so.
anyways, my prom date, allison, like top 3 hottest girls in the school, so ****ing hard to get with
she dated my friend for like a week and then broke up with him
i think he's the only guy she's kissed, besides stephen when they got drunk, remember stephen because he also doesn't get girls, idk if he even talks to girls..i think he's kissed like 2 girls life time, he's just a bros bro
anyways, so i've been working on alli the past few weeks, and i'm starting to feel that spark of attraction, and when we get to prom, i know i can have it..she's responding, initiating convos, laughing, and dancing...oh the dancing was hawt
But
there's also Caitlin
Caitlin was my friend john pauls date, and at the day activitiy i was talking to her a lot and we were flirting and i could tell she was getting attracted quick, it got so bad that alli even asked me, 'are you trying to hook up with caitlin?? you guys are guna hook up huh?'" Basically i had my pick of caitlin or allison, i chose to stop going for caitlin then and get alli..because alli would have bailed if i went for caitlin, so because of allison, i stop chasing caitlin, but i could have had either...
like at the dance, when i was gridning with alli, caitlin kept looking over at me and then going hard on jp when she saw i was looking....it was kind of weird
so anyways; after prom we go party, and like 5 minutes after getting to the house while im washing my face alli comes in the room and is like ' o god i just took like 3 shots..' i was like...wtf..i wana play pong
so i go to the kitchen, alli is my partner, and we're going to play pong, so i turn my back for a minute to set up the cups, next thing i hear is everyone going oooohhhhhh!! i look behind me and alli and stephen are just making out in the corner in the kitchen....i'm like wtf......
the drunk ****s.....so i'm like **** this....i still could have chased alli and isolated but after her making out with stephen i'm like...naww, i don't want sloppy seconds you know? so i go to find caitlin, and i'm going to reinitiate....and right as i'm walking down stairs her and john paul walk into the room and close the door...fuuckkkk
SO to recap: i decided on alli, so i stopped chasing caitlin, but then stepehn made out with alli so i aborted but by then i had already lost all of the time i could have had with caitlin and by that time john paul had already closed....he just walked into the room....It ****ing sucks dude, like I had my pick of any of them...I could have closed at anytime but i decided to play pong and i was a little scared...like so i learned that i REALLY need to learn to pull the trigger fast/right away
soooo
i lost them both
and i was like ' **** this' dude i was ready to fight stephen
because he double ****ed me
but i couldn't get mad at him for doing it even though she was my prom date because we weren't a thing and i didn't have any title on her...like i was about to.....but yeah..basically i learned i need to pull the trigger asap
he had already drunk made out with alli like 3 months ago too......
So then listen to this: this is really the only reason that i didn't fight stephen i think
i was like ****kk.. 'if only tera was here i'd have someone to hook up with'
tera is a jr. that i met last weekend at a party, i talked to her for like 2 minutes but i could tell it was on.....she also said i approached her in english like 4 months ago but i don't remember it...
anyways, then my friend connor calls and asks me for the address and says he's with a bunch of people including tera..so i'm like..ya
anyways, then my friend connor calls and asks me for the address and says he's with a bunch of people including tera..so i'm like..ya
anyways, they get there, then i hook up with tera on my friend Leas bed who was the owner of the house and jizzed on her bed and she was pissed..though she didn't know about the jizz
So i got some, but not what I ****ing wanted
I'm so pissed, because stephen ****ed me over double time, I haven't talked to Alli since, and I saw stephen the other day but was really cold to him...i'm ****ing pissed
Oh and then like, later I was walking down the stairs as alli was walking up and she was like "Oh...you and tera huh?!" in this snooty voice.....like wtf
I just walked past her
Oh and Caitlin has a bf too, and like now i lost my chance with her because it could have happend that night, in the moment you know, but now i've been trying to text her and she's like...i have a bf n **** so i lost that forever prolly
no doubt dude
i ****ing hate stephen now
and like alli
****
haven't seen either of them ha
she sent me a mssg liek: "oh thanks for the dance i had so much fucn, of all my dates my mom ssaid she liked you the best"
i didn't respond
^My prom. Copy and pasted mostly from a convo with BPH.
Edit:
The song describes my feelings of women. Listen to the lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HZ9PjUUKwU
anyways, my prom date, allison, like top 3 hottest girls in the school, so ****ing hard to get with
she dated my friend for like a week and then broke up with him
i think he's the only guy she's kissed, besides stephen when they got drunk, remember stephen because he also doesn't get girls, idk if he even talks to girls..i think he's kissed like 2 girls life time, he's just a bros bro
anyways, so i've been working on alli the past few weeks, and i'm starting to feel that spark of attraction, and when we get to prom, i know i can have it..she's responding, initiating convos, laughing, and dancing...oh the dancing was hawt
But
there's also Caitlin
Caitlin was my friend john pauls date, and at the day activitiy i was talking to her a lot and we were flirting and i could tell she was getting attracted quick, it got so bad that alli even asked me, 'are you trying to hook up with caitlin?? you guys are guna hook up huh?'" Basically i had my pick of caitlin or allison, i chose to stop going for caitlin then and get alli..because alli would have bailed if i went for caitlin, so because of allison, i stop chasing caitlin, but i could have had either...
like at the dance, when i was gridning with alli, caitlin kept looking over at me and then going hard on jp when she saw i was looking....it was kind of weird
so anyways; after prom we go party, and like 5 minutes after getting to the house while im washing my face alli comes in the room and is like ' o god i just took like 3 shots..' i was like...wtf..i wana play pong
so i go to the kitchen, alli is my partner, and we're going to play pong, so i turn my back for a minute to set up the cups, next thing i hear is everyone going oooohhhhhh!! i look behind me and alli and stephen are just making out in the corner in the kitchen....i'm like wtf......
the drunk ****s.....so i'm like **** this....i still could have chased alli and isolated but after her making out with stephen i'm like...naww, i don't want sloppy seconds you know? so i go to find caitlin, and i'm going to reinitiate....and right as i'm walking down stairs her and john paul walk into the room and close the door...fuuckkkk
SO to recap: i decided on alli, so i stopped chasing caitlin, but then stepehn made out with alli so i aborted but by then i had already lost all of the time i could have had with caitlin and by that time john paul had already closed....he just walked into the room....It ****ing sucks dude, like I had my pick of any of them...I could have closed at anytime but i decided to play pong and i was a little scared...like so i learned that i REALLY need to learn to pull the trigger fast/right away
soooo
i lost them both
and i was like ' **** this' dude i was ready to fight stephen
because he double ****ed me
but i couldn't get mad at him for doing it even though she was my prom date because we weren't a thing and i didn't have any title on her...like i was about to.....but yeah..basically i learned i need to pull the trigger asap
he had already drunk made out with alli like 3 months ago too......
So then listen to this: this is really the only reason that i didn't fight stephen i think
i was like ****kk.. 'if only tera was here i'd have someone to hook up with'
tera is a jr. that i met last weekend at a party, i talked to her for like 2 minutes but i could tell it was on.....she also said i approached her in english like 4 months ago but i don't remember it...
anyways, then my friend connor calls and asks me for the address and says he's with a bunch of people including tera..so i'm like..ya
anyways, then my friend connor calls and asks me for the address and says he's with a bunch of people including tera..so i'm like..ya
anyways, they get there, then i hook up with tera on my friend Leas bed who was the owner of the house and jizzed on her bed and she was pissed..though she didn't know about the jizz
So i got some, but not what I ****ing wanted
I'm so pissed, because stephen ****ed me over double time, I haven't talked to Alli since, and I saw stephen the other day but was really cold to him...i'm ****ing pissed
Oh and then like, later I was walking down the stairs as alli was walking up and she was like "Oh...you and tera huh?!" in this snooty voice.....like wtf
I just walked past her
Oh and Caitlin has a bf too, and like now i lost my chance with her because it could have happend that night, in the moment you know, but now i've been trying to text her and she's like...i have a bf n **** so i lost that forever prolly
no doubt dude
i ****ing hate stephen now
and like alli
****
haven't seen either of them ha
she sent me a mssg liek: "oh thanks for the dance i had so much fucn, of all my dates my mom ssaid she liked you the best"
i didn't respond
^My prom. Copy and pasted mostly from a convo with BPH.
Edit:
The song describes my feelings of women. Listen to the lyrics
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HZ9PjUUKwU