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Master Don Juan
Ive lost my passion for life.. I feel beatin broken and defeated, my parents dont understand me, my dad doesnt understand me, I have no real relationships unless its me calling up friends to ***** about my problems, I dont like hanging out anymore, whenever I do, I do not have the ability to mix and mingle well.. Life has gotten so serious, I dont even know how to have fun anymore. I graduated college recently, I havent found a job, I stopped working, Im unmotivated, Ive lost my girlfriend cause of my stupidity and lack of balls to man up to situations and take control. I do not know how to earn the respect of my peers, I cant watch an entire movie and pay attention. I cant get through a book, I dont pick up any ones phone calls anymore, I lost my lust for life. And the list goes on and on and on.. & no1 wants to hear this, Ive had experience, Ive had a few relationships, Ive had sex with a good amount of girls, Ive gained weight (which I just dropped 30 lbs of).. I feel like I dont fit in anywhere, and rather than try, I fold.. Alcohol is the only thing that makes me feel good temporarily and them im back to the same old bs. I dont know where ive gone wrong.. I never expected life to be what it is right now.. I always saw myself on top of the world.. And now im just lost and confused.. Without the passion to do ****. Sorry for this ****ty post if the mods want to remove it, I get it.