I will probably NEVER get laid hanging out on my friends. And two, I will never find a girl who lives up to my standards with them. See, last night, dude talked about some party and guess what, SH*T NEVER HAPPENED. That right there, was enough to make me realize that I'm not gonna get laid hanging out with him.
I mean dude has the resources and crap to take us to parties where the girls are at, but he's simply, too beta. Like he'll always talk about all these girls he has at his college, but I rarely see stuff happening. And also just for the fact that if the Alpha guy in our group isn't doing anything, he won't either.
I guess I'm just to blame for not having a license yet, but really. Porn and masturbation has made me realize that, "I'm gonna be doing this sh*t everyday, UNTIL I GET A CAR and I won't get laid hanging with my current friends".
Even if friend guy picks me up to hang out WE HARDLY EVER DO CRAP. Usually all he does is take us over to Alpha guys house, because we're almost like family over there, so his family is cool with us. He basically talks all this stuff about the girls he has, but in the end, depends on the Alpha for figuring out what we're gonna do.
Seriously tho, if I had a car, I would be going out EVERYDAY talking to girls. I wouldn't be making excuses and crap like my friend. I do atleast give Alpha guy credit though, because if he says we're going to a party, we go to a party. It isn't like the beta friend, who simply always talks about parties or going to the club and may or may not actually do it.
I know if we went to a party and there were actually some girls that I LIKED! I would atleast have a CHANCE of getting laid. Alpha guy does bring over these ghetto chicks ocassionally(Who he admits, he's only trying to hit for their bodies), but I'm not into that. I'm into more surbaban black girls and especially white girls.
Just a little rant on how my life is going.
I mean dude has the resources and crap to take us to parties where the girls are at, but he's simply, too beta. Like he'll always talk about all these girls he has at his college, but I rarely see stuff happening. And also just for the fact that if the Alpha guy in our group isn't doing anything, he won't either.
I guess I'm just to blame for not having a license yet, but really. Porn and masturbation has made me realize that, "I'm gonna be doing this sh*t everyday, UNTIL I GET A CAR and I won't get laid hanging with my current friends".
Even if friend guy picks me up to hang out WE HARDLY EVER DO CRAP. Usually all he does is take us over to Alpha guys house, because we're almost like family over there, so his family is cool with us. He basically talks all this stuff about the girls he has, but in the end, depends on the Alpha for figuring out what we're gonna do.
Seriously tho, if I had a car, I would be going out EVERYDAY talking to girls. I wouldn't be making excuses and crap like my friend. I do atleast give Alpha guy credit though, because if he says we're going to a party, we go to a party. It isn't like the beta friend, who simply always talks about parties or going to the club and may or may not actually do it.
I know if we went to a party and there were actually some girls that I LIKED! I would atleast have a CHANCE of getting laid. Alpha guy does bring over these ghetto chicks ocassionally(Who he admits, he's only trying to hit for their bodies), but I'm not into that. I'm into more surbaban black girls and especially white girls.
Just a little rant on how my life is going.
