Poo's Journal

[poo]

yo, what's going on guys?

Just decided to start a journal to track my progress for a couple of things.

The goals I will be tracking on here:

1. Gain muscle mass

2. Get as good as I can with girls/expand my social network

3. Read more books

4. Learn to play the piano

5. Learn to have complete control over my emotions. And lead a positive life.

background:

I have been lurking on SoSuave for the past 2 years and in that time i have become exceptionally well at dealing with girls and getting them interested in me. I will say that i have more trouble with moving them towards sex though. So, over the next year I will push myself to get as skilled as I possibly can at escalating. In total i have had sex with something around 14 girls and i'm only 20.. some of them were debatable though, and I want to push towards more quality girls, now that i have a hard time getting turned on by average girls that I dont like. In fact, i tried having sex with this girl 1.5 weeks ago and half way through i went completely limp.. she was like a 7, but i was not interested at all. So to be honest, in my endeavours I want to bang a lot of chicks, but I will pass up on sex if i don't like them, even if they are 7's-8's, i need there to be at least SOMETHING there for me to be turned on.

For the gym, i have been slacking the past couple weeks but only because of school. I weigh like 150 lbs, pretty lean. i want to gain 20 pounds of muscle over the summer. So I will be getting back on that.

I have a lot of readings left to get through for school, but over the summer I will be reading a sh!t load of personal books, and hopefully I will complete a couple essays that I have been meaning to write and get published. Also, i will be posting in here sh!t that i read that i think is helpful to me and anyone reading.

Im also learning how to play the guitar and in 2 weeks im renting a piano, and im going to start taking lessons. It will be hard at first but if i continue practicing and take it seriously in 5 years i can be very good, and impress the ladies. Although i really just want to do it for myself, because i think the piano is beautiful. So ill document my doings in relation to that.

I really want to become a more chilled out person and overall just cool to be around. i want to embody characteristics such as blasé, non chalant, indifferent, positive, happy, intelligent. These are all things that can come naturally to some, but for me i have to work on balancing my emotions and keeping them in check, for i have a tendency to get upset at infinitesimal things, and i also have a tendency to get over excited. So, one of the main endeavours that i want to accomplish while writing this journal is to control my emotions, it will be a long and arduous learning process but i believe it is integral to living a good, interesting life.


Other than that, i am just a dude who wants the absolute best for himself and am the type to always strive for greatness. I have always felt sorry for people who just sit on their asss and expect great things to happen for them. I have always believed in going out and getting what you want, and making your life awesome!

as for girls: i have roughly 2 girls that i believe i will be having sex with in the next 2-4 weeks

like 2 girls i can call up to have sex with now, but id rather not.

i have 664 tinder matches. most of them aren't up to my standards, but i like every picture for efficiency purposes.

and yeah thats basically the jyst of it.


You guys let me know if i should put up my tinder convos. they arent anything too interesting for i can get numbers on their and turn it into a date with little to no effort. but i dont know if you guys really want them let me know.


coool.

Oh yeah im going to post every day. it might be a long post filled with a bunch of stuff, if i feel creatively inspired to write, or just a short post with things that are goal oriented.

 

[j.619]

Sub'd. I wanna read updates<3

 

[poo]

What up, its ya boy poo.

Today is just going to be a quick update really, nothing too special. i have to work on an essay right now so i dont have too much time.

my tinder is officially past the 700 mark. I am at 733. Like i said, 70% of them are whales, so dont get all crazy on me now haha. I would say a good 150-200 are good looking/bang worthy.

I personally do not talk to all of them. For i can only logically meet up with 5 of them per week ON a good week, if im not busy or whatever. So i scroll through and work on 3 girls out of the 150 good looking ones a week, and get their numbers and try and turn it into a date, which i will then escalate to sex.

talked to this one chick who goes to my school today she is an 7/10 asian 8 on a good day. But i was talking to her strictly about her friend, that we were chilling with at school a week ago, and told her to tell her friend i think she is adorable, which she did, and then i told her to ask her friend if shes down to get coffee with me, but found out she has as a boyfriend.. its a shame, she was a cutie.

weird thing though, that happened was after i ask her to do that for me she asked for my number for personal reasons. (we were talking on facebook) so i gave it to her, think she may like me so we will see where this goes.

I have an HB7 with a beautiful ass coming over tomorrow to watch a scary movie.

she just sent me this:

"i just got back from a run and my body is dead. can u give me a massage tmr??"

so we all know what that means.

have a date on friday with this girl from my school HBanna lets call her.
we shall see how that goes. she seems pretty chill shes like a hard 7/10

uhm what else.... oh yeah i have a tinder date on saturday, with this broad who lives pretty close to me. uhm from what i can tell shes absolutely hilarious, from our text convos, shes also in medical school. her pictures are like 7.5/10 at best.

already made it so that i get a big kiss on the cheek when she sees me.

that is it for the plates that i am dealign with so far. I could get more but im way to busy with other things to be juggling anymore than 4 chicks. way too much work, plus i have at least 7-8 things that are prioritized before girls.

today i basically went to school and studied all day with a group of people (met this asian girl she was eyeing me up, very cute, but my friend liked her so i backed off, cant break the man code). I went to class but left a little early, i didnt feel like staying, but im kicking myself over that now. i am paying for school so i should go to all my classes and take notes no matter what.

i came home just now and cleaned up my house, i will play a little guitar and then study a bit, eat a bit and pass out.

I will update you guys with what happens tomorrow, i have already made out with the girl that is coming over tomorrow, so i dont see why i wouldnt be able to escalate to sex.

also once a week i will post a QUALITY post in here that has nothing to do with updates or whatever, just quality written posts about subjects such as:

love and does it exist the way we think
monogamy and my thoughts on that
simple tips on how to get chicks
how to better your life
how to stay positive
why i think polyamory and polygamous relationships are way better

and many more things.

These posts will be colour coated and will stand out, where as my update posts will be standard black type. This is so you can go through them if ud rather read my quality sh!t


thanks to everyone that is going to tune into my journal, much love

peace for now

 

[poo]

What up guys. Poo here.

So an update for today with the broad that came over. I realized that she is a hb6, so i was sort of turned off and didnt feel like fxcking her, because i was expecting more, the first two times i chilled with her was at night in a dark car so i couldnt get a good look at her. today i saw her in the day time and shes a little chunky not going to lie. But she is really cool so that is a plus. Well i made out with her hard today, and i think she wanted me to have sex with her.
I just didnt feel up to it. Remember, One of the things that i proclaimed earlier was that i wasnt going to have sex with a girl if i dont feel like it, just because its sex. Oh also she asked me how many girls i am talking too and i told her straight up over 200 lol. But i should have made this apparent to you guys. I WILL NOT LIE TO GIRLS ANYMORE (i used to alot) and so i honestly told her im talking to over 200 girls roughly in the past month. To be honest im at the point where if she wants to go then whatever, i have a lot of options so "theres the door" haha... but to be honest i think it turned her on that i was talking to that many girls. she said she likes me so she isnt talking to other guys. i told her to go talk to other guys, maybe ull like them more, and that it wouldnt bother me.

Got matched up on tinder with this girl i know from school today, she is a cutie pie, so i will try with something there.

Once again i have a date with another cutie pie on friday hbAnna - she is some italian qt. So i will update you guys with that when the time comes!




I also went to the gym today and hit chest and triceps. It was beautiful. I love going to the gym. To bad i was slacking for the past 2 weeks. That could have been some deadly gains.

I realize that i am the type of person that can a million goals like other people. I need 3 main goals MAX. and work on them as relentlessly as possible.

So i want to change my goals. and i will not change them again in the entirety of this journal i promise. I will work on this goal relentlessly for this time period: 5 years. I want to work at something for a long time, as i havent ever really done that in my life.

SO my goals for the next 5 years.

1] Education - focus on getting 4.0 gpa and getting into grad school

2] Gym & Diet

3] Guitar & Piano (for now just the guitar until i get the piano)


everything else comes after these things. I will accomplish these things relentlessly, and anything else i do does not matter to me.

You guys may be asking: Why arent girls in your list?

i will tell you that i am the type of person that doesnt want to make "WOMEN" my priority or my goal in life. My life is MY life and i will do the things that i care about. women come second in my life, and are just some extra fun. I dont want to focus on them because they are fickle and can consume ur life. So ill stick to those three goals. Also i might add that talking to women is an inevitability, which i am already good at, i will not obviously stop talking to them, in fact i wil continue to talk to a lot, and get better at fcking them and making them like me. i just dont want it to be a GOAL.

but thats just me, and my personal opinion. I dont want them to run my life. knowhatimsaying? haha

ight peace for now, gunna go shower, eat and study a bit, also gunna write out a work out and diet routine for the next 12 weeks. Ill post it up tomorrow.

peace mufckaaaaas

 

[poo]

what up.

forgot to update yesterday because it was an uneventful day and all i did was workout and study a little bit. Watched 12 years a slave. god damn what a good movie. top 50. and thats good considering i am a movie connoisseur. watch it if u havent seen it.

I could have studied more yesterday but i was too tired and had to sleep early to wake up and go to school for the date the i was talking about.

so today basically went like this.

went to school, got their around 1230. went to timmies, grabbed a steeped tea double double. my new drink. pretty damn good, but its no coffee thats for sure.

went to the library and texted the girl hbAnna "ey just got out of timmies, meet me upstairs in the library near the back girl"

she replied "okay sounds good, i just have to drop something off first, be there soon "

she came like 10 mins later.

she is WAY cuter in person my god. i dont like to pedestal women but she is exactly my type. Short, sweet, and smart, with a fck load of cuteness. and shes witty too.

The second i saw her i was into her. We hit it off pretty damn good not gunna lie. She is into badass dudes, and that is exactly what i am. I was a straight boss in front of her, but also very intelligent i might add which she enjoyed very much. we had a good conversation for like 2 hours in the library and then dipped to drop off one of her applications or something. Then we went to this sort of lounge area in my school, its pretty secluded.

Found out she broke up with her boyfriend 2 weeks ago lol. the only guy she has ever had sex with in her life. SHES A FRESHIE BOYS. haha, all jokes a side shes new meat, which is my fcking favorite. i hate girls that sleep around too much, they are gross to me.

She is also bi sexual. I dont know why but i kind of guessed it and then she told me. I am apparently the second person to know. she hasnt told any one else.

i remain skeptical and very aloof about the whole situation and this plate because i realize that if you pedestal a woman you end up fcking it up. At the end of the day i know she thinks im sexy and if she bounces whatever its her loss. So i am prepared for rejection. but i doubt it will happen

oh yeah we went through my tinder because that is where we found each other, and she was rather pleasantly surprised to see how many matches i had. she said it was hot haha. also she was swiping right to all the hot girls on my tinder and i go matched with like 7 or 8 of them right in font of her, they were pretty sexy too.

oh also. this is going to sound sociopathic but i could give less of a fck. i was on her phone because we switched phones and was on each others tinder messing around and she left to the bathroom. i was curious so i went to her messages lol. i know i know. i shouldnt have but curiosity always gets the better of us at some point.

anyways i saw that she texted her best friend as said that she was really nervous to come see me today and she thinks im really cute and hopes i like her.

so IF i play my cards right i will smash this freshie. shes really adorable though and i kind of like her. so we will see where this goes. i need to be extra careful because i can see that she is the type of girl that i can grow feelings for. she is exactly my type in every way. so i have to keep spinning plates and keep doing my thing, so i can be outcome dependant.

anyways we ended up chilling for 6 hours. pretty damn good. i ended the chill sesh because i had to go home and workout (will not sacrifice that for any girl)

as for the girl i chilled with two days ago.. meh i dont really like her at all, and i might just pass up on fcking her. she isnt all that great to be completely honest. i might keep her around in case i want to chill with her again, but from the looks of it she is not my type AT ALL.


but yea. i came home after that, took a quick power nap, ate some food, went to the gym and hit legs, my least favourite workout, but it has to be done.

and now im gunna go shower and study. i am supposed to go on a date tomorrow with this other chick (hb 7? somthin like that) but honestly i need to cram for some of my exams so i am going to flake on her. whatever, theres so many girls at my disposal its not a big deal at all.

anyways, peace mufuccckkkas

 

[poo]

Yo what up.

I have not posted in 4 days, which i'm kicking myself over.

i've just been busy with studying and actually being out in the real world lol.

well not much to discuss really. I have been working out like a monster. i have been studying like crazy, and i'm going on a date this thursday with HBanna. I thought I fcked up with her by texting too much after the date

she confirmed that shes gunna kiss me when we see each other again. but i realized that i was texting to much, so i havent texted her since sunday. she texted me yesterday but i didnt reply.

Imma send her a text tomorrow around 8 pm saying this

"ey, what ever your doing tomorrow cancel it, were gunna meet up for a bit and chill girl"

i dont know something along those lines.

anyways, this journal is gunna be pretty dead for the next 3 weeks as i have exams. but after my exams are over im going into overdrive on getting vag, so i will post every single text i send, all my convos, every single girl i go out with, ill post pics too. and all that good sh*t. I want to sleep with 10 girls this summer, good quality ones. anyways

peace for now.. ill update with what happens with hbanna.. OH yeah i have a date on saturday with this girl form tinder. might flake cuz of exams.

 

[poo]

Wow. Boys, I got rejected today for the first time in a while.

It doesn't bother me too much but damn, it happened in such a weird way?

If someone reads this please help me out with an explanation. I need to know how a girl with seemingly high interest levels can reject, and it was an obvious reject as well, because she would have set up another date if it wasn't. It clear the answer is her interest level was low, but damn she really portrayed it as very high the first date, and even after agreeing to giving me a kiss. How can u go from that two 3 days later complete rejection?

Well, i sent her this today. by the way its hbanna

"ey, im thinking we should meet up tomorrow and chill miss (fill in name).. what do you think?"

6 hours later she sends me "well i have class all day tomorrow, so maybe we shouldnt"

me about 1 hour later: "aight do your thing haha"

very poo, very very poo.

well at the end of the day, its a good experience. I was getting wayyyyy to ****y because not very many girls were rejecting me.

i will being going ghost from her, even if she wants to chill another time, because shes playing to many games, with this hot/cold sh*t and to be honest im too lazy for that. Who goes from "yeah im gunna give you a big kiss" , too "na we aint chillin n*gga" in a matter of 2 days? lol

just a very strange phenomena.

If i see her at school ill be ****y and funny, my usual self but indifferent to her. I wont waste my peace of mind on this girl.

I have other plates, and this is actually an extremely motivating experience. Once i am done exams I am going to go out and get as many damn numbers as i possibly can, and meet up with a bunch of girls on tinder.

but seriously could someone shed some light on this for me? i dont understand, could you guys just answer me how you go from high interest to low interest in a matter of days without much communication?

 

[poo]

okay i need to chill out.

she just sent me "alrighty, maybe we can hang out another time"

i can be such a fxcking retard sometimes.