't think I want a wife with such a committing career - she's supposed to be committed to me. And on top of that, she'd be in a position of great risk (among other things), and me, the man, who's supposed to be dominant, has relatively none compared to her. But at the same time, I wouldn't want to keep her from her dream even if she'd let me. So now my brain is completely doing bad **** to me. Can anyone give me a hand with this?