Ran into old oneitis AGAIN - what became of her damn...

[TheGambino]

Remember I invited a badboy drvg dealer natural DJ/manipulator to a party with two chicks, he brung his buddy and they outplayed my old oneitis and her best friend (her friend is all in love with him now, my old oneitis cut contact with tthe other dude I think since he got a woman). I was in bed with her getting naked and they pulled her away. I went old afc (drunk) and bailed.

Background: Shes a banker, master study educated, hb9 model, my dreamwomen tbh but she is nothing but trouble.

After that I ran intoo her a couple of times and was the DJ like I learned here. No talking only greeting and ignoring minding other girls. It's her, the girl from all the threads. I just have to share this.

Ran intoo her today while I was dancing in a club. I saw her and ignored her, she noticed me and pushed me in the club. I turned to her and she greets me with kisses on my cheek. From that point her friend and the badboy guy who I cut contact with were c0ckbl0cking me. She pushed me to smoke a cigarette, grabbing my hand and her friend came to c0ckbl0ck. Im sure the guy tells them not to talk to me. Hes a old ''''''''friend' who does NOT like me. I kinda told his buddy to gtfo before I break his head a couple after that night I introduced them to eachother.

Anyway I played hard to get and minded my business. She kept coming to me, I finally chose to isolate her since she was so persistance and we hugged and kissed.

Then she kept dancing with me and at the end of the night she asked me to take her home.

I was not planning to do that since I was drunk too(driving) and I dont want to get caught up with her again.

She was drugged. She never used drugs before I introduced her to that guy and he brung his friend. They used MDMA (harddrugs for the first time this summer, I declined ofcourse)


He made a druguser of her. She was all drugged up.

I told her deeply in pain tbh without a joke and she saw that: ''He made a druguser of you'' I am sad. I know her for 5 years, and we had hella fun at school those years.

Me: this is akward.

Her: hmm yeah this is akward... *myname nevermind just go home and go to sleep and she grabbed my face.

I bailed.

I am caught up with her, I will admit that but I promised myself not to get involved with her so I was not planning to take her home since she is only nothing but trouble.

Goodnight, I just wanted to share this since you guys are the only ones that care about making the members better.

Im thinking about texting her, but Im staying with my point that I decided to take with the advice of you guys months ago, MOVE ON. I wont contact her but this was the second girl I really, really liked in my life years ago and I see her like this now. Hurt my stomach tbh since I hate harddrvgs so much and seeing her face like that.

She cared about me, about my mom, helped me write a letter to the department of justice for some sh1t I was caught up with due my moms finances those days 4 years ago.

Alright, let's try cough it up again for real, goodnight.

 

[BeExcellent]

DON'T DO IT.

You are drunk and nothing good comes of this tonight. No no no NO!

 

[TheGambino]

I like the fact that in most of your encounters you handle yourself accordingly like a DJ. ND it really is hard letting go of a girl who you consider your dream girl, definitely been there.
I agree with excellent, don't do it ! You've already showed more than enough interest and effort

Yeah Ive learned from mistakes

 

[RichardTheFrog]

Post a pic if she's really as hot as you say.

 

[TheGambino]

Post a pic if she's really as hot as you say.

Sure, gonna Pm You

 

[QuadDeuces]

Have you done some soulsearching on the reason why she is your oneitis?
I mean are you really addicted to her and her beauty or are you addicted to the pain she brings into your life? The drama, the rollercoaster.
Is she living aspects of her life which are lacking in your own life?

I have run through many hot women, instagram models, fitness junkies, accomplished career women with lots of money, sex crazed women who have blown my mind in bed.
I have been dumped and dumped them with minimal psychological effects which didn't last long at all.
But my true oneitis is a 6 at best.
During a deep meditation, I realised that it is not her I miss, it's certain aspects of her life I'm missing in my own life, certain characteristics I lack in my own character.
It's the rollercoaster of drama I miss.
Realizing the things I subconsciously miss is teaching me things about what I should focus on to improve in myself.

 

[RangerMIke]

Man... you can do better than this. I guarantee you can find a better woman, but you have to let this one go. You have to make room in your life to find better people.

 

[TheGambino]

Have you done some soulsearching on the reason why she is your oneitis?
I mean are you really addicted to her and her beauty or are you addicted to the pain she brings into your life? The drama, the rollercoaster.
Is she living aspects of her life which are lacking in your own life?

I have run through many hot women, instagram models, fitness junkies, accomplished career women with lots of money, sex crazed women who have blown my mind in bed.
I have been dumped and dumped them with minimal psychological effects which didn't last long at all.
But my true oneitis is a 6 at best.
During a deep meditation, I realised that it is not her I miss, it's certain aspects of her life I'm missing in my own life, certain characteristics I lack in my own character.
It's the rollercoaster of drama I miss.
Realizing the things I subconsciously miss is teaching me things about what I should focus on to improve in myself.

Yes bro, she is good with finances. Loves kids, is really a woman

Have you done some soulsearching on the reason why she is your oneitis?
I mean are you really addicted to her and her beauty or are you addicted to the pain she brings into your life? The drama, the rollercoaster.
Is she living aspects of her life which are lacking in your own life?

I have run through many hot women, instagram models, fitness junkies, accomplished career women with lots of money, sex crazed women who have blown my mind in bed.
I have been dumped and dumped them with minimal psychological effects which didn't last long at all.
But my true oneitis is a 6 at best.
During a deep meditation, I realised that it is not her I miss, it's certain aspects of her life I'm missing in my own life, certain characteristics I lack in my own character.
It's the rollercoaster of drama I miss.
Realizing the things I subconsciously miss is teaching me things about what I should focus on to improve in myself.

Yes your right, ill answer later.

 

[Macaframalama]

Have you done some soulsearching on the reason why she is your oneitis?
I mean are you really addicted to her and her beauty or are you addicted to the pain she brings into your life? The drama, the rollercoaster.
Is she living aspects of her life which are lacking in your own life?

I have run through many hot women, instagram models, fitness junkies, accomplished career women with lots of money, sex crazed women who have blown my mind in bed.
I have been dumped and dumped them with minimal psychological effects which didn't last long at all.
But my true oneitis is a 6 at best.
During a deep meditation, I realised that it is not her I miss, it's certain aspects of her life I'm missing in my own life, certain characteristics I lack in my own character.
It's the rollercoaster of drama I miss.
Realizing the things I subconsciously miss is teaching me things about what I should focus on to improve in myself.

This is interesting. The ones I had a harder time getting over, were the ones I seemed to have the most drama with, but they all seemed to share allot of the same qualities, now that I think of it.

 

[TheGambino]

Have you done some soulsearching on the reason why she is your oneitis?
I mean are you really addicted to her and her beauty or are you addicted to the pain she brings into your life? The drama, the rollercoaster.
Is she living aspects of her life which are lacking in your own life?

I have run through many hot women, instagram models, fitness junkies, accomplished career women with lots of money, sex crazed women who have blown my mind in bed.
I have been dumped and dumped them with minimal psychological effects which didn't last long at all.
But my true oneitis is a 6 at best.
During a deep meditation, I realised that it is not her I miss, it's certain aspects of her life I'm missing in my own life, certain characteristics I lack in my own character.
It's the rollercoaster of drama I miss.
Realizing the things I subconsciously miss is teaching me things about what I should focus on to improve in myself.

She is great with money (finance study) and ambitious as me. She looks great, shes a model. She is intelligent but not confident (insecure as fauck) (I am confident). She says sweet and sincere things to me. She loves high heels and make up (I am attracted to woman that are a true woman). She is artistic, I want to embrace that and listen to her views on things, I always enjoyed that. She is a great kisser.

Her best friend tried to seduce me years ago, I was never, ever interested in her and she is in love with the drvgdealer. The drvgdealer never liked me and tells them not to talk to me. Her friend loves the thrill of op girl to f8ck with me. These girls are f8ckd up. She has been nothing but trouble to me, Im nexting.

 

[TheGambino]

Why are you taking blame for her poor choices? It sounds like you are hating yourself for introducing them, she the bad person, not you.

I know, hes making a mdma junkie of her right now, all hooked from that stuff on a regular party yesterday, sh1t is sad.

 

[TheGambino]

NC for life.

 

[Von]

She is great with money (finance study) and ambitious as me. She looks great, shes a model. She is intelligent but not confident (insecure as fauck) (I am confident). She says sweet and sincere things to me. She loves high heels and make up (I am attracted to woman that are a true woman). She is artistic, I want to embrace that and listen to her views on things, I always enjoyed that. She is a great kisser.

Her best friend tried to seduce me years ago, I was never, ever interested in her and she is in love with the drvgdealer. The drvgdealer never liked me and tells them not to talk to me. Her friend loves the thrill of op girl to f8ck with me. These girls are f8ckd up. She has been nothing but trouble to me, Im nexting.

Clearly she ain't ... a serious person with her stuff together wouldn't fall like that.

I know girls who became escort, stripers, cocaine addict and still became high level accountant with 6 figures income...

However, she dates a new guy every 6 months...

You've lost and love to waste time... you can't be a white knight... your experience should tell you that... other people issues aren't your issue