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[Dedication]

Time to put most of the theory into action. This way I will see for myself what works and I can discard that what doesn't.

My weekends

- Friday night - Go out
- Saterday morning - write out field report.
- Saturyday night - Go out
- Saterday morning - write out field report.
- Sunday morning - Post field reports, update goals and update belief system.

My commitment

- Every time I enter a club I will make atleast 10 approaches.
- I will stick to this untill 23 Januari 2011.

A short post for grand results

 

[Dedication]

I've been going out with my wingman PuaNatural, he calls himself a PUA but he is a natural This guy has seen the pickup artist show season 1 and when he realized what was possible, he was solid ever since. He doesn't know anything about the community and the only pua lingo he knows is IOI.

7 sets.

Before I went out I went inside a fastfood joint alone. Got my burgers and spent some time enjoying the father and son next to me who where having a fatmaking meal. There where 10 chicks or so eating at the table across from me, they where talking about me while I was watching some TV,
HB?: Hey look who is that?
HB??: I think thats -My sisters name- brother.
HB???: Lets get his attantion.
*Entire group starts acting weird, standing up and waving.
Me:*Ignores them and still watches TV*
When i'm done eating I get up and make my leave.
HB?: Can I ask you something?
Me:Mmmh?
HB?: Are you -my sisters name-'s brother?
Me:Yeah thats right,
HB? and HB?? start giggleing together and talking happily.
Me:* I ignore them and make my leave*
HB???: Hey he's leaving just like that!!
ME: *Left*

Next time
- when I hear people talking about me I can just join them and say: So whats going on? I heard you people where very interrested in me so what do you want to know?

The next 6 approaches where all in the club. 4 of them where just asking me how there night was going on so I could fill up my 10 approaches. The other 2 like this:

I saw a HB who was very cute from far away
Me: Hey hows your night going?
HBcffa: blablabla *She was leaning in and excited to tell me something*
Me: I'm with a friend who has an Afro (Yes NaturalPUA has an afro) and he wants to shave his head bald, I think thats stupid because he looks so good right now *while pointing at him*
HBcffa: NNNOOoo he shouldn't shave his head, he looks so cute.
Me: *I realize just how un bieutifull this chick looks from closeby*
Me: *Just walked away*

The last 20 minutes there was an ending, because it was some DJ's birthday he decided to beatbox. It sounded really stupid and I went to get my -Clothing piece you wear when you go outside- when I saw a chick,

Me: Great ending huh?
HBc: Yeah, It was the BEST ending ever! <Here she made a joke, because the DJ was telling everybody how this was his BEST birthday ever!>
Me: Hehe, I hope we can have more party's like this, *sarcasticly*
HBc: hahaha
Me: *get my -clothing piece- and walk off with NaturalPUA*

Afther that, I went to his house the next day. He showed me how he plays the girls online. This guy doesn't was chatting up girls and since his "Dutch language IQ" is low he usually doesn't even understand what the girls say. But thats when I noticed how good he was with his online game.

HB9: Hey!
NaturalPUA: Hey baby
~Chatter~ *HB9 gets her webcam on*
HB9: You're actually not my type.
NaturalPUA: But what can I do to be your type??
HB9: Well.... there's nothing you can you because - sirrious bull****-
NaturalPUA *said to me*: What is she talking about? I really don't understand this hahahaha, (He really didn't it was to complicated ;p)
NaturalPUA: I know I can change myself, I have muscles I just need to get more sun so my skin coller will get better.
HB9: ~Sirrious bull**** again~
NaturalPUA: Yeah, i'll do that with PHOTOSHOP!!! WHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHAHAAHH
HB9:*Reaction was priceless, she was taking a back started laughing... Didn't know what to do and started laughing again*
*The game was on!*

Then I left for work.


What to do next time

- Stick longer in sets and make it happen or get blown out.
- Give the ladys a little more touch
- Stick to the damn commitment, approach 10!

Anything else
- I'm dutch so I don't know if its possible to translate every interaction, since i'm doing this for me I might just type out what happened some of the dialog and post more about my inner game than outer game.
- I need to notice my belief system. Don't set it up for failure anymore.

 

[Dedication]

Friday - not as planned


There's been a snow blizzard here so I couldn't leave the house at friday, I called an old friend of mine (haven't spoken with him in 2 years) and he told me that he was celebrating his birthday tomorrow and he invited me to his party. My friend was unmotivated and got kicked out of school, he just signed up for the army and passed the first physical exame (if thats what its called.) I hope he gets some discipline drilled into him there :kick:

Saturday

I went to his party and saw him. We talked a bit, I told some stories about my daily life and he did about his. Then I noticed that this was the first time i've been to a party with boys and girls. He was the centre of the attantion and that got most of the chicks eyeing him. The last time I saw him he was without any women, now he has more than me :rockon:

Later that night friends of his came in, they where silly and goofy with high fives and thumps up but where having fun. I opened some chicks and chatted with them, I noticed that most of them where taken because they came with thier boyfriend. That stopped my pursuit because I didn't want to cause any trouble in a party with 20 people. Untill 2 chicks showed up who where clearly without any bf, at that moment silly and goofy came on and gamed those 2 chicks perfectly. Afther a little while david opened me (one of them):

David: Hey what do you think of her hair should she keep it this way or change it back to her natural state?
*David and his girl looked at me*
David: *made thumps down at me behind her back (clearly signing that her hair had to be changed*
Me:*Playing along with David* Yeah you should definitely change your hair back to your original state, I haven't seen you before but this looks ridiculous.
The chick: OMG I do look ridiculous, I should change this.

Then David pulled the chick to the bathroom for some action, he just showed me how to pull chicks at party's. The party went on and I chatted with random people before I left.

To do
- Keep in touch with my friend and make contact with Silly and Goofy, they posses natural game which I can learn from.
- Get inside more party's with girls'n'boys. That sh1t is fun!

 

[Dedication]

WTF I just wrote a very long article and now when I pressed Ctrl + F my stupid web browser just refresed the page and deleted everything I typed. GODDAMMITT!! I'll type it again this time but without all the details.

Saturday
I went to Rotterdam, once there I opened a 2 set.

Me: Hey ladys, haven't I seen you here last week?
Both: No that can't be *giggle*
Me:

Cancer I can't type it again. Its all out of my head. :cuss:

Note
Save your goddamn posts often!

 

[Dedication]

I took a shower and thought about what a waste it would be if I didn't write it down so here it goes.

Saturday

2set.
Me: Hey lady's, weren't you here last week?
Both: Nooo that can't be we weren't here last week.
Me: Oh I must have been mistaken because all you girls look alike
Both:*giggle*
Me: What are your names?
Me + Both:*exchange names, at this time I noticed that the brunette has bracers*
Me: Hey howlong did you have those bracers?
Brunette: I've had them for 2 years.
Me: I really want to get them aswell but i'm afraid you know... About walking with them for a couple of years.
Brunette:Ooooh nooo you really won't regret it. You should really get them!
Me:*turning to the blonde* Wow you're lucky, you didn't even need any bracers.
Blonde: Blablabla
Me:Well I'll be going now, it was nice to meet you both.
Both:*looking at me clearly wanting more*

I walked away because I run out of things to say on the spot and am afraid of rejection. I decided to dance on a balkony where you could stand on and watch the crowd from below partying it up, a little while later a blonde came next to me wanting my attention ofcourse I didn't know what to say untill a very popular dutch song came on. Broodje bakpao by The Opposites.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hn-noqGTwuo&feature=related

This song is a guys only song and I thought the DJ made a mistake or something lol.

Me: Hey, did you notice that only the boys started dancing to this song?
Blonde: blablabla *Couldn't hear her, whatever I don't care )
Me: Yeah this is clearly not a chick song, no chick on this planet likes this song hahaha.
Blonde: blablabla *I'm thinking, Yeah you want me huh??"
We chatter for a bit untill...
Blonde:Hey i'm going away but please wait for me OK???
Me: Sure *thinking its strange for her to ask me this, no girl has done this. But then again I'm never talking to girls either haha*
- Afther the blonde came back -
Blonde: Hey wanna come with us to ----
Me: Sure i'd like to come. *While I didn't even hear where she wanted me to go too.*
Blonde: Alright! Lets get my girlfriend and we can get go.
Me: yeah.
- At this point the blonde leave's while I wait for 3 minutes thinking she'll be back... -
Me thinking: *She ain't coming back huh... Wait... Sh111t!! she wanted me to go with her ofcourse, why did I wait here she must've thought that I dumped her hahahaha*

Afhter that I became really happy because a complete stranger wanted me to come with her. My face was beaming with delight while I walked around the balcony, passed my PuaNatural friend who was gaming 2 other chicks. He is such a natural. Then I passed a hot blonde.

Blonde: Oooh You are really cool! *While she was touching my chest and upper arm at the same time*
Me:Yeah thats right!
Blond: OMG!!! *While she put her hands on her face and turned to her girlfriends, as if she had touched a celebrity.*
Me: *I just walked on, because I didn't want to look like a chode who just stand there*

Right now I can say that I'm really effected by making a wrong impression. I can open good and hold a conversation for 5 minutes but afther that i'm afraid that I blow it up so I just leave. I think that i'm effected by that disorder online test. It told me that I was a bit narcissistic.

http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/narcissistic.html

This part: Narcissists tend to make good first impressions, yet have difficulty maintaining long-lasting relationships. I noticed in the past that some relasionships where cut off, most of it was because I studied spiritual enlightenment and couldn't really connect to my old friend anymore who still kept on playing videogames. But maybe i'm just rambling and its all sh1t, i'll look into The Gunwitch Method. I heard it was had the Make it or Brake it mentality which forces you to go all the way, yeah that'd be cool