This is my first post and I don't know where to start. I am a recovering AFC. I have started reading the Bible but sometimes all this information gets overwhelming. I an recovering from social anxiety, I can actually go places and talk to people but I am still striving for something more. I see friends around me some Alpha some AFC and it's amazing what i have learned. Problem is I have a bad habit of comparing myself to where my friends who are good with the ladies are and I just feel like there is something wrong with me. One of my budies is so ****y and funny and that **** that comes out of his mouth is just crazy and the chicks love it. I just have a bad habit of comparing myself to others. I feel like I am standing at the bottom of a mountain and don't know where to start climbing.